"this...this can't be happening...." Jean shuddered in a horrified whisper as he was holding Marco's dead corps in his arms.
"he was...he was just here...and now...no...Marco..." blood was seeping into his Scout uniform as he held the lifeless body closer to him.
Jean couldn't believe it, he wouldn't believe it. his best friend...the love of his life...
was now gone.
he didn't even get a chance to tell him how he felt.
fire and screams were running on loop in the background as giant creatures were chasing the solders that tried to take down these beasts. it was all white noise to Jean at this point...
nothing else mattered.
soft lips quivered as tears slowly fell down his cheeks, choking on quiet sobs bearing himself into Marco's chest. body trembling with grief and loss, he continued to sob "Marco...Marco...no...MARCO!" he cried out as if his heart was being ripped out of his chest.
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"no...M-Marco...Marco no..." muttered Jean in his sleep as the nightmare went on "no...Marco...NOO!" he panicked as he shot up in bed panting hard. he looked around, he was still in the same apartment that he was in before he fell asleep. Jean trembled as the shock and relief racked his senses.
"dammit...not again" he grumbled as he held himself tightly.
it was the same dream that he had been having every night for the last couple months. he couldn't place it, but there was something familiar about it. some sort of dejavue. he sighed into his hands as tears pricked the corners of his eyes. it was the same, every time. they were in a warzone and Marco was dead in his arms...it was like...
some past life bullshit or something.
"Jean" spoke a soft voice beside him. the voice cut through his thoughts like butter.
Jean's breath hitched as he felt the warm hand on his knee, looking over to see Marco next to him on the bed. offering a comforting smile he brushed his thumb on the sheet above his knee.
Jean stared into Marco's eyes for a good minute before the tears began to flow for real this time, he clung onto Marco and sobbed into his chest.
he was alive, he was right here. half of his body wasn't gone, freckles at all was right here holding him. the husband he had been married to for three years.
was still here.
"im here Jean, im here. im not going anywhere, im not dead, im right here baby" Marco reassured the other in a soft whisper. Marco knew it was the same nightmare, but they could talk about it later. right now Jean needed to cry, he needed to process. Marco was just the man for the job.
Jean's sobs began to slow, taking a deep shuddering breath "Marco...promise me something"
Marco looked down to Jean smiling "anything Jean"
Jean took in a deep breath "promise me that if things get bad, if some disaster happens or your getting mugged or something....promise me you'll run...even if my life is in danger you run" Jean was firm in his words, he wasn't going to let this dream come to pass.
not while he was still breathing.
"but Jean...i don't know if can-" the freckled male was about to protest but was cut off by Jean insistence "promise me Marco!" he wasn't going to take anything less.
Marco heaved a sigh, knowing there wasn't any convincing him out of it "alright Jean, i promise" he ran his fingers through his hair, to sooth the ash-blond.
Jean smiled triumphant "good...thank you..." he snuggled close to Marco letting out a breathed "i love you" into his chest.
Marco smiled softly letting out a chuckle "i love you too Jean"
ahhhhh i hope you were expecting angst cause thats what you got! XD LOL also JeanxMarco is on the brain so there ya go XD
thank you for the ask and also i hope you enjoyed it ^^
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Hi June! Just wanted to tell you that The Only True Language lives in my head alongside Milk as two of my all time favorite Jean fics. Masterpieces. Thank you so much for sharing them with us thirsty Jean simps 😄💕🙏
THANK YOU JULIANA. I am always always happy to feed the jean simps. I feast along with you. 💕
*well i guess your in luck as i have RPed Jean for years then ;)*
My dearest Kitten, I'm writing you this because...well...in some shape or form i have had my eyes on you since the beginning of it all. while i don't seem to say much to you -as i just don't have the guts to do it- i figured writing this letter to you would be best.
i am but a simple man. find a girl, get married, buy a house, have a few kids kind of man. i always wondered who that woman in my life would be, but the moment i saw your eyes. i knew, then and there you were the one for me.
your eyes, to your figure, to your feet are perfect in every way. although i would have to say your hair is my favorite. long brown auburn hair that flows gracefully where the wind takes it, as it frames your face beautifully.
Truth be told the real reason I'm writing you this letter is because....im about to go on this long ass mission far from home.
and i don't know if I'll come back.
i didn't want to leave without telling you first, but damn if i couldn't look at your beautiful face without my mind going blank on me...
and im sorry for that.
however with this letter. i will write the declaration of love i wasn't able to say to you in person.
by the time you read this I'm probably half way across the cotenant by now, but just know that you are always on my mind. my love for you holds no bounds, no limits, and it is nothing but pure. i have every intent of coming back to you. with this letter is the promise that i shall return, to tell you all of this face to face,
or die trying.
you are the reason i want to come home. your the reason i want to return alive. so i can see your smiling face again, so i can finally feel that beautiful hair between my fingers as i pull you gently into my arms and kiss those soft plush lips of yours, that i have longed to kiss.
while i don't know if i will come home.
i will try.
and in case i don't....please promise me that at the very least, you will keep this letter? in hopes that someday you will find someone that will feel the same way about you as i did, writing this letter?
bottom line is.
i just want you to be happy my Kitten.
but i guess that’ll be all from me, but please hold on for my return. if you feel the same way that is...
and if you don't, then that's fine. just know that my heart will always belong to you.
i gotta go now, but remember me...
in your dreams.
until we meet my sweet Kitten,
Love Jean Kirstein
*i sooooo fuckin hope i did him justice XD but there you go! Jeans Love letter ^_^ this is for the awesome and sweet @sparklekitteh hope you enjoy ^^ also i wrote it this way cause the ask was WAY too short for jean to formally tell you how he feels lol so im writing it in a post and will send the link to you hope this works XD and also side note.....i can totally see jean going through like....a WHOLE parchment of paper trying to write this XD like multiple drafts and crumpled up “failures” littered around him before he send this one XD sorry wanted to share the image cause it made me laugh XD*
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Hello love! What are your thoughts on Jean and dirty talk? I think he's normally a very sweet gentleman when you're out on a date but when he gets you home and it gets hot and heavy, he's whispering the filthiest stuff in your ear 😩🥵🥵🥰🥰
OH Julia! my sweet killing me softly XD
like i defiantly agree XD but i also feel like when he's first with you hes going to be hesitant about what dirty words to say to be careful of your boundaries. i bring this up because the flustered adorable look on his face just kills me XD
but once he knows what's okay and what's not.....
hes a beast XD
like he's pinning you to the bed, fingering you without mercy whispering in your ear "oh? you want me that bad? your sucking me in so greedily" he nibbles on your ear "mmm my greedy girl, tell me you want my cock instead hmm? to have it ram you up so high that even that greedy little pussy of yours is satisfied hmm?"
i just...
dont even XD like the tone of said dirty talk is what gets me the most i think cause it's not rough, or mean, or even distasteful. his tone is sweet and loving, like he's doing this cause he knows it's what YOU want him to do.
kill me XD
-hope i did that okay that was my first thirst reaction but please feel free to send more so i can practice XD-