BOKU DAKE GA INAI MACHI(ERASED)
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Yashiro’s Brother forces Yashiro to wield violence and help his bad behavior. Yashiro saw him and thought that the cause of his violence was an act to fill a hole in his mind. Yashiro has sympathized with him. Yashiro does not know what he will do // http://imgur.com/a/k2m54//
And Yashiro reads a novel called "spider;s Thread." "Kandata pushes others to climb to the paradise and climbs to the Thread alone" Yashiro thinks. Is Kandata's choice wrong?
And he puts the hamster he received from his classmates into the juice bottle. And he sees a surviving hamster. That hamster survived by stepping on another hamster. Yashiro is attracted to this situation This hamster is like Kandata. Yashiro, who had seen him trample on another to live, felt ecstatic And he acknowledges the act.
His brother accidentally kills a girl. He tried to decorate Yashiro as a killer. Then. Yashiro see a spider's Thread. The Thread is in his brother 's head. At that moment, Yashiro decides. He will trample on another and survive like Kandata.
Yashiro's brother and Yashiro's fiance have a common point. They threatened Yashiro. And Yashiro kills them. He break their Threads so they can not climb up into the Thread.
This is like Kandata. To get on the thread, he kills other people.
We can tell from the monologue of Yashiro. Originally he lacked his obsession with his life. But through the murder of a child, it will fill the hole in his mind. The act of filling in the holes in the mind is like Kandata climbing the Thread toward paradise // http://imgur.com/a/RkDeY //
And Yashiro finds a Thread on his head. It is that Yashiro has found his way. He continues to murder children. Only to fill the hole in his mind.
Yashiro tells Satoru. "Good deeds and bad deeds are the same in nature. It's just act to cover up a Man's own flaw" I must fill a hole in my mind. It is essentially no different from good works. Why is it wrong to kill for it? //http://i.imgur.com/1tSD2T1.png//
And Yashiro is surprised by Satoru who prevented his child murder. He was impressed by Spice's 'struggle for his life'. He was even more impressed by Satoru who resisted the death of others. // http://imgur.com/a/kArhP //
When Yashiro finds out that Satoru is not dead, he wants Satoru to feel his thrill again.
Last Scene. Yashiro says "Satoru There's nothing. It's blank. Whether it was during fifth grade or now. this has not changed" // http://imgur.com/a/CCciw // Satoru has no spider Thread in his head. why? There are two reasons why there is no Thread. 1. The Thread is broken 2. He went up to the end in the Thread.
No. 1 is of course not. Therefore it will be No. 2 Yashiro's head still has a spider Thread . Repeated murders, but he could not completely fill his mind. So how could Satoru fill his mind?
Yashiro said that the essence of good and evil is the same. According to his words, Satoru and Yashiro are not different.
// http://imgur.com/a/5GYh0 // Satoru said "I want to fill the empty hole in my mind. my own, and others' too " //http://imgur.com/a/NlaHJ // This is the only difference between Yashiro and Satoru.
Satoru is "another choice of Kandata". Yashiro and Kandata were pushing others out of the Thread. Satoru went up together without pushing others. // http://imgur.com/a/NksKC //
Such a select filled the hole of Satoru's heart. The purpose of trying to fill a hole in the mind is the same, but pushing others and climbing alone can not fill the hole in the mind. We might think that this is a division of good and evil. It is a human being to fill his defects. But if he thinks of himself and rejects others, he can not fill defects and it is evil. Conversely, the act of filling defects with others is good.
Yashiro tries to affirm himself until the end. But it fails and falls into the pond. And the spider Thread disappears from the head of Yashiro. Did he fall to hell?
The explanation after this requires information other than the information in the comic. This is intentional hiding information.
Have you read the novel "Spider's Thread"? The novel describes paradise like this (basically in Buddhism as well) "Paradise is a garden with a lotus pond" And the place where Yashiro arrived was a lotus flower pond. The place where Yashiro arrived is paradise. // http://imgur.com/a/XTBMK //
The disappearance of the Thread of Yashiro's head also arrived in paradise, not hell.
Yashiro felt the thrill of Satoru who surpassed him. He hoped to feel his thrill again. And he was completely defeated by Satoru and filled with a hole in his mind. Actually ,Yashiro's state of mind, which went to prison, is like a liberator. I think that.
