overdose.
you're everything i want within and all of it's right there in that tiny little syringe while i hold no grudges cause all i can do is forgive with just a touch of your rosy tan skin as laughter fills my mind with all the happiness that the bottles of your pills give wrapped in a cocoon of smoke and mirrors, sit back and inhale a clap of your powder that vanquishes my fears with just a prick of a needle in my arm, makes me smile everytime: the promise of you keeping me from harm as i stare at a spoon burnt black but you make no reach for it even though it's sitting in my lap when you pull me to my feet and you let me wear your hat all the while the needles been removed and the belt has been unwrapped while i lean against the sink, expecting my eyes to be irritated and pink but they're black holes of ecstasy with your standing next to me and your words coursing through my veins of the arms that are track-mark-spotted, you sit me down the floor, promise i'll never be forgotten as you give me another key and i just breathe, so fuckin happy that i finally have everything that i need as i make a heart on the tile out of my white powder feed and i almost start to laugh when you get up to leave, giving me a kiss to relax instead of to wake up a shove, you close the door behind you, here i am alone on your bathroom floor overdosing on your love.
