#speaking post

the Sky is calling. rumbling and turning like the sea. will you reach out?

-Glass Anon (If anon tags are allowed)

hi! im so sorry it took me months to get back to you, glass anon. ive been in a rut for most of this year after some unsavory experiences with my mental health.

personally, my feeding is a mix of techniques adapted from my understanding of the irl vampire community, what ive seen my fellow Avatars do, and some fucking around and finding out.

when im feeding off a person (consensually, my "fear donor" so to speak is my primary partner) i will. kind of trance? it's hard to explain but it overlaps with meditation and astral travel/bilocation a little.

i ground myself and make sure my vessel is properly prepared, then i "reach out" and try to find their signature so to speak, the feeling of their emotions and life force. i lock onto them, and almost fold the space between us in a way. since where i feed from is another kind of layer of existence, it doesn't have to play by physical rules as much. it helps me think of the distance as literally folding like paper to let me cross the distance.

then, im usually able to easily "see" them and what i envision either their soul or their more tangible body looking like. for the purposes of this demonstration, we'll be talking about feeding from the soul.

[UPG] the soul to me is a ball that looks like the sun almost, with a wispy Crown of energy around a more half-solid Core. i only take from the Crown, and very rarely the surface of the Core. it's not wise to take too deep, or you could hurt them. the Crown is a collection of their emotions and emissions, the things others can sense. almost like an aura? if the person is experiencing a strong emotion, it will "leak out" into the Crown. sometimes you can influence the emotions they feel by messing with the Crown, but not always. [/UPG]

for the actual mechanic of harvesting the emotions, i tend to use a visualization method of literally *eating* the wisps of the Crown. i tend to be very large/animalistic on this level, so my jaws and tongue are specialized for it i believe. get creative with it, experiment and find a way to feed that works for you.

after im done, i find my way back to my body (usually just stepping back over the "fold" i made), ground back into my body, and wake up from trance.