#ster.

15. does your oc prefer a wide circle of friends or a few close ones?

this is an interesting question because ster loves meeting new people and hanging out with them, but she doesn’t necessarily consider every single person her friend. that’s actually something very smart because she knows not everyone will show the same level of care and consideration that she gives when she likes someone. she’s very careful about who she can lean on. honestly, that’s a skill she mastered during her trainee days and while being in nova, because there were a lot of girls there, and she could sense that not everyone was genuine in their dynamics. so, to answer your question, i would say she prefers a circle of friends she can trust and feel a true connection with. it doesn’t matter if it’s only three people or ten, she likes to be surrounded by those she feels comfortable with, because she is very passionate and loyal in her friendships, and she just hopes her friends feel the same way about her.

17. where was your oc born? do they still live there? how do they feel about their birthplace?

ster was born in seoul and has lived there since birth. sometimes she would go to australia to spend summer or winter breaks with the other side of her family, which i will explain later in another question about her family dynamic. she likes both places, she does enjoy seoul more but she felt weird for a while, probably during childhood, because some idiot korean kids would say she wasn’t korean enough because her mother was chinese and stuff like that. so, for a time, she felt awkward about her chinese side, since her mom is chinese. once, she went there for vacation with them, but she isn’t in touch enough with her roots; it feels as foreign to her as any other place. she probably started to embrace her chinese side when she entered the company. she decided to join the korean-english classes that the company provided for the chinese trainees, and she became more fluent in chinese and also made friends with other trainees. that’s probably how she met geovany and grew closer to mei.

28. what are your oc’s general life goals or dreams?

ster’s dreams came later than you can imagine. i mean, she did become a trainee and debut as part of a girl group, but that was never her goal. she only went for it because her best friend did, and she thought it would be super cool if those times when they played around pretending to be glamorous and cool like kyungri and xiulin actually came true. but to her, at that time, it just felt like a silly dream you have as a kid. she wasn’t even an influencer before becoming an idol because she never thought she’d enjoy being a public figure but she did. after debuting, she kind of started making notebook notes about her future plans (with cute stickers and everything). at the top of her list is working hard on her skills for nova’s projects, which i believe is more because she saw that a lot of the members live and breathe for their dreams, so she feels she should take this job more seriously for them (again, she’s that type of friend). another important goal for her is making herself more remarkable in the fashion industry and getting brand deals, she loves this part of her idol job, for real. sometimes i think about making a jewelry collection for her, just like i did nontitle.ml for mingyu, because i truly believe she has the ability and interest to do something like that. in her free time, she goes to arts and crafts studios to make bracelets and necklaces, she even made some for the fans and gave them away at fansigns.

another dream that’s very important to ster is her future podcast with devi, which i believe she’s going to fall in love with, mainly because she’ll be working with her best friend, her favorite person in the entire world, so she’d do anything to make that podcast successful. once, i even told you about her going to college to make her dreams better, and you thought it was funny, which it is, because ster is not into study at all. but she is very curious, and college isn’t something only academically driven people can do. ster is someone curious and open-minded about becoming better at something and understanding more.i ’m just babbling, sorry. i just wanted to point out how ambitious ster has become in my head.

35. what’s your oc’s family like? who are they closest to — birth family or found family?

ster has, overall, three parents and one stepmother. basically, ster was a planned, fertilized child between two gay men and their lesbian friend. she lives with her two gay dads in seoul, one is a sculptor artist and the other works in high technology, something that allows them to live comfortably in a penthouse. one of them is her biological father, which is why she has “beak” in her last name.

these two gay dads wanted to have biological children, but of course, neither could get pregnant. they had a really close friendship with this chinese lesbian, who was also a plastic artist like the sculptor dad. they were best friends since college, and she was very close to the gay couple, they would joke around a lot that they were a couple of three, and the lesbian was like a goddess to them. so, they decided, “why don’t the three of us have a baby together?” and that’s how they decided to have ster! they went to a fertility clinic, one of them became the sperm donor, the lesbian became pregnant, and the rest is history.

the three of them lived together until ster was six years old. by that time, the gay dads officially got married, while her lesbian mom had a lot of relationships with other women over the years. her mom, who has the last name chai, was a very spontaneous person and traveled a lot for work. she eventually got an offer to teach at an arts university in australia, and she decided to go because it was a great career opportunity. they decided that ster would stay and live with her dads in seoul, and during school breaks, she would spend time with her mom in sydney. there was even one summer where she begged to take devi with her to spend time there, and they let them!

ster is really close to her dads and visits them every week, even after debuting. she also facetimes her mom every chance she gets. eventually, her mom found someone, got married, and decided to have children as well. ster became an older sister at sixteen, and now she has two little sisters whom she absolutely adores. she tries to send them gifts every month because she doesn’t get to spend much time with them, so she wants them to remember her as the cool older sister who became a k-pop star.

60. has your oc ever had their heart broken?

of course she had. sahyuk wasn’t her first boyfriend, although he is the only one she can genuinely say she loves. but i don’t think ster ever really got her heart broken, even when dating. she did get rejected sometimes by boys at school, and that made her cry and stay in her room, skipp classes, the same way couples do after breakups. in total, i think she dated over three guys, counting sahyuk. the first one was a summer fling with this teenager in australia, he was blonde, skinny, and had that accent. they dated for the entire summer vacation, which was just one month. they tried to keep dating long distance, but the guy started ignoring her texts. they didn’t officially break up, but you know, she got ghosted. that was way worse because she kept calling him her boyfriend to her friends when she got back from vacation, and when he stopped replying, she felt dumb and annoying. it was traumatizing for her. the other guy she dated was during her last year of high school. she didn’t get heartbroken by him, but she felt sad because she started getting tired of his presence. she didn’t want to feel that way because he was sweet, but they had nothing in common. he was just cute. she got sad after breaking up with him because, well, he was really cute he had the potential to date her for more than three months if things were different. and the other time she got heartbroken was when she had to end with sahyuk because that time she really had real feeling for him.