Half yap half ventish thing I guess (SPOILERS FOR STARMATTER BY MERIDIES ON AO3)
just finished reading starmatter and holy shit I’ve never questioned my life choices this hard woah
genuinely how does one make a fic with the concept of soulmates and stuff but it STILL hits close to home for some reason
“do you ever feel like you were born into the wrong body” Fr reminded me of the three horsemen of dysphoria I’ve been shot with (gender, body and species. Applies more to body and species cuz Flux keeps appearing as a crow)
sleepwalking into bodies of water to stimulate flying is actually crazy. Emphasis on sleepwalking
as someone who can only swim like 20 metres before I need to float because of fatigue and shit uh idk anymore how do I end sentences wtf
Oh and the angst. SO much angst. Angst my beloved
Gotta thank the TikTok comment telling me to read this because lowkey this is one of the most soul crushing fics I’ve ever read and I’ve never been left staring into space since TIAOU
Fun fact I read this at 1AM and it was so soul crushing in a good way I almost wanted to get up and take a lap around my house before realising “oh wait it’s one I can’t do that-“
aside from that the fic is actually kinda funny not gonna lie
