#ssays

this is gonna be a tough post for me to write.

well, to open things up, the blogs that i run as an admin, besides my personal, will be on an indefinite hiatus starting tonight.

the people whom i've recruited as admins for two of the three blogs, while i love them very much, have not been active- i wanted to take a back seat on these blogs, not have them be driven into silence again. now i realize it was probably too much to ask of these beautiful women to do so.

i really, really do love my girls. my recent admins (and even my old ones, though i've been out of contact with some for a while) are very important to me as people. i know they have lives, too, and i don't want to throw these responsibilities on them forcefully.

i just don't think i can carry on with these blogs anymore. i've had some personal issues that have been keeping me un-motivated, including, but not limited to, breaking up with my boyfriend last night.

while the school semester is winding down (only two days left, thank god) and i have a dr who convention to go to this weekend, i'm just not in the right groove for running side blogs anymore. every time i try to come back, i just leave again a day later and not touch them for weeks. it's become a chore more than an enjoyment, and that is all-around not good.

i most definitely will be keeping my personal blog running- being able to post what i want, when i want, is something i can comfortably live with nowadays. my admin blog will stay open for asks, but it's not going to be updated anymore. not like it was really updated at all anyway, but.. you get the picture.

if you do want to come follow me on my personal blog, please send an ask to my inbox here off anon and i will give it to you. i still don't really want my admin activities connected to my personal content.

i hope you guys can understand, and if you do, thank you. i really hope i haven't upset anyone with this. you all know how much i love you, and i'm sorry i can't return that love in the way i used to. you are all wonderful people, and i've enjoyed the time i've spent with all of you. 

farewell, and maybe someday, we'll meet here again.

x ori

EDIT:

just wanted to mention that i'll be keeping the blogs up as archives, but i will be closing and clearing the ask boxes.

I've popped by to remind you all that the DEI, SSAYS, and SI applications are due tonight by 12 AM CST! :3 Please send in yours if you haven't already!

This is just a reminder that I am looking to recruit additional admins for Dirty-Exotic-Imagines, Shawols-Imagines, and ShiningSHINee-AtYourService! The applications are on their respective blogs, and once again, the email to send them to is [email protected]! Please let me know if you have any questions, preferably by Tumblr PM. :3

The applications are due Saturday, May 31st! Please do submit an application if you are interested; I'm looking to start the blogs back up full-time this summer! (^^)

Please fill out these points to the best of your ability and send the completed form to [email protected] before Saturday, May 31st!

1. Your preferred name, and how old you are.

2. Your experience with writing (fanfiction, roleplaying, etc.).

3. On a scale of 1 - 10, how creative you are (include 5 example replies).

4. How well you do in school, particularly in English.

5. How available you are (include the time zone you are in).

6. Your tumblr URL, and how long you've been on Tumblr.

7. Random facts about yourself (name/nickname, hobbies, bias groups/members, how long you've been a shawol, etc.)

sorry for not being around, like, at all. i finally finished up the semester from hell, and started summer school. however, although i'm still taking classes, i will most definitely be much less busy from now until late july, which is when summer school ends and i'm going on vacation. \o/ 

anywhoozle! i just wanted to drop by to tell you guys that. i'm going to try to write up those admin apps tonight for sure (i have an outline for them hidden in the dei email account somewhere OTL), and then start going through the inboxes of all the things, yay.

i've had people asking if i'm going to be taking admin apps for e-t... at the time, i'm not planning on having anyone else run that blog except for me. if that changes, i'll let you guys know, but that blog is very special to me and i don't feel comfortable with having another admin for it at this time. thanks for your understanding. <3

on ssays, it seems as though qt hasn't been around at all, though i do talk to her frequently. she's taken up her first real job, so it's really mostly going to be up to me to do the work for it, unless i see fit to rope in another admin. :3 i'll let you guys know if that process becomes a reality.

as for s-i, that one, um... i'm just going to say it this way: i'm going to upload the imagines that came in (there's only like 3 of them) and then i'm going to contact lia and see if it's okay to take down the blog. if not, i'll do my best to grab a new admin or two to spur things along.

now, for dei, you guys know that i've been meaning to get a new admin to help me out for a while now. i'm thinking about possibly getting two, actually. ones who will be able to do imagines (mostly, unless i feel like doing some too xD), while i do the more "advice column" kind of asks. :3

in any case, there will most definitely be admin applications flying out either today or this weekend or something like that. just thought i'd clue you all in and let you know i'm drifting around. (^^)

so, i'm here to tell you guys that, once again, i am not deceased. i did get over my cold about a week ago, but things have been extremely busy for me (ew, college), along with my change of medication and a lot of other stuff that's been going on in my life.

i apologize for not being around much. during spring break (which is the week after next- i haven't had a spring break in a while because my two schools' schedules overlapped, but now i'm at one uni and yay~), i plan on doing a loooooot of stuff for the blogs, including making an admin app for dei, and possibly si. c: et and ssays will also be opening back up (it seems that qt has either kinda forgotten that it exists or something else?)...

so, please look forward to it. :3

i just wanted to let you all know that i really was going to go answer things the other day on the ask blogs, but i fell ill. like, i'm miserable and sneezing all the time and i hate it and wah. ;_;

as soon as i'm feeling better, i'll get back to the old grind.

thanks for your patience.

love,