Hazelnut | Daryl Dixon x Fem!Reader
Summary: Daryl didnât know exactly what he expected when his group settled into Alexandriaâmaybe some snobby, incompetent inhabitants who couldnât stand their ground if something were to happen or people who would turn on him and his group at any given moment, but definitely not a little girl who basically attached herself to his hip. And he definitely didnât expect to find himself drawn to the mother of that little girl.
Genre: Fluff, angst but not a lot.
Era: Alexandria, pre Saviour war. (Timeline is kinda wonky. Saviours kinda donât exist in this? I donât really know.)
Warnings: Swearing, mentions of death, child abandonment, mental abuse, mentions of drugs and alcohol, single parenthood, sexual content but not smut.
Word count: 8.1k.
A/n: This was such a cute idea that @louifaith had! I tried my best with this, and I hope you like it! Also, definitely go check out @celtic-crossbowâs version! Pure perfection, honestly.
âYou have to lighten up, Daryl. How do you expect to make any friends with that âleave me aloneâ attitude of yours?â
Daryl grumbled to himself as he continued tinkering with his crossbow. The hot late afternoon sun was relentlessly beating down on the community as its inhabitants continued about their tasks. Daryl had silently been observing everyone from the porch steps he was sitting on, enjoying the moment of solitude he had, but Carol had other ideas.
âDaryl,â Carol started, crossing her arms as she descended down the steps. She turned around to face Daryl, her voice stern. âIt would do you good to socialize a bit.â
âI talked to Tobin when we finished up with the construction of the new walls yesterday,â Daryl replied nonchalantly, keeping his eyes focused on his crossbow instead of the stern woman in front of him.
âThat doesnât count. Thatâs work talk. I'm talking about actual socialising. Like, striking up a conversation with someone that isnât in our group or someone you have to talk to for work.â
âI dunâ need to. Yâall are the only company I need. Ainât gonâ waste my time tryna make buddies with people who dunâ even like me,â Daryl responded with a sense of finality, gripping his crossbow and getting up. âNow get off my back, woman.â
âWhere are you going?â Carol called after him, watching the archer walk away from the house.
âSomewhere,â he replied shortly, ending the conversation effectively.
Slightly irritated, Daryl walked with no particular destination in mind. He passed by some people who sent him friendly greetings and small waves, which he returned half-heartedly. After a while of mindlessly walking about, Daryl stopped in front of a makeshift park of sorts. It was a small area surrounded by grass and had a big tree towards the edge. He moved to sit on the grass underneath the shade of the tree. The few kids in the community loved to play in this area, but it was deserted for now; the perfect place for the archer to relax for a while.
Daryl went about sharpening his knife for a while. The mediocre task kept his mind busy, busy enough to ignore the parents and kids who arrived, busy enough to ignore the wary stares the parents threw his way. Daryl simply shook his headâeven after two months, there were still people who were wary of him and the rest of his group. Even after everything they did and sacrificed to ensure the community's safety.
âMistah lonely?â
Startled, Darylâs head shot up and his eyes locked with those of a little girl who looked no older than three years old. The girl looked at him with curiosity written all over her young face, eyeing the knife in the archerâs hands with wonder. She tentatively reached forward to touch the knife, her fingertips close to making contact with the cold metal of the dangerous weapon.
Daryl jerked the knife away and out of reach of the young girl. âDunâ touch that,â he barked coldly, standing up to keep the knife out of the young girlâs reach.
âSharp mife?â the girl questioned, moving closer towards the archer. She reached up to grab his arm, trying to reach the knife.
Daryl frowned at the girl. He gently pried his arm away from the girlâs grasp and took a step back, unnerved by the soft touch of the childâs hands. That didn't seem to deter the girl, however.
âMistah use sharp mife?â
âScram, kid. Go back to yer mama.â
âMama?â the girl asked, her eyes lighting up at the mere mention of her mother. âMama! Get Mama!â
âWhat? No, that ainâtââ Daryl started, but was abruptly cut off when the girl took off and ran as fast as her little legs could carry her, wobbling more like a penguin than anything else. Daryl raised his eyebrows as he watched the girlâs retreating figure, confused by the interaction he just had.
Well, he thought, at least thatâs the end of that. However, as Daryl gathered his crossbow and sheathed his knife, he inwardly groaned at the sound of the little girlâs voice calling out to him.
âMistah! Mama here!â
Daryl turned and looked at two approaching figures. The young girl was holding a womanâs hand, leading the woman over to him. The woman was laughing lightly, allowing herself to be pulled by the little girl.
âCome, Mama!â the little girl giggled, excitedly tugging your hand harder.
âOkay, okay! No need to rip my hand off,â you laughed, soon coming to a stop in front of Daryl.
Daryl looked at you with a frown, scowling slightly. His eyes darted between the excited little girl and you, slightly taken aback by the friendliness you radiated. Despite everything he had done for the community up until that point, only a few select Alexandriansâmainly Aaron and Ericâdidnât show him any contempt or wariness. Yet there you were, smiling up at him and looking as pretty as a picture.
âMama,â the little girl excitedly told him, pointing up to you. She smiled at you, dimples forming on her chubby cheeks.
Well, the kid certainly knew how to follow orders. He had told her to go get her mama, and there you were.
âI'm Y/N. You must be Daryl?â You introduced yourself, extending your hand for a handshake.
Daryl looked at your hand, not moving to take it. However, just as you were about to lower your hand awkwardly at his dismissal, the little girl stepped forward.
âLike this, mistah,â she instructed, taking the archerâs hand and putting it in yours.
Daryl flinched at the contact and quickly withdrew his hand, looking at the little girl with a small frown. He looked back at you, chewing on his bottom lip nervously.
This was the worst random social situation heâd ever been in.
âSorry,â you apologized, giving him a sheepish smile before turning back to your daughter. âHazel, we donât touch people unless they say we can, alright?â
âSorry, Mama,â Hazel apologized half-heartedly, not fully understanding what you were saying. She turned back to look at Daryl. âSorry, Dar.â
âDaryl,â the archer corrected her with a gruff tone of voice, talking for the first time since you had approached him.
Hazel looked up at him in confusion. âDar,â she repeated herself, a look of concentration on her face.
âNo, âsânevermind. Forget it,â Daryl grumbled, shifting his weight from his one leg to the other. He looked back to you again and noticed how awkward you looked, your lips pursed as you avoided his eyes.
âSorry. She has trouble with pronouncing some words and names. Iâm working on helping her with that,â you explained, your body language exuding a challenging aura, as if daring him to insult your daughter for something as miniscule as not being able to pronounce a name.
Daryl noticed the defensive tone in your voice and noticed your defensive stature, making him raise his eyebrows questioningly, yet he refrained from questioning why. âSâalrighâ,â he mumbled, awkwardly fiddling with his crossbow that was slung over his shoulder.
âOkay,â you said, gathering Hazel up into your arms. âWell, it was nice meeting you, but I have to get going. I have to get this gremlin ready for dinner. Sorry for bothering you.â
With that, you turned around and retreated back towards the houses, Hazel happily babbling in your arms. Daryl watched your retreating figure with a sense of uneasiness. In that short interaction, he found himself unexplainably drawn to you. He didn't know you, but some part of him wanted to get to know you.
However, as quickly as that thought entered his mind, he just as quickly disregarded it. He didnât need to get attached to any more people, especially people who couldnât protect themselves in this harsh world they were forced to live in. In the end, everyone he cared about died or left, so it was better to spare himself the inevitable pain and keep you and your daughter at an armâs length.
Something told him that it would be easier said than done, however.
The next morning, Daryl found himself working alongside Aaron. The two of them were busy carrying large pieces of metal to the wall they were busy fortifying, Aaron making casual small talk while Daryl simply hummed in acknowledgement. Once the last piece of metal was added to the already existing pile, the two men wiped the sweat from their foreheads and took a drink of water, before walking over to Aaronâs house. Aaron took a seat on the porch steps while Daryl remained standing on the grass.
âSo yeah, thatâs how I met Eric,â Aaron told him, concluding his long and winded tale.
âStory straight out a damn romance novel,â Daryl replied sarcastically, eliciting a laugh from Aaron.
âYeah, yeah. Make fun of it all you want. Everyone always does.â
âNah, sâa good story. Pretty cliche with the whole spillinâ yer coffee on his shirt bit, but sâstill a good story,â Daryl reassured him. âNow câmon, didnât ya say somethinâ âbout havinâ a part for my bike?â
âDar!â
As if materializing out of thin air, Hazel excitedly bounded down the porch steps of Aaronâs home and threw herself against Daryl, clinging to his leg in a hug. Caught off guard, Daryl stumbled a bit but quickly regained his footing, his eyes darting down to look at Hazel. His eyebrows raised in surprise before he gently pried the girl from his legs, not used to any kid other than his little Asskicker clinging to him like that.
âKid, what are ya doinâ?â he questioned, taking a step back from her, but it was to no avail. Hazel simply smiled up at him before throwing herself at him again, clinging to his leg like a koala bear.
Aaron chuckled. âI see youâve met Hazel. Sheâs quite the character, huh?â
âWhatâs she even doinâ here?â
âEric asked to babysit her. He loves having her over, and her mom said yes.â
Hazel giggled against Darylâs leg, turning her head to look at Aaron. âHi, Rin!â
âHey, Hazel,â Aaron chuckled fondly, sending the girl a small wave.
âRin?â Daryl questioned, placing one of his big hands on the little girlâs head, accepting his fate of being clung to for the time being.
âShe canât say my name properly,â Aaron explained. âShe has trouble with pronouncing things sometimes.â
âYeah, her mama said somethinâ âbout that,â Daryl said without really thinking about it.
âSo youâve met her?â Aaron asked, leaning forward with slight interest. He had a small smirk on his face, one that Daryl couldnât quite decipher.
âBriefly. Hazel practically dragged her over to meet me yesterday,â Daryl replied, looking down at Hazel when he felt her grip loosen on his leg.
Hazel looked up at him and raised her arms, looking at him expectantly. âUpsies,â she said, jumping slightly on her toes. âDar, upsies!â
To his complete and utter surprise, Daryl found himself leaning down to pick her up. The act hadnât even fully registered in his brain until the small girl was already in his arms, her small, chubby hands gripping at his shirt as she giggled. The small sound of her laughter made the archerâs heart fill with a sudden and unexpected fondness, completely taking him by surprise. It was the same type of fondness that filled his heart whenever he coaxed a laugh from little Judith, and yet it was completely different at the same time. He couldnât quite put his finger on it.
âShe seems to like you, Daryl,â Aaron laughed, standing up from his position on the porch steps. âNot a lot of people can say that about her.â
âWhat do ya mean?â Daryl found himself questioning, confused entirely by the manâs revelation. From the limited interactions that the archer has had with the young girl up until that point, he naturally assumed that Hazel was that way with everyone. What would make him special enough to the little girl, who had just met him, to make her treat him differently than she would others?
Aaron motioned for Daryl to follow him into the house, and he obliged, silently entering the pristine house while still carrying Hazel in his arms. The girl took a great interest in his hair, playing with it to entertain herself.
âFrom what Y/N told us, she was with a group before she got here who treated her and Hazel horribly, and Hazel hasnât fully regained her trust in adults yet,â Aaron explained.
Daryl frowned. âBadly, how?â
âShe wouldnât say, but it took forever for Eric and I to gain Hazelâs trust. We even tried to bribe her with candy but she wouldnât budge. But she seems to trust you and you said you only met her yesterday?â
âYeah. She approached me at that makeshift park the kids play at,â Daryl nodded, rubbing a hand over Hazelâs small back subconsciously, shifting her in his arms slightly.
âThen youâre definitely special, buddy. This kid doesnât trust easily,â Aaron declared, sitting down on a chair in the dining room.
Daryl followed his lead, taking a seat across from him on a chair while still holding the small girl firmly in his arms. Hazelâs attention shifted from his hair to the loose threads on his sleeveless shirt, playing with them to keep herself occupied.
âThey were with a group âfore this? How long have they been here?â Daryl questioned, interested in knowing more about you, although he didnât know why.
âYeah. Hazel and her mom havenât been here all that long. I actually found them a couple of days, maybe a week, before I found you all. From what I know, Y/N and Hazel had been on their own for a while before I found them. Y/N almost killed me the first time we met. She thought I was gonna hurt them. It took me and Eric a while to convince her to come back with us, but even then she refused to let her guard down. She was kind of like Rick when we first met, except she didn't tie me up or force me to eat apple sauce.â
Daryl hummed, hissing slightly when he felt Hazel tug at his hair rather harshly. He brought one of his hands up to pry her hand away from his hair, subconsciously rubbing his thumb over her small fist. âThat hurts,â he told her softly, surprising himself by the gentleness of his usually gruff voice.
âSorry, Dar,â Hazel apologized half-heartedly. She yawned before laying her head down on his shoulder. She wrapped her small arms around his neck, nuzzling her head into the crook between his neck and shoulder.
Daryl felt his heart swell with fondness for the second time that day. He gently rubbed her back. From his experience with Judith, that small action could lull a small child into slumber, and he hoped that proved to be correct with Hazel.
âYouâre good at that,â Aaron commented, a smile on his face as he watched that small interaction between the big, âscaryâ man and the small, innocent child.
Daryl looked at him, confused by the look the man was sending him. âGood at what?â he inquired, genuinely curious.
âThat,â Aaron repeated himself, motioning to Hazel. âWere you a dad before all of this?â
Daryl stiffened at the question. âNah,â he shook his head, adjusting Hazel in his arms again. âNot the typeâa guy who couldâve started a family back then.â
âAnd now?â Aaron asked, unaware of Darylâs inner turmoil.
Daryl inhaled sharply. âTo start a family, ya need a partner,â Daryl started, slightly rocking the small girl in his arms. âI ainât got a partner, and there ainât exactly women lininâ up to be with me, so kids ainât somethinâ I see in my future.â
âIt could still happen, you know? You might meet someone. Hell, you know what? I know youâll meet someone.â
âA lot of confidence for somethinâ that most likely wonât ever happen,â Daryl grumbled.
âNever say never, Daryl,â Aaron replied, giving the man a small smirk. âNever say never.â
âMama! Mama!â Hazel called through the house, excitement evident in her voice.
You smiled at the sound of your daughterâs voice, glad to be able to see her again after a whole day of being alone in your small house. The sun was setting, the stars starting to twinkle in the sky and you were almost done with dinner. Eric had told you that he would bring Hazel back before sunset and you were starting to get worried, but thankfully she seemed to be okay.
You walked into the living room and hunched down to pick up the small girl that ran into your arms, hugging her tightly to you as you placed kisses all over her face. She giggled at the sensation and pulled back, grabbing your hand and excitedly pointing towards the door.
âMama, Dar here,â she said, smiling widely before turning towards the door.
You followed her line of sight and locked eyes with the archer. You stood up and gave him an awkward smile, painfully aware of the awkward encounter you had with the man the day before. Daryl seemed to mirror your unease; he nervously shifted his weight from one leg to the other, ducking his head to avoid your gaze.
âI see that, Sweetheart,â you replied, keeping your eyes locked on the man before you.
âI played with Rin and Eric. Dar played too!â Hazel happily exclaimed, clapping her hands together in excitement as she looked up at Daryl in awe.
âDid he, now?â you asked rhetorically, marvelling at the sudden and unexpected change of character for the quiet man. Just the day before, he had shrugged Hazel off and seemed to want nothing to do with her, yet now your daughter was claiming that the huntsman had spent time with her that day. It didnât make any sense whatsoever.
âYeah! So fun!â Hazel laughed happily, waddling over to Daryl to seemingly hug his leg again.
Daryl, who had been hugged multiple times by the toddler that day, instinctively crouched down to have her hug his side instead of his leg. Hazel wrapped her small arms around him and nuzzled her head into his neck, and Daryl couldnât help the small smile that spread across his face. One day had been more than enough for him to grow fond of the small girl, and he cursed himself for letting his guard down enough for that to happen, but the damage was already done; that little girl had already wormed her way into his heart.
âI'm glad you enjoyed yourself,â you smiled at her, watching the interaction between the archer and your baby girl. âBaby, why don't you go get changed into your blue PJâs, huh? You're a big girl now, right? Think you can get changed without Mamaâs help?â
âYeah!â she exclaimed happily, pulling away from the hug and giving Daryl a smile, dimples on full display. âBye, Dar!â
âBye, Hazel,â Daryl greeted her quietly, watching the girl waddle to the stairs and begin to climb them carefully. He then hesitantly shifted his attention to you, but instead of seeing that wariness heâd grown accustomed to other parents giving him, one that he expected you to give him after his encounter with you the day before, there was a look of curiosity and wonder in your eyes.
âThanks for bringing her home,â you thanked him, offering the archer a small smile.
Daryl ducked his head. âAinât nothinâ,â he replied, shaking his head.
âSo, you spent the day with her?â you started, looking at him questioningly. âBy the way you looked uncomfortable around her yesterday, I figured youâd avoid her at all costs.â
âI was spendinâ the day helpinâ Aaron. He invited me to his place âcause he had a part I needed for my bike and Hazel was there. She wouldnât let go of me after she saw me,â Daryl explained, fiddling with his hands.
âSo she basically forced you into spending time with her?â you asked with a small laugh, your eyes crinkling in amusement.
âPretty much,â Daryl joked, his lips involuntarily twitching into a small smile.
You laughed lightly and Daryl chuckled softly, admiring the way your eyes seemingly sparkled. The dim light of the living room gave you a golden glow, and Daryl found himself admiring your beauty. The unnerving thought struck him at full force and he tried to shake that thought from his mindâhe couldnât let his mind go there. He wouldnât let his mind go there. He had to keep you at an armâs length. It was bad enough that Hazel had broke through his barrier in one measly day, so he couldnât allow her mom to do the same, too. More attachments definitely wasnât something the archer needed.
âWell, Hazel seems happy. I think youâve just became her best friend, whether you like it or not,â you told him playfully.
âI have a feeling that I ainât got much say in the matter.
âNope,â you laughed. âBut thank you. She hasnât looked that happy in a long time.â
âGlad I could help,â Daryl replied, a small smile on his face. âSorry for beinâ a dick yesterday.â
âItâs fine. We shouldn't have bothered you.â
âYa werenât botherinâ me. I jusâ... Werenât in a good mood, sâall. Mâsorry.â
âApology accepted.â You gave him a sweet smile before turning around. âWait here. Iâll be right back.â
Daryl frowned in confusion but didnât say anything. A few minutes passed until you reentered the living room, a lunchbox in your hand. You promptly handed it to him, and Daryl could feel the heat radiating off the bottom.
âWhatâs this?â he asked, giving you a questioning look.
âStew. I made more than Hazel and I can finish, so I figured Iâd give you some. And before you say anything, just take it. Consider it a thank you gift.â
Daryl pursed his lips but nodded, resisting the urge to deny your âgiftâ. âThanks.â
âNo problem at all,â you reassured him, looking up at him with a smile that made his heart flutter uncontrollably.
Daryl ducked his head, willing the blush on his face to go away. âI should get goinâ,â he mumbled, avoiding your eyes.
âIâll walk you out,â you replied, making good of your promise by walking with him over to the door.
Daryl stepped out of your home and turned to you. He gave you a nod and turned to walk away, but stopped when he heard you speak up.
âI hope you realize that she isnât gonna let you off the hook. Youâre going to be stuck with her now. And my daughter and I are a package deal, so youâre going to be stuck with me, too.â
For some unknown reason, Daryl didnât mind that thought at all.
âEasy, Hazelnut. Ya dunâ wanna hurt yerself, do ya?â
The toddler giggled, her small hands toying with the arrow in her hands. âSorry, Dar.â
Daryl smiled at the small girl, bringing one of his hands up to ruffle her hair, successfully coaxing another laugh from her. âI know ya are. Jusâ try to be more careful, alright? I dunâ want ya gettinâ hurt.â
âNo boo-boos. Boo-boos hurt,â Hazel replied, gingerly handing the arrow back to the archer.
âThey do,â Daryl agreed, taking the arrow from the girl. âThatâs why ya gotta be careful, alright? Dunâ want anythinâ to happen to someone as sweet as ya, Hazelnut.â
Hazel giggled and nodded. âNo boo-boos.â
âNo boo-boos,â Daryl repeated, smiling fondly at the young girl.
Two months had passed since Daryl had initially met you and Hazel. In those two months, Daryl had found himself becoming intertwined with your lives, a constant presence for you and your daughter.
The archer hadnât asked you what had happened to Hazelâs father yet, and he wondered when he could be permitted to ask something as personal as that. However, Daryl knew that there could only be two plausible explanations; either he was dead, or he willingly left. The huntsman really hoped it wasnât the latter. No person should be left to raise a kid on their own.
However, as Darylâs love for the young girl grew, so did his feelings for you. It got to the point where he had started wishing that he was Hazelâs dad, that he couldâve been there during your pregnancy and watched your belly grow. He wouldâve worshipped your body and been there for you every step of the way. However, as much as he wanted that, that was a dream that couldnât be a reality, so he settled on being Hazel's best friend instead. At least it meant being able to both bond with the little girl and simultaneously have an excuse to see you.
âThe two of you look like youâre having fun. Mind if I join?â
Darylâs head snapped up at the sound of your voice. His eyes met yours and his heart skipped a beat, that sweet smile of yours making butterflies swarm around in his stomach.
âMama!â Hazel exclaimed happily, hurrying down the porch steps to fling herself into your arms.
You laughed, picking her up and placing a kiss on her forehead. You looked at Daryl and sent him a smile. âHey, Daryl.â
âHey,â he greeted you quietly, fiddling with the arrow in his hands.
âMama, play with us!â Hazel giggled, wiggling in your arms to be put down.
You lowered her to the ground, watching her climb up the porch steps and clamber into Darylâs lap. Daryl lowered the arrow and wrapped his arms around her, placing a small kiss to the side of her head. You smiled at the interaction, your heart speeding up against your will.
âI know what I just said, but I actually canât, Baby. Itâs time to go home. Itâs dinner time,â you told her.
Hazel frowned and nuzzled her head into Darylâs neck, a whimper building up in her throat. Instinctively, Daryl started rocking her back and forth, rubbing her small back and shushing her quietly.
âSâalright, dunâ cry. Ya will see me again tomorrow, alright?â he whispered into her ear, his heart breaking at the sound of her sniffles. When he felt her nod, he placed one final kiss to the side of her head before placing her back down. âWhy dunâ ya go say bye to Jude?â
Hazel looked at you expectantly, and you nodded. âGo ahead, Baby. Iâll wait for you.â
Hazel ran into the house, leaving you and Daryl alone on the porch. The archer stood up and walked down to meet you on the grass, pushing his hands into his pockets as he looked at you through his hair. As you looked at him, it took all of your willpower to resist the urge to brush his hair out of his face and cup his cheek. Not trusting your own hands, you crossed your arms and looked up at the huntsman, giving him a small smile.
âThis is the first time yaâve come to pick her up. I usually bring her home. Sâsomethinâ wrong?â Daryl inquired, searching your eyes for an answer.
You shook your head. âNo, nothingâs wrong. I just figured that I could come pick her up for a change. Spare you the walk back to my place.â
âIt ainât that far,â Daryl pointed out, motioning down the street. âJusâ a coupleâa houses down.â
âYeah, I know, but...â you trailed off, unsure if you should lay your problems onto him.
âBut what?â he questioned, suddenly on edge. Had you changed your mind about him? About him being around you and your daughter? He really hoped not.
You hesitated for a moment. âItâs nothing. Just some moms around the community who like to be judgy.â
âWhat are they sayinâ?â
âThat I'm a bad mom for not taking the time out of my day to pick up my own daughter. That Iâm dumping my responsibilities onto other people. Just thought Iâd start proving them wrong.â
âHey, yer not a bad mom. I like bringinâ Hazel home at the end of the day. That way I know sheâs safe.â He also liked it because it meant he got to see you being all domestic, hugging your daughter tightly and sending him beautiful smiles, inviting him to stay for dinner each time. He always declined, not wanting to be a burden, but your offer never waned.
You smiled at him, but it didnât quite reach your eyes. Daryl instantly noticed it and placed one of his hands on your shoulder, taking you by surprise. His touch was surprisingly gentle, and your skin flushed where he touched you.
âDunâ let âem convince ya that yer a bad mom. I ainât never seen a better mom than ya. How many moms here can say that they kept their kid alive out there in the real world? That, despite everythinâ, their kid came first and that they would kill for them?â
âHow did you know I wasnât here from the start?â
âAaron told me he that found ya and Hazel on yer own not too long before he found us. The fact that ya kept her alive on yer own for that long proves to me that yer the best fuckinâ mom under the sun.â
You smiled at him and placed your hand over his that was still resting on your shoulder. âThank you,â you whispered.
âNo problem,â he replied, holding eye contact with you. His hand lingered on your shoulder for longer than necessary, and he gazed deep into your eyes.
Your heart sped up and stopped beating at the same time, noticing a shift in the archerâs emotions. However, before either of you could do anything else, Daryl snapped out of it and withdrew his hand, taking a step back.
You cleared your throat and ducked your head, your face heating up. Luckily, Hazel ran out at that moment and bounded down the stairs, throwing herself into Darylâs side and clinging to his leg.
âBye, Dar!â
Daryl pressed Hazel tightly to him. âBye, Hazelnut.â
Hazel unwound her arms from around him and moved over to you, extending her arms to be picked up. You did just that, holding her tightly to you. You turned to Daryl and offered him a small smile.
âYou know, my offer still stands. You could join us for dinner.â
Daryl was about to decline your offer again, but Hazel cut him off.
âYes! Please, Dar!â
In that moment, Daryl found that he wouldnât be able to say no this time around. He just wouldât be able to. He gave you both a small smile and nodded. âYeah, okay.â
You smiled broadly. âGreat! Come on, then.â
âDunâ I need to change?â
âNo, youâre fine, donât worry. You can come as is.â
âAlright,â Daryl nodded. âLetâs go.â
âCould you maybe get Hazel settled into her highchair? Iâll be right out with the food.â
Daryl nodded and watched you retreat from the dining room into the kitchen before turning around. âHazelnut!â he called, hearing the toddlerâs footsteps come into the dining room.
Hazel stared up at the archer with a huge smile, her arms extended to be picked up. Daryl smiled softly at the girl and leaned down to pick her up, placing her in her highchair. Once he was sure that she was settled and wouldnât fall out, he got settled in the chair next to her, listening to Hazelâs happy babbling.
Soon enough, you reentered the dining room with a pot of spaghetti and meatballs. The aroma of the meal made Darylâs mouth practically water. The last time heâd eaten spaghetti was when Aaron had invited him, and that was a good couple of months ago at that point.
âIt smells fuckinâ good,â Daryl complimented you without really thinking about his choice of words, and he instantly regretted not thinking about them beforehand.
âFuck,â Hazel repeated happily, completely oblivious to the horrified look that spread over Darylâs face, or the amused one that spread over yours.
âNah, Hazelnut, dunâ say that. Dunâ ever say that,â he told her hurriedly, his heart beating faster at his mistake.
âFuck,â Hazel giggled.
âNo, I jusâ saidââ Daryl started, shooting you a worried look. However, he calmed down when he saw your amused smile. âWhatâs so funny?â
âYou,â you told him, laughing lightly while serving everyone some food. âDonât look so worried. Iâm not gonna bite your head off because of one little slip up. If I had a penny for every time I accidentally slipped up since she was born, I wouldâve had enough money to be able to buy a yacht in the old world. Youâre good, donât worry.
âOkay, but we canât have her goinâ âround sayinâ that, though,â Daryl replied, taking a deep breath to calm himself. You werenât mad. Everything was fine.
âYouâre right about that,â you started, turning to look at Hazel. âBaby, you canât say fuck, okay? That word belongs to Daryl. Until heâs ready to share that word, you canât say it, alright?â
âOkay, Mama,â Hazel replied, starting to eat her food rather messily.
Daryl chuckled softly at the girl before turning to his own food. He started eating as well, the flavours of the delicious meal melting on his tongue. He wanted to gulp it all down but he resisted the urge, instead eating with a delicacy he never knew existed in him.
The meal was mostly spent in silence, save for Hazelâs happy babbling and the occasional input from you or Daryl. Daryl did, however, sneak glances at you when you werenât looking, admiring your beauty and the soft, loving, tender way you acknowledged your daughter and the tenderness you used when you wiped her face clean of the sauce.
Unbeknownst to the archer, you had also been sneaking glances at him. Admiring his gentleness with your daughter, the way his eyes softened and the quiet chuckles he would let out whenever Hazel did something amusing, or the small smiles he would send in your direction. It was amazing how important Daryl had become to you and Hazel in a span of a few months. The big, gruff, quiet man with a heart of gold, who had invaded your thoughts and your heart. It was both terrifying and thrilling to think about.
Your respective meals were soon finished. and Hazelâs eyes were beginning to droop. You noticed it and got up to take her out of her highchair. She instantly laid her head down onto your shoulder and closed her eyes, and you placed a tender kiss on her forehead.
âYou tired, Baby?â you cooed, rubbing her back gently. When she simply responded by nuzzling her face deeper into your shoulder, you laughed fondly and turned to Daryl, sending him an apologetic look. âSorry, I should probably get this little rascal to bed. You can stay here. Iâll be right back.â
However, as soon as you said that, Hazel interjected. âDar tuck me in with Mama?â she asked innocently, lifting her head up to look at Daryl.
Daryl looked surprised. He locked eyes with you, his heart fluttering at the smile you sent him.
âIf Darylâs okay with it,â you whispered, looking at him through your eyelashes.
âYeah, âcourse,â Daryl replied, nodding his head.
You motioned for him to follow you upstairs, and he obliged. Together, the two of you descended up the stairs and into Hazelâs bedroom. Daryl stopped in the doorway, not wanting to overstep any boundaries, but you had other ideas. You gently took his hand and led him into the room, only letting go of it to tuck your daughter into bed. Daryl subconsciously placed his hand on your shoulder instead, watching place your little girl into bed.
Hazel was already half asleep when you put her into her bed. She instantly curled up into her pillow and let out a big sigh, her eyes opening only slightly. In her view, she saw you, her mom, the woman who always protected her when the two of you were living on the road outside the walls, and always loved her despite her shenanigans. And Daryl, the man who at first had been kind of mean, but was now always there for both her and her mom. The man who undeniably had started to feel like a daddy to her.
âNight, Mama. Night, Daddy,â Hazel mumbled, her eyes closing and she drifted into slumber. In seconds, she was out cold.
Time froze for a moment. Darylâs eyes widened and his heart practically pounded out of his chest. There was no way that he had heard it right. There was no way that Hazel had just called him dad. There was no way that Hazel trusted and loved him enough to see him as her father. She couldnât, could she?
He turned to look at you and noticed the unreadable expression on your face. You didnât address what she had just said, however, and Daryl was too nervous to bring it up himself.
âWe should probably let her sleep,â you whispered to him, motioning towards the door.
âYeah,â Daryl agreed and followed you out the door.
Together, the two of you descended down the stairs and back into the dining room. You turned to look at Daryl and motioned towards the living room.
âYou can wait in the living room. I just wanna put the dishes in the sink and then Iâll join you.â
âNah, let me help,â Daryl protested, moving over to grab all the dishes. Before you could protest, Daryl walked into the kitchen. You quickly followed behind him and watched him put the dishes in the sink, but before he could start washing them, you quickly stopped him.
âNo, itâs okay. Iâll wash them tomorrow,â you assured him. âDo you want some wine?â
Daryl nodded and hummed, silently observing as you grabbed two glasses from the cabinet, as well as a bottle of wine. You placed the glasses on the counter before popping the the bottle open, pouring the two of you each a glass of wine. You handed him the glass and propped yourself onto the counter, letting your legs swing below you.
Daryl leaned against the counter and took a sip of his wine, humming in approval at the taste. âSâgood. Thanks.â
âItâs nothing, really. I've been wanting a reason to open the bottle for a while now.â
âYa canât jusâ drink it whenever ya want?â Daryl questioned, taking another sip from the glass in his hand.
âI could, but I prefer not to. I donât want to be likeââ you started, but abruptly stopped. You hurriedly took a sip of your wine, welcoming the taste in your mouth.
âLike who?â Daryl asked, frowning at the uncomfortable look on your face.
You hesitated for a long moment, not sure if you should tell Daryl about your past problems. You were afraid that Daryl would look at you differently if you revealed anything. However, as you looked into his eyes, you only saw care and concern, so you found yourself confiding in him.
âHazelâs father,â you revealed, pursing your lips at the thought of the man you hated more than anything in the world.
âWhat was he like?â Daryl asked, placing his glass down on the counter. He turned his full attention to you, his eyes trailing over your face for any shift in emotion.
âHe was a fucking asshole,â you spat angrily, clenching your jaw in anger. âHe was a raging alcoholic and a frequent drug user. He didnât even stop when Hazel was born. If anything, it got worse. I tried so hard to get him sober, but nothing worked. He always yelled at me and threatened to hurt Hazel whenever I brought it up, but I stayed. I was too scared to leave. And then one day, when I woke up, he was just... Gone. No note, no phone call, nothing. Hazel was barely one year old.â
Daryl frowned deeply, anger bubbling inside him at the thought of someone hurting you and Hazel so badly. He clenched his fist and took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down. He had no right to get angry. That wasnât something that happened to him.
âNot too long after that, the world went to shit. His sister came to pick us up and took us to her camp, and thatâs where I saw that asshole again. He treated Hazel so badly and got the other people in the camp to taunt and be mean to her. Hazel didnât even do anything wrong, and I never even brought up the fact that she was his kid, but they all ganged up on her. Thankfully it never got physical, but I could tell that it really scarred her. It went on until the camp got overrun, and all of those fuckers got what they deserved. The only reason Hazel and I got out was because his sister helped us. She sacrificed herself for us. After that, Hazel and I were on our own for more than a year. Iâm surprised that I managed to keep us alive for that long on my own, but I managed. And then Aaron and Eric found us, and the rest is history.â
Daryl was speechless. It angered him that someone would hurt you like that, would hurt little Hazel like that. And the fact that you had to survive on your own for that long... It amazed him. He wished that he couldâve found you earlier and have protected you and Hazel from all those horrors, but there was nothing he could do to change the past. He could only ensure that nothing ever touched you in the future.
âYer a strong woman. The fact that ya went through allâa that and managed to keep Hazel alive and love her unconditionally proves that. Yer amazing and I hope ya know that.â
You were taken aback by the sudden confession, but a smile soon spread across your face. You hopped off the counter and stood in front of him, almost chest to chest. You looked up at him, your faces close enough to close the remaining distance between your lips. You didnât even fully know why you did that. It was more than likely liquid courage, you figured.
âYouâre amazing too. I donât think you realize how much you mean to Hazel, how much you mean to me.â
With that, you closed the remaining distance between your lips. You pressed your lips against his softly, wrapping your arms around his neck. After a moment of shock, Daryl kissed you back feverishly, pulling you closer by your hips to have you flush against his body. You gasped against his lips, allowing Daryl to slip his tongue into your mouth. You moaned into his mouth and pressed yourself harder against him, eliciting a groan from the man.
As soon as you pulled away for air, you tugged Daryl by the lapel of his vest. âWanna take this to my room?â you whispered, breathless from the ravenous kiss.
âWhat âbout Hazelnut? Wonât she wake up?â Daryl asked, pressing his forehead against yours.
âNo. Sheâs out cold. The chances of her waking up are basically nonexistent.â
Daryl let out a deep breath and nodded, allowing you to pull him up the stairs. The two of you soon stumbled into your room, hurriedly closing the door and pawing at each otherâs clothes. However, when you reached for Darylâs shirt, he stopped you, a pained look on his face.
âWhatâs wrong?â you asked, a worried look on your face. âDid I do something wrong?â
Daryl shook his head. âNah, ya didnât do nothinâ.â
âThen whatâs wrong?â you asked him, gently cupping his cheek in your hand. âTalk to me. I promise I wonât judge.â
Daryl inhaled sharply. âI didnât have a good childhood,â was all he offered before slowly removing his shirt.
Your eyes hungrily trailed over his body, your hands reaching forward to press against his chest. Sure, a few scars littered his chest, but they didnât repulse you. You didnât understand what Daryl was talking about until you got a glimpse of his back in the mirror in your room. The scars on his back were jagged and raised, and you instantly knew what they meant; someone had hurt this perfect man before you, and you felt so angry.
You walked behind him. âMay I?â you whispered, your hands hovering over his back.
Daryl hesitantly nodded. You softly ran your fingers over his scars, your touch feathery light. The archer shivered involuntarily, closing his eyes at the feeling. Before meeting you, the only feeling that he ever associated with his back was pain from his fatherâs cruelty, yet there you were, tracing over his scars as if they were priceless paintings in a museum.
Soon your fingers were replaced with your lips, and Darylâs eyes flew open. Your lips softly kissed over his scars, trailing down to the lowest scars on his lower back. When you were done, you turned him around to face you. You gently cupped his cheek, a small smile on your face.
âYou're perfect to me, Daryl. Youâre so sweet, kind and caring. Hell, my daughter called you dad. That says plenty.â
âMâperfect?â
âYou're perfect.â
That was all you had to say for Daryl to pull you into another fiery kiss. The two of you soon toppled onto your bed, spending a night filled with passion together.
That next morning when Hazel woke up and walked into your room, she was pleasantly surprised to find Daryl sleeping there, holding you, her mama. She was, however, confused that when she woke the two of you up, you clutched the sheets to your bodies and refused to let her climb under them with you like you normally would do.
Two years later...
âHappy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday, dear Hazel. Happy birthday to you!â
You and Daryl cheered as Hazel blew out the candles on her homemade cake. Hazel laughed as she struggled to blow out the last one of the five candles on the cake, eliciting soft chuckles from you and Daryl. When she finally managed to extinguish it, you and Daryl each handed her a gift. She clapped her hands excitedly. She got up from her seat and ran to hug you and Daryl, which you both returned.
âThank you, Mama. Thank you, Daddy,â she thanked with a big smile, eyeing the wrapped gifts on the table.
âDunâ thank us yet, Hazelnut,â Daryl responded with a smile. âGo ahead and open âem.â
Hazel hurriedly opened each of the gifts and gasped with delight, holding up a colouring book, new crayons, and a new doll. She giggled in excitement at the gifts. âCan I go show these to Judith? We can colour and play dolls together now!â
You laughed and nodded. âSure, Baby. Just be good for Auntie Michonne and Uncle Rick, okay?â
âOkay!â she agreed and took off in a run, throwing the front door open and disappearing out of it.
âI canât believe sheâs growinâ up so fast,â Daryl mumbled, wrapping his arms around you from behind. He rested his chin on the top of your head.
âI know, right? Sheâll be moving away from home for college soon enough,â you joked.
âHmm,â Daryl hummed, chuckling at your joke.
âOh!â you exclaimed, turning around in the archer's arms. âI got something for you, too.â
âFor me?â he asked in confusion, frowning slightly. âWhy? It ainât my birthday for another coupleâa months.â
âI know, but this canât wait that long. Here,â you told him, handing him a small box.
Daryl gingerly took the box from your hands and opened it. His eyes widened at the item inside, picking it up and looking at it. After examining it for a couple of moments, he confirmed that his mind indeed wasnât playing a trick on himâit was a positive pregnancy test.
âYerâYer pregnant?â he asked, a smile spreading over his face.
âYeah,â you confirmed, nodding your head. A laugh escaped you when Daryl picked you up and spun you around, before he placed you back on the ground and pulled you into a kiss.
When he pulled back, he leaned his forehead against yours. âHazelnutâs gonâ have a baby sibling. Weâre gonâ have another kid.â
âWe are,â you agreed, closing your eyes. âI love you, Daryl.â
Daryl placed a gentle kiss against your forehead. âI love ya, too. And I already love that lilâ peanut in yer belly.â
âHazelnut and Peanut, huh?â
âYeah. Our two babies. Our own lilâ family,â Daryl told you wistfully, placing his hand on your stomach, over the life that was growing there.
âWe have Hazel to thank for this. If she didnât instantly like you back then, this might never have happened,â you told him, placing your hand over his.
âRemind me to thank her when she gets back later. But for now, letâs enjoy our alone time,â Daryl replied suggestively, tugging you with him as he walked backwards towards the stairs.
âI like that idea.â











