talk about us from JOEL . #infantjaspRISE
what they define their relationship with your muse as
brothers
something they like about your muse
how confident he is
something they dislike about your muse
he wonāt talk to him abt emotional things, he wonāt beĀ ārealā with him
their first impression of your muse
ok so iāll just answer this as if itās how lil jasp saw him ok ? ok.so we all know that infant jasper fcking loved his brother so much, he was his whole world and he was like... the cOOLEST DUDE EVER and he wanted to be exactly like him. probably stole his jackets even tho they were 314913091 times too big for him and he looked fucking stupid and they probably werenāt even that cool. he followed joel around everywhere and probably ran towards him at full speed like a tiny little dork whenever joel came home from school and nearly tackled him. probably was constantly tugging at his sleeve or poking him to play with him, probably cried if joel wouldnāt let him hold his hand, probably cried if joel didnāt pay attention to him, honestly their mom probably thought joel was torturing him fognofdgd what a fcking crybaby ( i say, as he was basically a literal baby ), but ye ok this is more hcs than a first impression bUT IN SUMMARY;joel was the coolest dude ever to jasper, his eyes probs lit up whenever he saw him, saw him as his protector and his best friend ( nerd ), looked up to him loads, wanted to be exactly like him ( probably tried to copy his damn hairstyle and the way he walked ), loved him to bits
their impression of your muse now
he obvs sees a lot more of joelās flaws now, his impression is that while he handles himself well and is generally quite emotionally stable he tends to bottle up his emotions and ignore them until they go away, rather than talk about them and deal with them.
how they feel about your muse
oH BOI OK SO obvs jasper still loves his brother to bits, and is probably a lil jealous of him ( ???wtf? ) because he comes across as much more confident and charismatic than jasper will ever be. even though he sees his flaws now he still definitely sees him as the cool older brother. because of how their mother treated joel heās very protective of him, would defend him until he couldnāt physically speak anymore. it isnāt that he thinks joel can do no wrong, but more that he always feels that people are attacking him if they so much as sayĀ ā i donāt like his jacketĀ ā ( mayb not that extreme... but u get what im saying right ). he worries about him a lot because he thinks joel is probably a lot more sad than he seems, he worries that things are going to become too much for him if he doesnāt talk about things, and on top of that sometimes he resents him because there are things he feels he can only talk about with joel but joel generally refuses to have a deep conversation with him. he also worries about him because of his relationship with harley, i mean it rlly fckiogni confuses him because he feels that joel should know better, and probably wonders if this is joel self destructing or something. heās terrified that joel is going to get in trouble because of it or is going to end up getting hurt. he wants nothing but the best for joel because he feels like he deserves so much more than what heās been handed in life, he loves him so much and would do anything for him if it ever came down to it. heās also probably a fucking hypocrite and hides his own sadness because heās so preoccupied with getting joel to talk about his feelings and doesnāt want to burden him with his own shit or change the focus to him ( and... yāknow... jasper gets uncomfortable talking abt himself anyway sO WHATS THE GODDAMN TRUTH ). he also sometimes feels like heās the older brother chasing around after joel trying to look after him ( which is mainly his own fault ) and sometimes he wishes joel would take care of him for a change ( mayhaps let him idk ). his opinion of their mother is very much influenced by joel, he has his own issues with her but his main problem is how she treats joel like a villain for no reason ?? when jasper became a teenage he probably defended joel a lot to her, and would always take his side. and thatās a big part of the reason he would still defend joel even if he legitimately did something bad. heās always on the defence on the subject of his brother. but that doesnāt mean he wonāt tell joel to his face when he disagrees with his choices. he isnāt afraid to fight with his brother which might actually show how secure he feels their relationship with him is. usually with people heāll tiptoe around a subject and test the waters before saying anything that might cause conflict ( in a relationship that he cares about, anyway ) but with joel heāll legit just walk straight up to him and go ā u fucked up wtf ā, so even though he isnāt aware of joelās unconditional love, deep down he probably knows itās there. mainly jasper just fucking loves his brother with all his heart and worries about him 24/7, thinks he deserves so much, and would probs kill someone for him.
something they are hiding from your muse
his sexuality, probably. way to be cliche jasp. and his emoness.
something they wish they could to tell your muse
how he really feels abt him... that heās his brother no matter what and heāll always love and support him.
