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I've been posting for a long long time and disappeared for two years! thinking of coming back into this space! share some love!

Current master list:

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Pre-2020 masterlist:

texts 📱

fire away - elemental! nct dream social media au

suspect found - mafia! seventeen social media au

what is this feeling? - college! stray kids social media au

into the system - mafia! stray kids social media au (MASTERLIST)

one-shots 📝

angst - 🔥 fluff - ❄️ my favs - 💓 🖍 - bulleted

stray kids

four times || angel! changbin 🔥

not him || brother’s best friend!minho ❄️

everyday || hwang hyunjin 🔥💓

dear mr angel || angel! bang chan 🔥 ❄️

four encounters || soulmate! han jisung ❄️

our imaginary friend || lee felix ❄️

we’re all afraid || kim seungmin 🔥

not your ordinary train ride || soulmate! han jisung 🔥 ❄️

a punch and a dive || swimmer!bang chan ❄️

flame & water || hero!yang jeongin 🔥

more than a voice || hwang hyunjin 🖍

defiance || mafia!seo changbin 🔥 ❄️

the anatomy of a flower || hwang hyunjin 🔥 ❄️

welcome note _ welcome all! so nice to see you here! check out the author's note! pairing _ lee heeseung x gn reader

genre _ smau / crack / college!au / fluff / romance

warning _ swearing / what i think is funny / both mcs' are low-key stupid / warnings will be still be given for every chapter

synopsis _ who would’ve thought that watching someone else fall in love would be so fun? so deep into BLs, y/n doesn’t realise that the love letter in lee heeseung’s hand wasn’t for jay but instead for y/n? 

or

mission acquired! y/n is always willing to watch happiness happen in the form of budding love. jay and heeseung’s potential relationship is now in the hands of y/n! and call him stupid (just like his friends) but heeseung’s  just happy to be able to spend time with someone way out of reach for him.

status _ we'll see! start _ update schedule _

taglist _ if you are interested let me know!

author's note _ hey! omg i haven't done an smau in THREE years so hey guys if you remember me ... i'm back! before i ungraciously abandon this work halfway i wanna just get some response on whether this might interest you? so feel free to let me know! hoping my sense of humour has remain unchanged

hey! check out my author's note! up up^^

omg what on earth!! ✨✨✨

i’m so thankful i got to reach this milestone! i’ve made so many mutuals and love all of them! i know i haven’t been posting or very updated with the kpop world and my mutuals these past months but know that i loce yall very much! i also love all my followers and esp those who stuck by what i wrote!

honestly writing on tumblr has been one of the best decisions i’ve made!

now let me thank my wifeu @sungjincoeur who has been there for me!! 🌸🌸🌸

and also @ymmdmv and @blacklioness15 who read my works and talked to me! 🌻🌼🌻

okay i finally sat down and wrote this.

i wanna take a break from tumblr for a short while (indefinitely for the time being) but i may still post some angst one-shots here and there.

idk recently tumblr hasnt given me joy that it once did and i feel like my writings are getting shittier by the day. so i’m gonna spend some time away from tumblr for a short while (unless i start getting inspiration to write) i know this is sudden unless y’all did realize i’m not regurlary online anymore. i’ve been very on the fence with this tumblr acc and all. sjshshsbdb

okay i hit 800 quite a while ago and ever since i’ve dropped off the earth for a while i’ve been meaning to do this!

i can’t believe i hit 800?? i remembered i started out writing 6 months ago with only 25 followers but somehow i ended up here? with so many mutuals and followers who care so much and love what i do! honestly i’m surprised that something i love to do managed to be well received!

i know i haven’t been online and dear mr angel got posted out of nowhere,, i know i haven’t done that one social media au but i just don’t feel like it (now i think i’ll just post when i het inspired to write idk i’ll figure things out soon )(just not now)

also one last thing i wanna say ;

i love you

i know i don’t say this often [but trust me] i love you all so much i’m so glad if you’re even reading this till here!

to my followers ;

thank you for still following my ugly ass

to my mutuals ;

i know sometimes i take a while to reply or sometimes i might be annoying but I LOVE YOU OLAY (I MEANT OKAY BUT IT IS NECESSARY FOR TYPOS) [i know sometimes y’all tag me in stuff AND I AM SO SORRY THAT SOMETIMES or most times MY LAZY UGLY ASS DOESNT DO IT I WANT TO REALLY BUT (i have this disease called laziness it unfortunately spread to my whole body) the doctor said i’ll be fine

texts 📱

fire away - elemental! nct dream social media au

suspect found - mafia! seventeen social media au

what is this feeling? - college! stray kids social media au

into the system - mafia! stray kids social media au (MASTERLIST)

one-shots 📝

angst - 🔥 fluff - ❄️ my favs - 💓 🖍 - bulleted

stray kids

four times || angel! changbin 🔥

not him || brother’s best friend!minho ❄️

everyday || hwang hyunjin 🔥💓

dear mr angel || angel! bang chan 🔥 ❄️

four encounters || soulmate! han jisung ❄️

our imaginary friend || lee felix ❄️

we’re all afraid || kim seungmin 🔥

not your ordinary train ride || soulmate! han jisung 🔥 ❄️

a punch and a dive || swimmer!bang chan ❄️

flame & water || hero!yang jeongin 🔥

more than a voice || hwang hyunjin 🖍

defiance || mafia!seo changbin 🔥 ❄️

the anatomy of a flower || hwang hyunjin 🔥 ❄️