Jack "Eyeless Jack" Nyras Headcanons (1)
small disclaimer. these are the headcanons i use when it comes to my writing. you can do whatever you want
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canon events (lured to be a sacrifice + transformation) happened at around 19 yo
however, this was somewhere in the 70s or 80s. he's hardly physically aged since, though he still mentally ages, just slower than a normal person
biology student prior to all that (was in pre-med)
has hardcore trust issues
not in an aggressive way though, surprising for a proxy
he's kind of a mellow guy, actually
i like to think it's because he got "turned" to the proxy life relatively late compared to some of the other freaks
so he had time to develop as a normal person first
has picked up listening to audio books since being turned!!
since he can't actually see anymore, anything audio is great for him. music, audio books, even stuff like podcasts (it's how he thinks he stays up to date w current events in the world). always has a radio and a pair of headphones with him
sensory experiences are even better, though, but they trigger him way too much. trigger what, you might ask?
the hunger™️
extraordinarily guilty when it comes to feeding on humans
he wanted to become a doctor to help people, and got turned into a killer instead
even more, a cannibal (though is he really still human?)
has the nastiest version of an eating disorder (starves himself to near incapacitation, breaks and binge hunts humans, becomes extremely guilty over it, rinse and repeat)
the hungrier he gets, the more tar flows out of his eyes. kinda like salivating?
but instead, it looks like he is stone-face crying non stop. which he might as well be doing with how constantly wrecked with guilt he is



















