#stargemspeaks

Uhhh, what??

???

-quick google search for Naga mythology-

Now I don’t claim to be expert on hindu mythology, but this is what I always assumed Naga was;

If you by any chance ever encounter my art on any other platform apart from my accounts on tumblr, pillowfort and deviantart, be aware that I did not give permission for them to be posted there.

I just don't like La/pis.

I am not so petty to shit on her design or anything- her design is fine, and her new clothes suits her much better in my opinion- but I just don't like her as a character. I could write an essay on why (not a good idea as it would quickly derail from the main point as my dislike takes over) but to keep it simple: Lapis represent everything I worked hard to overcome, and I just can't help but feel some disdain to her just... not trying. At all. For a very long time.

It probably feels unfair to some- but that's just how I feel, and sorry but some feelings aren't logical. I am not saying she should have 'get over it', no- I acknowledge her trauma, her pain, her depression- but trouble is... she didn't try to heal. Blaming others, getting defensive- and doing some shitty things to people that did care for her and not even saying sorry.

(I get that the show is from Steven's pov but it just itches that I didn't see anything like that )

She never acknowledged that most of her misery was caused by herself and that really didn't endear her to me.

Yeah, it's a bias, but that's just how it is. Behaving shitty because of a trauma is an explanation, not an excuse.

Another kinda smaller reason is that I lived through the rabid Lap/idot craze, and that can of worms only gotten more rotten.

tldr;  I don't do requests because everyone always requests La/pis and I just don't like La/pis. I don't like her character, I don't like her general behaviour, I don't like her in any ship whatsoever. Being a ruby lover and rupphire lover, it especially irks me when I see her shipped/fused with any rubies, or held in higher regard than the fucking canon lesbian ship that is Rupphire.

Steven Universe Asks (accepting):

Garnet: Who’s your favorite fusion? 

I can’t say Garnet because that would be cheating... So I have to go with Stevonnie! I just loved their growth, and love their personality, and how pure and yet unyielding relationship they represent. Also, in the past, I had a friend who rped them and ngl I came to love them even more because of that...

Greg: List your top three songs! 

Steven Universe Asks (accepting):

Sour Cream: If you could see any characters do a fusion dance together, who would it be? 

Steven Universe Asks (accepting):

Steven: What’s your favorite episode? 

The Question, without a doubt, because it just confirmed my long cherished headcanon that Ruby is a silly cutie patootie, also really gave me fix on my ruby-themed addiction (also she asked Sapphire to marry her that was amazing part)

Amethyst: Which character do you relate to most? 

Just wanted to give you an info that I, like many others, had made a Pillowfort account where I plan to post all my art work (or, those pieces I feel like are worth reposting or were saved before the death of my harddrive)

I have the same url there, StarGemRuby, so you can find me that way! I won’t be leaving tumblr, but the more I hear about the new censorbot (an far too simple faulty piece of hot garbage) the more I know that I just wont have the patience to deal with any potential flagging mistakes, as the review process is also automated.

DeviantArt isn’t an option, as their terms of agreement has me consent to them selling my art to third parties and my art nickname not even being my property.

Although I do have a Twitter (and you can find me here) it’s just not my kind of platform I would ever use for comfort- so maybe I will remember to post stuff there once in a while, but not that often.