#starzeater

no see being creative its a burden in itself. a beautiful burden, of course. you have to free yourself from it by using your means to express yourself. not being able to is very unpleasant, because the creative and productive process in itself is what is supposed to bring the most happiness to the artist. so when you are able to express yourself but your creation happens to not have the audience you expect you end up disappointed. my last """""big""""" drawing come out very good in my head but it hasnt had the visibility i hoped for it, so i am kinda disappointed. you cant hide the fact that after your own love for your drawing comes the appreciation from other people and if you dont appreciate the drawing yourself then the rest of the people's opinion has no weight at all. but i'm the kind that after appreciating their own drawing expects a certain reaction from the others. ill stop here or i will just look like im whining 4 da notes abloobloobloo

drawing is a way of communicating and communication doesnt work without the others