#startrks

if u havent already guessed im leaving because junior fuckin year

also because im bored kinda

also for health reasons

ok here goes

junior year means sats. im taking it probs three times (twice junior year) and lets just say im not ready. at all. im taking lots of sat prep classes and have lots of studying to do and this is really important. it also means the most important grades eV ER and i slipped so far last year and i will NOT let that happen again.  I am not only giving up tumblr, but also piano and cello lessons, two things i love.  this is not easy so please dont be mad ok

i also have some new hobbies i wanna take up and some new tv shows i wanna watch and some new books i wanna read so

im bored. bored of tumblr culture, bored of everything. idk. im bored of being addicted to a website whoops

remember two seconds ago when i said my grades slipped?? well thats bc i would come home and spend literally 5 hours on this god damn website until 11 at night w/o starting my homework and have a panic attack that lasted until 12 and then be so pissed i would just go to sleep and bamo whamo my homework isnt done and i didnt study for that important math test that would determine whether i got a B or a C for the quarter. im not saying a had a panic attack every day but i was on tumblr until at least 9 every night and i had enough panic attacks to realize i have a serious procrastination problem and by being on tumblr i am only encouraging it

so yeah

i will however be on twitter (@crispine2) every night complaining about hw and im also doing lessons in html coding so i need to log on relatively often for lessons, and when i do i will check my inbox and tag. i'll log on every sunday for an hour or so to update my queue for the next week just to keep things going.