#spoiledbrother

Wellie's dance move after eating his favorite food hehehe 😂😂😂😄😄😄 #spoileddog #spoiledbrother #dancing #goodtime #afterdinner (at Hennessy Road)

I swear i'm developing some type of anger problems. But when i get mad now, its like the devil is in me, and it keeps getting worse. I was the never the type to physically fight or, just do bad things when i'm mad. i usually just eat it up and get over it. Now, i don't take shit from anyone. And my family is surprised by my actions. well not anymore but you know. I really feel like i have another person in me when i'm mad, i do shit that i didn't even know i was capable of. Writing things out on here helps somewhat. But yea, the only person that makes me mad around here is my spoiled brother. He's not fully up there *points to head*. He hangs out with kids like 5 years younger then him and smokes weed all day and has no goals and has a girlfriend that also spoils the hell out of him. That's a whole another story though. As i get older, is when i realize whats really going on. And how hes fucking the whole family up. Well i don't care anymore but the way hes screwing my mom over, and she doesn't see it. My mom just wants us to go to school and be successful. He isn't doing that. but i am. I'm going to make her proud showing her i'm not a quitter like i was, or was turning into be. I was actually following that fucker's footsteps. Weed was a huge part. But when i stopped like its like the only motivation for me is getting out of this house, and getting good grades. No one knows how this family is. My mom tries to put up the biggest front like were all okay, And i guess that's how were getting by, unless my stalker uncles/cousins are reading this. well now you know. When your raised by a drunk father and a mother that was raised to let the father do the discipline, this is the outcome. I'm not trying to make excuses or anything but like. that's life. I don't care about it anymore. I'm over coming it. It would be nice to have my dad around though. But anyways.. before i get sad again. I'm going to try to think happy things. I'm doing good in school for once :) HS was such a joke honestly. I'm still searching what i want to do, i want to be social worker but everyone is telling me you cant get jobs like that anymore. Like its decreasing, so maybe psychology? I think its interesting. :shrug: i gotta make up my mind quick and not waste my moms money. lol. But uhhhhhh yeah, how are you?