#sscagnetti

ALSO DONT GIVE UP DURN IT! I love your watercolors! Those mushrooms you draw look great, I think you should door more mycology art and nature stuff. I like the technique your using

I’m not! I just get frustrated

plus I’m like so bad at being creative and like coming up with stuff to draw like idk how people decide to put this with that and make shit look cute like all I can do is look at a picture and copy the picture I don’t know how to make it look cute or cool or whatever and I’m so bad at trying to come up with stuff without just copying a picture

I get really frustrated seeing other artists create and I’m like but HOW y’know

but yeah! I’m gonna do more nature stuff fo sho

I think cause I don’t want to just use stock photos and I don’t want to steal so I think I’m going to start painting my pictures like the nature photography that I do I’m going to just paint that

cause then it is my original work either way haha and I won’t have to worry about what to paint as much I can just pic something off my insta

I read someone once that all art starts as duplication and eventually you just sort of start to change? Like I cant remember specifically but like personal style really does develope because at first yeah its mostly duplication of what you have as examples.

yeah a lot of artists say to like copy other artists work and then you eventually develop your own style

I actually think I should start doing that like try to copy my favorite artists to kind of see how they do it I’ve never actually done that really because I feel like that’s kinda weird idk

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I really try. Im not perfect but I tryyy.

yeah but ur a cusp

and also karkat

all the tattoos. no seriously I have a list a mile long. biggest ones are a back tattoo with stars and crows/ravens that says ‘all we are is stars’ (from gorillaz), fix/add to my neck tat so it’s a combo of the cap and sag symbols, stars....stars everywhere, the cap constellation, an octopus on my arm (copying murdoc’s tat), the happy and sad jester faces from homestuck on either side of my chest (for gamzeeeeee/and representing my own duality and sstuff blah blah), I’ve considered “remember, hurting yourself is your super-power” somewhere (from dp comics) or something for/from dp (that quote because a lot of the time it feels like that’s literally my life/my purpose on this stupid planet), Eric and I have talked about matching tattoos...one idea I liked was to have the like actual aim chat boxes with our first words to each other

Except it is a cult. If you dont fit the mold no one has any patience for you. For example, this.

I haven’t seen the newer episodes, what do you mean? Fandom is shit like all fandoms that I agree

duuuuuude don’t even get me started

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Today is my birthday and even though it rained all...

Happiest of belated birthdays lol

Well you may just have to get a job that doesn’t require your degree. Just to get working part time or something. But don’t think you don’t deserve things, that’s not true