So around the first day of school, I met this really nice girl we'll call Leila. because she's new, my other bestie, Talah, and I welcomed her into the school and introduced her to our friend group. and then, like, 2 months later, I went to the hospital due to mental reasons that I'll get to later, and then when I came back, Leila was just silent. She wasn't talking to me anymore. And Talah appeared to be hiding something. My whole group of friends at this point is just ignoring me, and even my other friends. Then I feel like the bad person here. That all my friends hate me. It makes me think that I should be dead. So around the end of January, I hit Leila with my pencil case and she acted all whiney and I got suspended for a day. I know she's here on Tumblr though, so Leila, if you're reading this, get you and your blackheads away from MY friends. It's either you or my life.

UPDATE: We were also part of a friend group and shit it's just now they seem to have been ignoring me. I've cut ties with my best friend because she only wants to talk about me with Leila. I made her cry because of that. (no, I didn't hit her) My other friend, Melanie, hates me because I told her I felt replaced by Leila. To think that I thought she was on my side, but she was actually Leila's bestie, or "sidechick". I'm so done with these people.