ok this si gonna get sappy just a warning
ok for the longest fuckin time here on tumblr i was like. on the outside if that makes sense. and i saw all these people with their groups of friends an di was like 'i want. i want that very badly' but didnt. actually expect that i would ever get to have it because i am shit at starting conversations with people so i was just kind of. resigned to it or whatever
and then i joined the xmen fandom and like. everyone was super nice but it was still like. there were occasional people i would send asks to or they would send asks to me but. we werent really friends ya know just. mutuals
and pretty early on i singled out a few blogs that i was like 'you. you are cool. and you are cool' and i wanted to talk to them very badly but i had no idea how and like. some of them followed me earlier than others but whenever i got a notification from one of them or saw that one of them had liked/reblogged a post from me or whatever i would just be like yay and that would be. the closest i got. to actually talking to them and i was okay with that sort of
but then somehow this happened and i still have no idea how honestly it all happened extremely fast but i am somehow now friends with pretty much all of the people that were on my cool list and its. one of the best things thats ever happened to me and im just. so glad i met you guys you make me so happy a nd just. fuc k
i sort of started rambling here a bit and got off topic and now i forget what i was originally going to say but you get the idea