#sopstarter

This is definitely not the club.

The fact I’ve missed the first of what I assume to be many holidays with my family is something that - for the sake of my mental health - I should be dwelling on. If someone could take it upon themselves to distract me from the thoughts that this time of year triggers for me, I’d very much appreciate it.

of what day it is... or time. It’s remarkably hard to tell time when you fall asleep and there’s no windows or clocks to let you know.

A guard has stationed himself outside my cell for the past four or five hours. Normally, I’d pay him no mind but that’s only because they don’t typically pay me any. He’s just been...staring, though - and I’m fairly certain I’ve caught him...touching himself while doing so.