Expanding on this post because I literally cannot stop thinking about moshenshang, it's actually insane.
Demon Shen Yuan is engaged to Mobei-Jun for political reasons. Shen Yuan is from a kingdom thatâs located in a notoriously dangerous mountain range and merchants are consistently dying while passing through. So, in order to solve this issue, Mobei-Jun goes to talk to the kingdom in order to solve the issue and perhaps come to an agreement.Â
The king ends up telling him that if he wants his merchants to be protected then Mobei-Jun has to marry his son, Shen Yuan. And sure, as powerful as he is, Mobei could just forcibly absorb the kingdom and force them to do what he wants but honestly? It really isnât worth the effort and Shen Yuan is very pretty and heâs competent and very capable, so it really isnât much of an issue for Mobei-Jun. So, without any delays, the two of them are married.
Shen Yuan is the perfect image of cold composure, after all, he was born into this role and heâs had plenty of time to adjust. Except this was never in PIDW? Mobei-Jun never had a spouse so Shen Yun is absolutely baffled. Especially when Mobei-Jun starts courting him, even though theyâre married. Weâve got: bringing him different types of creature parts, even whole creatures (usually dead) when Shen Yuan shows that heâs interested in studying the fauna of the world (not that he says it), books on plants and beasts from different regions, sparring with him, and eventually biting him in very visible places because sure, everyone already knows Shen Yuan is Mobeiâs spouse but now they know heâs his mate.
Then comes Shang Qinghua. Things progress as they did in SVSSS but when Qinghua is brought to the northern desert for the first time, he meets Yuan and heâs truly just so confused because so far, the plot has been normal and then all of a sudden, Mobei has a husband??? That was not in the novel, not even in the drafts. So they both find out theyâre transmigrators pretty early on and start planning together, not just how to make sure Qinghua stays alive but also to actually fix PIDW and make it more closely resemble the world Qinghua had planned in the original drafts.
Mebei is very observant of the fact that his husband is very fond of this human. And while heâs possessive as all hell, if Shen Yuan wants to keep the human then so be it, Mobei thinks heâs cute enough, in a pathetic way. And heâs certainly not a threat to his marriage. Eventually, Mobei sees that Yuan is courting Qinghua, not that Yuan seems to realize what heâs doing. Mobei has come to learn that Yuan is a very competent man but when it comes to his personal feelings and how he thinks others think of him, heâs very oblivious. Mobei thinks itâs cute. So he helps out in the courting, making it more obvious to Qinghua and courting him himself. Qinghua realizes whatâs happening before Yuan does.Â
Qinghua at first, thinks Yuan is aware of what heâs doing and is blown away by how oblivious someone could be. It takes Qinghua grabbing Yuan by the face and kissing him sloppy style for Yuan to catch on and then realize that not only has he been accidentally courting Qinghua this whole time, so has Mobei. And now, Yuan really canât let Qinghua die.
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Summery: Maekar tries a new coffee shop since his regular one is closed for maintenance?
Repair? He didn't really pay attention. But something other than the coffee draws him in.
So much so that he becomes a regular there.
Irregular who's drawn to the heart of a woman he never really thought would see any interest in him. But he doesn't realize is she loves him just as much as he loves her.
Warnings for this chapter:First draft post because why not? We risking it.
Warnings for the story: eventual smut, swearing, blood, smoking, bullying( not from Maekar) female genitalia usage. Tiny age gap like 5 years. More to be added as I remember. reader cares for her Niece, Maekar and his maekarlings.
Thankfully he found a coffee shop on the same street as the office.The place was certainly not something that would catch his eye or it would and he would normally turn his nose up to it. The front was brick, a dark blue green fabric awning hung over the front of it. Planters full of flowers where neatly placed under the windows on either side of the door. Colorful bright flowers that drew the attention away from everything else. The second the door was opened, his senses where filled with the strong scent of coffee. There were there people behind the counter working away, a couple people sitting at tables, simply just enjoying the coffee or their tea. Along with what seemed like the option of some sort of breakfast sandwich.
âHey, Iâll be with you in just a moment. âA cheerful voice came from behind the counter, your voice, cutting through the sound of the machines and light chatter of the small cafĂŠ. his head turned to follow you, watching as you walked to a small table towards the back with a breakfast sandwich and a small cup of tea. Sending it down in front of a young child, who seemed to be working on last-minute homework before school. The uniform, the same as the ones has too young daughters wore.
It was a couple of seconds before you were back behind the counter, at the register, âsorry about that, what can I get for you today? âYou smiled, that bright, cherry smile every service worker had to put on for customers upon arrival because really who knew who would get the wrong impression if you werenât smiling constantly.
The man seemed to buffer for a moment and you noticed that, he had never been here prior to today. So he had absolutely no clue what was good and what tasted absolutely horrendous. âWell uhh... If I may? Suggest something. â Your voice broke him out of his trance, out of his constant mulling over the menu above your head. Too many options, too many things that he really didnât even know the name of. it was a slow morning so you didnât really need to ask for his name for this order or insist he stand aside for others to take their turn. A soft grumble fell from his lips, he was going to be late already. Maybe this would just speed up the process? âFineâŚ, I guess thatâs fine. âHe seemed agitated, not at you. At least you didnât think so anyway.
Carefully you nodded, ringing him up for a coffee and allowing him to pay. âDonât worry, Iâll make sure you get something youâll like, I promise. âYou moved away from the counter after handing him his receipt, âfive minutes tops, if that⌠âyou smiled at him, genuinely at this time. Not that fake customer service being nice to everyone smile. An actual real genuine smile meant just for him.
True your word it took exactly 5 minutes. Not like he was timing you or anything, he was, he definitely was. Carefully, you set the hot cup and a sleeve, and grabbed one of the fresh sandwiches you had just prepared before bringing it to the counter. âYour coffee, hot vanilla coffee⌠or latte, whichever most people prefer to call it. âYour smile was still there, not a mistake. Something real, something genuine. Hot vanilla latte with something most people liked. It was hard to go wrong with it so that was exactly why you chose it. Especially considering he had never tried this place before. He took the drink in hand just as you slid the breakfast sandwich into his other hand.
âI did not order this⌠âa hint of confusion, mixed with the tiniest bit of annoyance simply because he did not understand. Oh, no, I know, itâs on the house. You seem like you needed to pick me up. âYou insisted, pushing it towards him, one more time, not giving him a chance to deny it. Not taking no for an answer. Maybe it would make this mysterious stranger return he was quite handsome after all. Not like you were looking or anything.
Quietly Maekar grunted in response, taking it in hand now, along with a coffee you had prepared for him. Since you didnât give him a chance to say no after all. âThank you? I guess? âThe words felt foreign on his tongue.
You smiled, then nodding as you told him to have a great day and to come again soon as he walked out of the cafĂŠ. Because you wanted him to come again. When he wasnât in so much of a rush to get to what you could only assume was Work. Why wouldnât you want him to come again?
Your coworker glanced over at you getting another coffee together for the next customer and shook his head with a chuckle, â Y/N , you canât make everyone happy you know. âYou two were friends, good friends, so talking between the two of you so freely was entirely ok and normal. It was good to have some people you could easily talk to about work or just life in general.
âI can certainly try. âYou smiled back before wiping down the counter, catching the direction. The stranger walked off in. You really should have gotten his name, at least under the guise of needing it for his coffee order. Too bad, maybe next time? If he ever showed up again.
Maekar , once he stepped out of the coffee shop, took a careful sip of the drink you had prepared for him. His eyebrow raised, humming softly at the taste. Unsure if he liked it, unsure if he was just too deprived of coffee this morning that it tasted better than what he had on the regular at the other shop he normally frequented. He wasnât one for change, he liked things constant. But this change? It didnât taste so bad.
He walked a couple of steps into the office building before he had decided to unwrap the sandwich you had prepared and given to him. Maybe he was just hungry, maybe it was because he had skipped breakfast and that was why it had tasted so good? Maekar would have to come back again tomorrow. Just to be sure this was not a fluke. Just to be sure that in his rush things werenât just tasting good simply because he was running behind. And that smiling little barista behind the counter wasnât just an imagination of his, something he conjured up for some sort of relief on his brain along the way to a long days, day at work.
âYouâre late today Maekar, that never happensâŚâ Baelor his brotherâs voice cut through his concentration now. Soft and teasing tone came from his brother, meant only as simple banter. Not a boss trying to reprimand someone for being two minutes late. Maekar let loose a sarcastic, quick laugh. Amused, but already over with the day. The two of them normally not in the office at the same time. However, when it came to meetings, there was always those situations where they were.
âSomething I will never live down now I fear. â he was always so punctual, so on time that he was basically predictable. But that made him reliable and that was definitely a good thing.
warnings: none really, cass being really soft and clingy, heâs def not above man-handling you to get you to yield to him, obviously there is some bickering and bullying, some suggestive content if you squint, also⌠I only planned for this to be like 500 words but here we areâŚ
summary: you commit the worst crime in existence: getting out of bed early when you were supposed to be sleeping in and wrapped up in your mateâs arms. for shame.
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It was one of the rare mornings where he didnât leave you before the sun peeked over the horizon. Those mornings where you woke up much later, alone and feeling empty. The sheets next to you have long since lost their warmth- leaving you with a sleepy frown and an achy heart.
Finally. Finally, a morning where you get to wake up in your lover's warm embrace.
You gently stirred awake, inclining your head to take a peek at his face to make sure he was still asleep. Your body was pressed up against him, one of his arms being used as your pillow and the other gripped tightly to your thigh that was hitched over his hip.
After pressing a soft kiss to his collarbone and delicately maneuvering your limbs from his tight hold- which took a lot more skill and strategy than you think- you pull on your robe and step into your slippers, already missing his warmth.
The tread to the kitchen was short, sleep slowly leaving you and your mind still in a slight haze. You wait for the kettle to boil, removing it from the stove just before it starts to whistle. Drizzling a little bit of honey in your steaming mug of tea sweetens it up just the way you like it. You blow carefully into it, sipping as you peer out the front window.Â
Your cottage was on a decent plot of land, tucked into a small corner of Velaris- a generous gift from Rhys. It was not too far from the main house so that Cassian would still be able to get there quickly in any event of crisis. The size of it was too big for just the two of you at first, the three additional bedrooms aside from your master bedroom was intimidating when you first looked around before moving in. So many ideas swirling your minds as you both discussed what they could be used for, which resulted in Cassian insisting that one of them be your crafting room so you could work from the comfort of your home before restocking your vendor stall you own at the market in the center of town instead of renting a small crafting room in the paint shop ways away from it like you used to.
You had thought he was teasing you at first, you never had a single soul support you and your passion before. Of course he knew about your crafting hobby, most people did. Itâs the surprise and judgement you receive when you reveal that itâs more than a hobby, itâs your livelihood. Their responses are always along the lines of: âitâs juvenileâ and âmaybe you should take up something more⌠practicalâ. A strained smile appeared on your lips as you lightly laughed his notion off, waving a dismissing hand. âNo, no,â you had said, âyou canât be serious, there are more important purposes that these rooms could serve.â
He crossed the short distance between you and gripped your chin, holding your face so you couldnât escape his tender gaze, a stark contrast to the fierce and piercing stare of an Illyrian warrior he often had. âI am serious,â he murmured, his calloused hands on your skin grounding you. âAnd this is important.â
The silence after that stretched for a few moments as you processed his words before he added with an upwards twitch of his mouth, âIâll make you a big work table and help you set up the room just the way you want it. Iâll even allow you to boss me around for the day, feel free to mouth off at me if I do something wrong.â
Your arms looped around his neck as you grinned, âHow is that any different from every other day?â
âItâs not,â He admitted with a lazy smile, his arms coming around your waist and his hands boldly wandering lower. âBut Iâm allowing your insolence just this once without any back talk from me.â
âI suppose we can come to that agreement,â You nod. Then your face changes into something more soft, more loving as you draw him into an affectionate hug, âThank you, my beloved,â You whispered, trailing your lips around his face before claiming his fervently, âI am so grateful for you.â
âAll that I do is for you, my love.â He simply responded.
You smile fondly at the memory, the tink of your mug tapping against the window frame pulling you back to the present- making your way back to the kitchen to deposit it in the sink. Gathering all your ingredients for a decent breakfast required some creative thinking since there was not much to go off of. You turned the stove on to start heating as you prepped and sliced some fruits, making notes of what you would need to buy at the food markets.Â
Being so engrossed in your tasks made you entirely unaware of your towering, grumpy mate coming up behind you. He silently pressed up against your back, his wings enveloping you both, making you jump and drop your knife with a loud clatter. One of his big hands clasped the edge of the counter, caging you in on one side; while his other hand gripped your hip firmly on the other side and pulled you impossibly closer to him as he nosed along the side of your neck. You could feel the rumble from his chest as he hummed sleepily in your ear, the sound low and throaty.Â
âCass-â You sigh, gasping when he nips the top of your ear, smoothing it over with a brush of his lips, âIâm making breakfast- and stop biting me.â You finish with a huff, raising a hand and blindly swatting his head.
âBreakfast can wait,â He rasps, squeezing the plush of your hip lovingly, feeling your skin fill out the spaces between his fingers. âYou have committed the grave sin of getting out of bed before the sun has fully risen so your punishment must be delivered immediately.â
âItâs only been ten minutes since I left, stop with the theatrics,â You rolled your eyes at him even though he couldnât see you. He said nothing as he reached past you to turn off the stove, gingerly taking the knife you had picked back up to resume slicing and set it down. Then, you were promptly turned around and lifted over his shoulder, your view turning upside down as you shrieked and beat your hands on his bare, muscled back, being mindful of his delicate and sensitive wings.
âCass, you bastard-â Your cursing was cut short by a cry as his hand landed a sharp strike against the flesh of your backside. Before you could fight back and tell him off, he cast you from over his shoulder and onto the bed, your protest dying in your throat as soon as your back made contact with the supple blankets and pillows.
He had made you a nest before he came to retrieve you. You swear that your heart couldnât swell even more with love than it already has.Â
Cassian quickly worked on untying your robe and ridding you of it, leaving you in his shirt and lounge shorts. As he laid down, he pulled you towards him and nestled your head in his chest, fussing at and fixing the blankets and pillows around you. The rustling of his wings settling behind him distracted you from the fact that he was trapping your legs by entangling them together with his- all a part of his master plan to keep you from leaving him again.
âWhatâs my punishment?â You ask curiously, already accepting your fate.Â
âSpending the entire morning in bed with me.â He grinned, an unspoken promise of something more sinful.
You sigh in mock indignation, twirling a strand of his hair around your finger. âI donât know,â you hum thoughtfully, âI can count on two hands all of the people I would rather spend a quiet morning with rather than torture myself with your company.â
âIs that so?â He asked, raising an eyebrow, his face twinkling with mischief. âI remember a certain someone going on and on about how ravishing I was, how charming and sexy I was, how benevolent-âÂ
âThatâs enough- keep talking and Iâll kick your ass during training today.â You quip as your face heated up at the memory, your hand sliding to the back of his head, tugging harshly on a fistful of his hair. In your defense, you didnât know he was behind you when you spouted off to Mor about your conflicting feelings for the male in question. The burning rage that welled up inside of you whenever he provoked you but also the endearment you felt when he let down his walls and showed you what was inside. He had conveniently missed the first part of your tirade when he walked in the main room, only catching the last half of it where you had said all those flattering words. Yes, that turned him into more of a conceited monster than he already was, and yes, you never heard the end of it as the bat boy trio had not wasted any opportunities to torment you when the time was right. That was over 100 years ago.
Cassianâs chest reverberated with laughter, his eyes shining with amusement as he looked at you and kissed the top of your head. âIâd at least pretend to be scared if that held even the slightest amount of truth,â His lips curled into a smirk, the hand that was still at your hip caressing the exposed skin from where your shirt had ridden up.
You pinched his waist in retaliation, your face twisting into a scowl. âOne of these days Iâll get you to eat a mouthful of dirt.âÂ
âAnd Iâll be waiting for that day,â He hummed, the hand at your hip now stroking your back. âBut for now, I just want to hold you.â
Perhaps you would have continued to try and rile him up, but the sound and steady beating of his heart paired with the soothing touch made your eyelids grow heavier and your breathing even out. He murmured out his love and devotion to you before tucking your head under his chin, his soul delighted to get the privilege of spending this morning with you.
Here are the illustrations for the newest chapter of my fanfiction. What is the context? Well, you can find out here.
Small details I want to talk about below.
Baby Maxie and his Camerupt-to-be. This is consistently my friends' favorite part of the piece. I understand why. It's cute.
A good chunk of the display case is covered, but here's what's hiding behind one of the subjects(Eugenia). The masks are references to characters I don't particularly like, but I thought it would be cute. Shame one of them is basically completely hidden.
I wanted to post a closeup of Maxie's butch lesbian father figure, Eugenia. She's a an older woman and functions as Maxie's own Maxie so to speak.
I just like Maxie's expression here.
I just like this blurry dog.
Fun fact: Drawing Maxie young was weird enough for me that I made a toggle-able age layer so I could see him as god intended.
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He refuses to yell, but heâll be a sarcastic little shit
âOh really? How lovely.â
âOh my dearest apologies, my liege, I didnât realize I had to agree with everything you had to say.â
Steven wonât back down, heâll keep this energy until heâs done talking about it and then heâll ignore you
He wonât ask how your day's been, he won't hug you, he won't even look at you
And itâll drive you crazy
The only reason this started was because Steven missed a date and didnât acknowledge that he would be late or wanted to cancel
He was working late for Donna again, but this time it just set off something in his head
Normally you wouldnât be too upset about him missing a date, seeing as heâs got other people to take care of and heâs got a shitty boss, but when you asked him about the date, he blew up
âGod, it was one date, why do you have to nag me about it?â
âExcuse me? I wasnât trying to nag you, Steven, I just wanted to know what happened.â
âYouâre not my bloody parent, you donât need to know!â
âTake that back.â
âNo.â
And now you're in your room and Steven's sleeping on the couch
That night will give him time to realize he was in the wrong and he'll feel super guilty
When he wakes up with a stiff back and sore neck, he'll think he deserves it
He'll wait until you come out to get up
And then he's following you around like a lost puppy
He won't say anything, but he'll look so sad and just be following you everywhere you go
It would be cute if you weren't upset with him
You'll have to be the one to start a conversation, but as soon as you say a single word to him, Steven's apologizing faster than you can process
"Love, I'm so so sorry. I was an absolute knob, I was so stressed and upset yesterday and I know that's not a reason to treat you so terribly, but it was such a bad day. I promise I'll make it up with 3, no, 5 dates! We can do whatever you want today and tomorrow and all week! Please forgive me, darling. I know I don't deserve it, but please just give me another chance."
He looks like he's about to burst into tears and kneel for you
(Which would be hot in a different setting)
Depending on how passionate you feel about this, it might take some time to forgive him, but he's there every second of the day
Or if you want him to leave you alone, he'll respect that
You'll find little notes of lovey poems around the flat and your favorite snacks littered around the living room
He honestly feels like a terrible partner so when you do decide to forgive him, just give him a kiss and hug him
He'll cry and apologize a bunch more so just pet his head and tell him it's ok
He'll genuinely sit you down and ask if there's something he can do to get his 'anger issues' under control
Poor baby doesn't have anger issues, he just has a shitty boss <3
Marc
He yells
He yells loud and painful things
He doesnât care, he canât bother to care
Heâs angry and thatâs all he feels
He canât think past it, itâs like he sees red
Heâll shout until his throat is raw, but heâll get as many insults and sarcastic comments he can before that happens
He knows what heâs doing is wrong, he knows the only reason youâre arguing is because of him
But heâs not backing down
He wants to hurt you and he does
And it makes everything worse for at least a week
Marc came home absolutely wreaked from a fight and refused your help, preferring to drink and just sit there
If you werenât so upset at the fact he refused your help and instead wanted the help of alcohol, youâd yell at him about staining the couch with his blood
Youâll either have to deal with Marc breaking out into an argument after the initial one, or leave to stay somewhere else
If you come back the next day, Marc will still be upset
He wonât start yelling at you again, but heâll ignore you
And it really just stops there
Itâs the silent treatment for a week
He'll make dinner for you and all that, but he won't talk to you
He'll stare at you, wondering if you'll be the one to apologize
Or he'll be staring at you to see if you're watching him
You're not
He'll stay silent for an entire week, festering in his anger and guilt until it overflows
And when you come back home from work or being out late, he's waiting for you
And he looks like a kicked puppy
It was no surprise Marc had no idea how to apologize and admit/accept his feelings but at this moment, none of that mattered
His guilt and the feeling of missing you outweighed his discomfort of voicing his feelings
He'll start with an apology, saying how sorry he was and how terrible he felt
He didn't give any excuse or reason for his anger, he just apologized and stood there
He expects you to yell at him, leave him, insult him
Just gently take him in your arms and kiss his cheek
You don't even have to tell him anything, he'll promise to never yell at you like that again
"If I do, you can hit me as hard as you want."
Marc will say, though if you did actually hit him, he'd probably cry
He'll be so genuine with his words and.the nail in the coffin was the fact that he promised
Marc never makes promises, even if he knows he can fulfill them
But he swears up and down that he will never yell at you again
And he does everything in his power to reverse or heal the damage his words did to you
Even going out of his comfort zone
He loves you so much and he doesn't understand why you're still with him, but he thanks every God and Goddess that you are
Jake
Heâs dangerously silent
Heâll stand there completely blanked face, eyes set in a slight glare as you argue about something that was definitely his fault
Maybe he missed a date and didnât bother to let you know he wasnât coming or wrote off your worry about a few injuries and called you âclingyâ and âoverbearingâ
Either way, he doesnât respond to your anger, just standing there like he didnât care
And it hurt
Once you were done explaining how you felt or what Jake did wrong, heâll roll his eyes, pull out a cigarette and sit in the couch
Heâll play the baseball game he may have missed or just watch the news to really set in that something that boring was more interesting than your feelings
âDo you seriously find the news more important than our relationship?â
He wonât look at you
âI canât believe this. If you care so fucking little, then why are you still here?â
âThis is my house.â
âThen maybe I should go if itâs just your house.â
âYou should.â
And you do
You go to a friends house, or a hotel, somewhere that you can rest for the night because youâre obviously not going to get anywhere with Jake and you canât stand his attitude
The second youâre out of the room, Jake curses and throws the tv remote at the wall
He throws everything that he can without any worry of breaking something or getting a noise complaint
He'll throw bottles, plates, pillows, books
Once he's run out of steam, he'll shamefully clean up everything, throwing glass away and putting pillows back
That's give him the time he needs to realize 'oh shit, I fucked up'
He won't come out and admit it instantly, no
He'll fester in his guilt and figure out what exactly he should say
He'll even plan out when he should breathe during his apology
And when you get home, no matter when that is, Jake it waiting patiently with breakfast, lunch, or dinner
He'll give a nervous smile and walk up to you, giving you a hesitant kiss on your cheek before pulling you to the living room couch
Your plate of food is already made and somehow still warm despite Jake no knowing when you'd be back
He'll give an awkward apology, explaining how he's still not used to being something more than a protector for Marc and Steven, how he's still learning to let people in, how he loves you with all his heart despite being such a monster
He might start crying, but he'll try not to show you
He doesn't want to show vulnerability, but he knows it's important in a relationship
So he'll just ask very quietly if he can hug you
Is you say no, he'll nod in understanding as tears fall into his lap
He'll quietly mutter another apology and just sit there, unsure as to what to do
If you say yes, however, he'll gently wrap his arms around your waist and bury his head in your neck
He'll silently cry, muttering 'i love you' over and over again until you say it back
Just rub his back and kiss his head, tell him you forgive him or need time to forgive him and he'll understand either way
He loves you with his entire being, almost like he lives off of loving you
Rook groaned as dropped to the ground. They had done good work in Lavendel but it was exhausting. Fighting the blight was one thing she knew she was good at, but this. She was not as attuned as Antoine to the change but she could feel it, singing through her blood. It left her feeling weak and exhausted to her core, she fell back letting her head hit the stone harder than she should off, mumbling under her breath in anger at herself.Â
 The sky was oddly clear, just a few clouds with bright streaks of stars shining through. Pushing past the ache in her body, the smell of rot and blood and blight she tried to let her mind clear.Â
âWhat are you doing? â Lucanis was looking down at her with a lifted eyebrow. âThere has to be more comfortable places to lie downâÂ
âSays the man that sleeps in a pantryâÂ
He gave a soft smile âI do have a cotâÂ
âIâm looking at the stars.âÂ
He turned his head up âIs it helping?âÂ
âA littleâÂ
Lucanis sat down and stretched out next to her, much more elegantly than she had managed.
They lay next to each other in silence for a time, he hand itched to reach out and take his, but she kept still, afraid of scaring him off.Â
âIt is beautifulâ He broke the silence.Â
âIt is, I have always liked the stars, no matter what was going on, or where I was, I know the stars are there. I like how safe it feels at the lighthouse, but I miss sunsets and sunrisesâÂ
âAnd starsâ He had lifted up to his elbow and was looking at her âyou really do find the beauty in most thingsâÂ
âIn some things the beauty if very obviousâÂ
He gave her that sweet smile again, like he was still surprised she would compliment him
âYou should see the sunset in Treviso, the way the canals catch the light. I know a spot, you can see the entire city. And the stars there are truly lovelyâÂ
âI would really like that.âÂ
âThen I will take youâÂ
She could feel the heat on her face, the ache in her chest, He did this to her, made her react in ways she was not use to or even fully sure what to do about.Â
âRookâ Davrin yelled out âThere you are. Evka got some new reports, wants to show what they foundâÂ
She Sighed as Lucanis stood, offering a hand to help her up. âBack to it thenâÂ
She felt the slight delay before he let go of her hand. âBack to itâÂ
there is something so intimate about showing someone scars. saying look, this is where i have known pain, where i have been most vulnerable, where my insides have been forced to open to the biting outside. this is where the body beneath this flesh has known the world around it and i want it to know you as well. this is where i have healed and you are a part of that healing. this is where i am imperfect, where my skin has attempted to stich itself together, these are the flaws in my making and i want you to know them.