Silver spiralling, realising he doesn't have anything, he has no future because that's not his future, he has no family because he's overridden so much. His futures constantly changing so what's the point in trying to form relationships with people that are going to get erased.
A world that's not even his, a world where he doesn't understand the culture, the slang, the architecture, the clothing or the media because he never grew up there, he never experienced going through life in this world. He can try all he wants to understand it all,read history books and textbooks and all that jazz but he won't be able to experience it the way everyone else does. He can try and maybe he'll be able to replicate those experiences but ultimately he's had fight & survive carved into him at such a young age that he's going to have those responses to those things that they wouldn't.
He's also going to feel more connected to the past. His friends are there, people he's formed long and complicated relationships with. Yet he still won't fit in there because that's also not his anything. He's not supposed to be there, he's supposed to be in his future that doesn't exist. He's in this horrible limbo, this horrible in-between where nothing is stable or definite.
Sega n Sonic Team please put Silver angst on the menu please... I have so many thoughts Sega...
