#stallison edit

Stiles/Allison (requested by clotpolesonly) : “Coyotes Tip-toe?”

Request: ‘Hey idk if your still doing this but I just read your letters to Allison and theyre beautiful. Idk if theres a limit the we can request on one ask but what about a letter from Chris, Derek and Stiles? If you read this thank you for taking the time to read it :) you’re an amazing writer by the way!!!!’  by @niamhhemmings96

A/N: thank you so much, love. Working on the other ones asap. xoxo

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Allison. 

Wow, I don’t even know how to begin this. I’m sorry. I am so sorry. That’s all that comes to my mind right now. 

It’s my fault you died. It’s my fault because I just needed to be a little stronger. I wish I could have saved you. 

I know Scott and Lydia have it worse, but you meant a lot to me too, you know? You still do and always will. 

I was unconscious when that sword stabbed you and I don’t know whether it was good that I didn’t feel that pain everyone else was feeling. But, of course, it kicked in the second I heard it. “Allison’s dead.” Probably the worst words I heard after my mother’s death. 

I loved you, Allison. You were one of my best friends. How can I ever recover from that? How can I ever talk to anyone about it? How can I, when I’m the one that let this happen in the first place? 

Oh my god, Allison, I miss you so much. I miss you being all cheesy with Scott and I miss you being the one that made Lydia appreciate life. I miss you being my friend. You were so brave, risking your life for our’s. 

I will always miss you, ally. And I will always love and appreciate you. Again, I’m sorry. I hope someday I will be able to see you again. 

Yours truly, 

Stiles