Just had an unbelievably connected conversation with my ex (sophie). She has just finished the last exam of her degree and has so many mixed feelings about it. I told her how proud i am of her, that she has made it, that she's still here. That she gets to live. We are both crying through facebook chat. Exchanged Mary Oliver quotes. Told her she is the first great love of my life and I never stopped caring about her. She has offered her extensive knowledge of the therapeutic system which I will definitely follow up on. We are hanging out on Monday. I feel good... sad but good... that we get to be this connected now... it is just reassuring.















