Toni didn’t need to watch the numbers. When she was a teenager she had done the math. Figured out how old she should be when it hit zero. She then spent her adult life having fun, knowing that none of the people she slept with her her soulmate.
She remembers meeting Pepper, and later looking down at her wrist wondering why it couldn’t have been at zero. That’s when she started doubting the whole soulmate thing. She knew that statistically most soulmates met and quickly fell in love, but there are always exceptions. Sometimes things between soulmates just didn’t work out, and sometimes they would just stay friends. Toni found herself late at night watching the numbers with a frown. What poor soul had the universe picked out for Toni Stark?
The year she turned 40 she tried desperately not to think about the numbers. Any day now they would run out. The day Toni met Stella Rogers the numbers were the last thing on her mind. So it was surprising when they caught her eye. Maybe it was the uniformity of the zeros, but she ended up looking down and stopping mid sentence.
"Huh." She looked up at the blonde with a quirk of her eyebrow. "I guess the universe does have it out for me."
Stella blinked, confused at the abrupt subject change, before she followed the inventor's gaze. Then, she lanced at her own wrist, and promptly felt her heart jump into her throat. "Excuse me?" She said, and it came out harsh and bitter. She thinks she's allowed.
Stella had always been flabbergasted as a child, seeing the crazy sum on her wrist. She had always assumed that it would be a platonic soulmate, some stranger she would meet when she was old and grey, and they would hit off as if they had known each other for years.
She dealt with knowing it wouldn't be Bucky, nor Deandra Miller from her high school softball team. She dealt with the fact that it wasn't Peggy or Howard or any of the commandos, any soldiers she met at the front.
But to die, and come back, and find that her wrist had paired her off with Stark? Talk about cosmic irony. "Wow. Just, wow."