pause i’ve been gone for too long what happened and why do we not talk to mr yt boy anymore
come, sit down. the day was january 16th 🚬 it was friday 4:35 pm ish, i had JUST clocked out. i asked mr. yt boy if he could meet me at the coffee shop near my work place and well he said yes 🚬 i had already been having a terrible week and it wasn’t helping that mr. yt boy was yet again pushing me away 🚬 i initiated it, i didn’t want to end things but it was heading that way. we talked and i tried to fight one last time but he said he didn’t want to keep hurting me. he apologized for dragging me into this and thanked me for everything. i remember i just blankly stared at him bc it’s too late for that???? i already care too much u know? but anyways, i remember being angry, annoyed, frustrated, and so sad. i was genuinely so heartbroken. it got so bad i was debating on moving back to my hometown or moving churches.
it’s not his fault though pls don’t hate him 😞 he’s truly not okay, he’s still having health problems. that’s why he said he didn’t want to start something serious with me. ik its bad too bc he stepped down from leading worship like 2 weeks after our talk. ugh mr. yt boy 💔
