closed starter for @spitrots !
he hates how desperate he feels when he's on his own. desperation radiates through him, it always has. but especially now, when luke's not here and all he can think about is the way everything feels too tight, and he desperately wants. every time he steps, the seam of his boxers is enough to drive him a little bit crazier. god, he needs luke to get here already. he tries desperately to collect himself while he waits, legs crossed as though it can push space between himself and his own raw wanting. please. he's texted it a million times. but that doesn't actually mean nearly as much as it would if luke was here. finally, a buzz at his door feels like it's a gift from the universe, a promise of relief. "i'll buzz you in." he states into the speaker, voice tight with need. he presses on the buzzer, to let the other in, and in a few short and stuttering steps, the door is opened. "hey, baby."
