Mmmm i sure do love having a panic attack because i feel like im losing people close to me all over again, i love feeling like i cant do anything about it.
Even if i put out the words i can, the person i want to keep close has been hurt too much to keep them to heart, and i dont know what to do at this point.
I dont want to lose them, but i dont know if anything i say will make them stay at this point.











