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OMG I KNOW YOU'LL THINK IM INSANE BUT HEAR ME OUT, YEAH?? β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’ Okay, so I've been really interested in Alien stuff lately and I found this list of symptoms of abduction and found them scarily similar to my experiences. Such as loss time, fear of closets, being alone, feel like someone is watching me at night, etc. Basically there is a lot that I correspond with. http://humansarefree.com/2015/01/72-possible-signs-of-alien-abduction.html?m=0 I dunno if it linked so I'll just give the list β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’ 72 signs you were abducted by aliens... 1 β LOST TIME: A period of time, from minutes to several days, in which you cannot recall what happened to you or what you have done. 2 β UNUSUAL MARKS: On your body like scars, scoop marks, laser cuts in series on ankle, wrist or back. Any scars which youβre unable to explain where you got them from. 3 β TAPPING OR HUMMING NOISES: Hearing these sounds upon odd occasion such as bedtime, just prior to sleep. 4 β BEING WATCHED: A feeling you get, during or just prior to sleep at night. 5 β SLEEPWALKING: You wake up in a different place from where you went to sleep and do not know how you got there. 6 β SEEN A UFO: During your life youβve seen UFOβs or seen strange lights in the sky. 7 β NEED TO TRAVEL: A strange compulsion to walk or drive to another location without any explanation. 8 β UNEXPLAINED MEDICAL PROBLEMS: Sudden illness, sinus problems, fatigue, migraines or rashes. 9 β UNABLE TO SLEEP: You experience insomnia by way of nightmares, dreaming of UFOβs or being devoured by animals with large black eyes. (Usually associated with common wild animals such as owls, coyotes or wolves.) 10 β IMPLANTS: Your physician or you discover small, strange object inside your body that cannot be explained. Common places are the hip, ankle, foot, nose or hand. 11 β TERMINATED PREGNANCY: You become pregnant and within a few months the pregnancy is terminated, without any explanation or discharge. 12 β SPERM SAMPLES: You believe you have had intercourse in the night or have had semen extracted from your body. 13 β PSYCHIC ABILITIES: You suddenly feel as though you have obtained some degree of psychic ability without any explanation for it. 14 β PARALYZED IN BED: Waking with immobility. For some reason you cannot move your body for a few seconds or minutes. 15 β BALLS OF LIGHT: Flashes of light or beams of light glimpsed through the corner of your eyes or seen directly, head on in your bedroom at night. 16 β DREAMS OF FLYING: Repeated dreams of having the ability to fly or of flying over your house or a familiar area. 17 β STRONG MEMORY: A very strong memory of something unusual such as floating through the air, lying upon an examination table, seeing a hypodermic needle or seeing a strange, skinny baby. 18 - COSMIC AWARENESS: A sudden interest in ecology, environment, vegetarianism or you just become very socially conscious for no apparent reason in your adult life. 19 β YOUR MISSION: You become aware of a strong sense of duty, a mission in life. You have a compulsion to fulfill a task in life but you donβt know exactly what it is or why you have this feeling. 20 β βSPECIALβ: You have a feeling that secretly, known only to yourself, you are special or chosen by someone, somehow. 21 β UNEXPLAINED EVENTS: You have had occurrences in your life which you cannot understand or explain to anyone. 22 β PSYCHIC: You have had the experience of knowing something was going to happen before it happened and then β it did happen! 23 β EYE DREAMS: You remember dreaming about large eyes. Usually familiar wildlife animals such as deer, elk, moose, owl, wolf or coyote. All you remember about the dream are the unusually large eyes. 24 β STARTLED: You awaken in the night, sometimes frequently, feeling a sense of panic or anxiety for no apparent reason. 25 β PICTURES OF ALIENS: You have an aversion to looking at any picture or drawing of an alien, similar to the greys shown on the cover of the book: βCommunionβ. 26 β FEARS OR PHOBIAS: You have inexplicable feelings of aversion to heights, snakes, spiders, large insects, certain sounds, bright lights, personal safety and/or a fear of being alone. 27 β SPECIAL PLACE: You have a memory of a special place with spiritual significance when you were a youngster. 28 β SELF-ESTEEM PROBLEMS: You have experienced that low worth feeling much of your life. 29 β SEEN IN SLEEP: Someone with you, a partner, become paralyzed, motionless or frozen in time, especially at or during bedtime. 30 β CRAFT OR ALIEN: You have someone in your life who claims to have seen a UFO, been abducted or has witnessed missing time. 31 β BLOOD: You have had times when you found blood, or small drops of blood on your pillow with no explanation how it got there. 32 β UFOβS OR ALIENS: You have had an interest in these topics in your mind with no idea why. 33 β AVERSION: You have an extreme aversion to talking, seeing or listening to any mention of the subject of UFOβs, aliens or abductions. 34 β BEING WATCHED: You have the feeling you are being watched most of the time, especially at night. 35 β SOLID OBJECTS: You have the feeling of having had your body pass through solid objects such as doors or windows. 36 β FOG OR HAZE: You have seen fog or haze when it should not have been there. 37 β NOSE BLEEDS: You have had nose bleeds at some time in your life without apparent cause or you have awoken with a nose bleed. (I had nosebleeds from childhood through my teenage years.) 38 β SORENESS: You awaken with soreness in your genitals which cannot be explained. 39 β BACK OR NECK PROBLEMS: Your back aches without cause or you awaken with unusual stiffness in any part of your body. (I still have that symptom, but it might just be arthritis at my age. Ha!) 40 β ELECTRONIC MALFUNCTION: Certain electronic appliances, (computers, digital watches, etc.) seem to malfunction in your presence with no explanation. Street lights going out when you walk under them or radio and television being affected when you walk by. 41 β RINGING IN THE EARS: Frequent or sporadic ringing in your ears on just in one ear. 42 β BEHIND YOUR EYE: A headache, especially in the sinus, or in just one ear. 43 β MEDICAL PROCEDURES: Dreams of doctors doing medical procedures upon your body. 44 β GOING CRAZY: Having the feeling that you are going insane for even thinking about these sorts of things. 45 β PARANORMAL: Experiencing psychic or odd experiences including intuition. 46 β COMPULSIVE/ADDICTIVE: This behavior either throughout your life or onset at adulthood. 47 β URGE TO TAKE VITAMINS: Do you feel compelled to take more vitamins as the years pass? Do you feel somehow it is helping βreplenishβ your body? 48 β AFRAID OF THE CLOSET: Have you ever been or are you now afraid of your closet or any closet in the house, having to make certain the door(s) are always shut? 49 β SEXUAL OR RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS: Have had or are having an odd feeling that you must not become involved in a relationship because it would interfere with something. 50 β REMAIN VIGILANT: Fear that if you do not remain vigilant you will be taken away by someone. 51 β DIFFICULTY TRUSTING: Have trouble trusting other people, especially authority figures such as doctors. 52 β DREAMS OF DESTRUCTION: Dreams about catastrophes such as the end of the world. 53 β DONβT TALK: You have the feeling you should not talk about these things or that you are not supposed to talk about these things. 54 β SLEEP AGAINST THE WALL: You feel you must have your bed against the wall. 55 β LOCKING ALL DOORS: You double and triple-check locking up at night to prevent something or someone getting into your home. (I am still compulsive about that, from time to time.) 56 β CHILDREN OR PARENTS: Have talked about things on this list or you have heard them talk to others about things on this list. 57 β NO SUCCESS: You have tried to resolve some of these problems in your mind but with little success. 58 β NO RECALL: You have experienced many of these traits but cannot remember anything related to any abduction experience. 59 β DREAMS OF FLOATING THROUGH WINDOWS 60- DREAMS OF FLOATING IN A BEAM OF LIGHT 61 β DREAMS OF ALIENS, DOCTORS AND OPERATIONS 62 β COMPULSION TO BECOME A VEGETARIAN 63 β COMPULSION TO STUDY ASTRONOMY 64 - COMPULSION TO STUDY QUANTUM PHYSICS 65 β EXPERIENCE SYNCHRONISTIC HAPPENINGS 66 β EXPERIENCE BEING OUT OF BODY (OBE) 67 β EXPERIENCE FLASHBACKS β (Strange craft, conference, corridors, glowing-misty oval room with table, alien exam, instruments, babies, hybrid children, ufo sightings, etc.) 68 β HAVE FEAR/WARINESS OF A CERTAIN PLACE 69 β HISTORY OF FAMILY UFO EXPERIENCES 70 β SEE SAME NUMBERS ON THE CLOCK LINED UP (Such as awakening at 1:11 a.m. or 3:33 a.m.) 71 β SEE HOODED FIGURES, STRANGERS DRESSED IN BLACK 72 β AWAKE IN OTHER POSITION/PLACE β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’ I find this very interesting because when I was younger, I was OBSESSED with aliens and space and used to constantly build ships out of legos and draw spaceships. Heck, I have a space calendar in my room rn. Don't even get me started on Star Wars, Star Trek, and Doctor Who. When it talks about technology going weird around you,(I think it's in this list but if not this was a common symptom as I was researching earlier.) that happens all of the time. My light in my room constantly goes out, my phone is always freaking out, and the microwave light comes on at random times. I'm only going to explain a few of the things that have/do happen to me. β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’ There are literally WEEKS of my life I can't remember. I will wake up and think, what just happened. Because I LITERALLY have no clue what I did the past few hours, or days, or weeks. The weeks usually happened when I was around 6 or 7. It's usually just a day or two to a few hours at a time. About every other month or so. I wake up a lot with random bruises scattered across my body. I have them on my upper arms, shins, ankles, and back mostly. It's the weirdest thing. It's been happening since about second grade. As of the tapping and humming noises, oh my gosh. I sometimes think I'm actually going insane. I always hear tapping at my door, my wall. And I hear humming while trying to sleep like, In my ears. This hasn't happened a lot lately. Just every once in a while. I have told my friends this over and over again. I always feel like I'm being watched. My friends are always so confused when I keep looking behind myself because there's nothing there. In the fourth grade, at least 2-3 times a week, I would wake up feeling like I had just had sex. I used to think I got raped every week. β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’β’ Sorry for the long post~ I just think it's cool even though my stuff is boring;; sorry lol
