#sourcemate search

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ok . this is gonna be like. way way different than my usual posts, so i am so sorry. this also feels rly rly Cringe™️ but like. You'll see why I'm making this post eek. I would use the sideblog I made for fictive stuff specifically but I don't think it'd get as much reach there as it would here, so. Desperate times call for desperate measures. This isn't like a canon call or anything, I don't really do those, I'm just looking for someone(s) very specific. This is fucking crazy of me to do, I'll admit, considering the amount of ways this could go WRONG and how I only saw them once, and honestly, I'm surprised this idea is even on the backburner for me, but I'm willing to take a risk because it's not often I run into other TOME players in the wild.

For some background, I frequent(ed) various fictionkin & fictive blogs to vent about like. source feels. and stuff. whatever, right? I have a lot of pent up emotions, most of my friends arent fictionfolk or systems and so nobody really Gets it gets it, even amongst those who are. (how Emo of me to say, I know =3=) I sent in one ask that I will Not show here for my own privacy but it was me venting about a lot of identity stuff related to me being Kirb. The Usual. And I got this absolutely lovely response from an Alpha & Gamecrazed the next day:

I don't know who this is. And I know basically every single system on tomeblr and none of them have this typing style or anything. This was sent about 3 weeks ago as of the time of me typing this, and while I've sent an ask off anon to the blog in question in hopes that they'll reach out, them posting it could take 5ever or Tumblr could eat the ask or something and they'd never see it. So while it's a bit redundant, and I'm sure it won't go anywhere...

I'd like for anyone who sees this to pass this around. Maybe if it spreads far enough they'll see it, and reach out or something. This + the ask I sent in to the blog is kind of a hail mary attempt, because it's likely they'll not find me, but!!!! I want to be able to thank them at LEAST. IF NOTHING ELSE. This meant the world to me, and I'm sad I missed fheir message by so much time :-(

So reblog this, share it w someone you know who is a sys and you know has TOME players in it, I just... I need to be able to face my fears and say thank you. For their sake. I hope they know how much their words impacted me.

AND!!! IF THIS IS YOU/YOUR SYS AND YOU SEE THIS!!! PLEAAAAASEEEE MSG ME OR SOMETHING IF YOU WANNA!!! SEND IN AN ASK ON ANON HERE!!!!! I'D <3 2 HAVE U HERE THANK YOU FOR BEING SO KIND!!!!!! THIS IS LIKE ONE OF THE SWEETEST THINGS A STRANGER'S DONE FOR ME. IM SERIOUS. I WANNA PRINT THIS OUT N PUT IT ON MY WALL OR SOMETHING. FUCK

Okay so, basically, host (Noxiel) and The Bitch (Iris) told me to do this, I don't know what I'm doing so bear with me.

I'm John Doe, Hastur, or Jane Doe if I'm feeling feminine. Pronouns are, a lot but mainly she/her, he/him, it/its, thing/things, un/unreal, won/wonder, in/infinite, end/endless, and aby/abyss.

My source is John Doe from Malevolent, but I MIGHT also be sourced from D3rlord3, I can't tell if it's source or if I'm a fictionkin. I really don't mind if sourcemates interact and such, I'm not as source connected as I used to be but that's okay.

Some interests I have are Pokemon, The Protomen(best rock opera ever) and I really REALLY like Warrior Cats... Might make myself an OC at some point...

In-system friends:

@the-will-of-one-bored-mega-man (Cova)

Tyton Blackthorn (no blog)

@the-iris-of-the-archives (Iris)

Other system friends:

@the-bow-weilding-angel-of-ithaca (Aki)

Extra Note: I am eternally at war with Marrow, our systems Kayne fictive.

Hello, I have been a member of Tumblr for a few years, but I am now a recently diagnosed system, and I did not want to out my account. I hope you all can understand! Because the system community can be dangeous sometimes. Anyways, we are a system of 46 members and I am on PluralSpace and Ourcana.

Aki's Most Recent Playlist!

Our mom who knows were a system has decided to look at our headmates playlists if she hasn't met them...

She picked Yours truly

FEED — TX2, DeathbyRomy

The Tower — Neoni, Lydia The Bard

Run Rabbit — Molle Elizabeth

And The Hound — Yaelokre

Self Proclaimed Angel — VocaloKAT

Laplaces Angel — Will Wood

LOST MEDIA — MonochromeMenace

Wildfire (Gone Gone Gone)/Death Song — Rabbitology

CANDLEBURN - Dorm Demo — Rabbitology

Candle Queen — Ghost And Pals, Lauren Estes

GROBOK — Leshy-P, Kasane Teto

Feed Us Your Girls — Lydia The Bard

Doomsday — Derivakat

Saints — Echos

dessous — adas

You're Gonna Go Far, Kid — The Offspring

MAD — TX2, IceNineKills

The Rain — TX2

Randy McNally (No Love Like Christian Hate) — TX2

Infamous — TX2

Feed Us Your Girls — Lydia The Bard

New God — Moon Walker

Honey I'm Home — Ghost And Pals

Necromancin Dancin — Bear Ghost

The Fine Print — The Stupendium

Unsweetened Lemonade — Amèlie Farren

ALICE — PEGGY

We Own You — Waitress

Preybirds (Watcher Song) — Rabbitology

I Refuse (To Believe) — The Megas

Walk Away From Light — The Megas

(I Want To Be The One) To Watch You Die — The Megas

Hellfire — From The Hunchback Of Notre Dame

Blood // Water — grandson

Bad Apple! — Cristina Vee cover

How cooked am I?

"My house is being squandered, ruined... Oh for my father! If only he would come, some day, out of the blue... He’d drive this lawless rabble from his house."

— The Odyssey, Book 1

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𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ 𓇼 name: Raphael, Tēlemakhos, Aki, Rafael, or Wolfie!

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ nickname: Tele, Little Wolf, Raph, Raf,

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ 𓇼 pronouns: He/Him/Himself, They/Them/Themself, Wolf/Wolfs/Wolfself, Arrow/Arrows/Arrowself,

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ age: Bodily an adult! Mentally ageless, I present around 19-22 in physical form!

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ 𓇼 gender and/or sexuality: Asexual Biromantic

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ language(s): English Greek, Hebrew, and a small amount of Latin I learned a few years back!

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ 𓇼 interests: Angelology, Demonology, Mythology, fantasy books, The Shadowhunters Chronicles, Epic: The Musical, Fall Out Boy, and much more!!

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ source: I'm a Mixtive of Telemachus from The Odyssey and The Archangel Raphael, not sure which version, probably more than one.

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ Blog Boundaries: Anyone can interact if you(&) are not on my DNI list! My DNI list is TRASH, MAGA supporters, Clary/Sebastian shippers

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ stances on sourcemates:

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ The Odyssey: Anyone from source can interact!

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ The Other One: Anyone can interact, just um, Asmodeus and Azazel fictives and kins please don't take it personally if I talk about The Incidents™ on here. (I would never say that directly to you, I just might say something about it on this blog)

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ extra: I personally don't have much of a religion, it's rather confusing to me as my source memories connect to each other in an... Unusual way. I may mention things about God, religion, the politics of my source memories in Ithaca, Aforementioned negative things about Asmodeus and Azazel, and other triggering topics. These will of course have Content Warnings and be tagged accordingly.

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"Fear the gods' wrath—before they wheel in outrage and make these crimes recoil on your heads."

— The Odyssey, Book 2

Credit for my Layout Here!

Ask Status: OPEN

Anons:

- funtime-fiasco / Ennard

Sources include:

Warrior Cats (Bluestar is still learning to read and write, so she may need help from one of us to chat)

Dune (Books, not films)

The Raven Cycle (books, not graphic novel)

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Helluva Boss

Mean Girls

Wicked (Musical and book, not film)

Lollipop Chainsaw

How to make friends no anxiety no glue do you hear me computer? I'm a lonely guy who's going to a public school for the first time. MAYBE I FIND MORE LGBTQ KIDS THERE??? i dunno....someone be my friend PRETTY PLEASEEE PLEASEEEEE can we also get asks PLEASEEEE PLEASEEE I WANNA WAKE UP TO ANONS AND RESPOND TO THEM THROUGHOUT THE DAY