some gay ass meme

the guitarist laughs. half in disbelief half in amusement. though his eyes fail to leave bao's form. he looks... fantastic. and furious hates to be that guy. hates to be that chauvinist, egolord that would make himself cringe in any other context but he can't help but feel a pang of something. a jolt of something other than arousal when he sees that bao is dressed like that. going out to one of their shows dressed like that. where other people can see him. admire him. drink in spans of skin and curve and beauty. and what right do they have to all of that? what have they done for it?

god, he sounds like such a loser. furious gets a hold of himself and exhales.