It had been worse: a badly placed silence, a sentence said with too much firmness.
[y/n] always carried the weight of the relationship. Not as someone who commands, but as someone who knows where to walk when the ground starts to shake. Soobin had said it once, half joking, half confessing: I like people who know how to hold things together. And [y/n] did. Guiding didn’t weigh on her. It came naturally, like breathing.
But that night, Soobin was curled up on the edge of the couch, hands intertwined, his gaze lost on a point that didn’t exist. He wasn’t angry. He was hurt. And that hurt more.
[y/n] noticed too late.
She approached slowly, as if the air itself might break.
—I didn’t mean to sound like that—.she said softly. —I didn’t mean to make you feel small.—
Soobin shook his head without looking at her.
—I know it wasn’t your intention… but I felt like there was no space left for me.—
The words hung there, heavy.
[y/n] swallowed. The strength was still there, steady, but now it trembled on the inside. She knelt in front of him, gently forcing him to look up.
—Then tell me it’s my fault—she whispered. —Tell me it was me.—
She took a deep breath.
—But tell me I’m still the one you love. Say we’re going to be okay. Say I made you feel that way… and that you still want to stay.—
Soobin looked at her, eyes bright, vulnerable in the way only he could be. He lifted a hand and rested it against [y/n]’s cheek.
—I always want to stay—he said at last.—Just… don’t leave me behind when you lead.—
[y/n] closed her eyes, resting her forehead against his.
—Never—.she murmured.—I promise.—
And in that small space, after the noise, after the mistake, they stayed not perfect, but together.
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warning: mention of alcohol, drabble-ish, slight exhibitionism, Soobin is whiny tbh, Beomgyu is kind of a dick, this is like borderline crack in the beginning, drunk sex acts, shitty ending, subby-ish soobin, slight exhibitionism
Soobin and you have been dating for about a month now, introduced to each other by some mutual friends. I was only common for you both to attend certain house parties said friend hosted from time to time.
Yeonjun loved throwing parties, but especially loved when you and Soobin showed up, you both always truly enjoyed hanging out with him and never go just for the free booze. It really means a lot to him to know you both are his friend too and that he was able to bring you both together, it’s the hopeless romantic in him.
You and Soobin were separated in the crowd, him playing beer pong and you dancing away to the heavy hip hop music; you liked r&b more but a couple drinks loosened you up. Speaking of a couple drinks, Soobin was currently losing and drinking wayyy to much to be the designated driver, you both knew staying over was the only option at this point.
The song switches up a few times and you’ve left to the kitchen, rummaging through the fridge despite the crowded space in the house. You pulled out some lime whip shots and started spraying it into your mouth before sneakily putting it back and grabbing left over pizza from the near back of Juns fridge.
You closed up the fridge and lifted your pizza above the sea of bodies while squeezing past, you grip on the crust was actually quite impressive because you managed to make your way into the back of the house without losing not even a freezing cold topping.
You sat on one of the plastic seats as began to eat, ignoring the way Beomgyu walked by and make the most disgusted face you’ve ever seen. “Cold pizza is fucking nasty.” He commented. “Suck my dick.” You replied with your mouth full, opening your legs into a manspread and looking up at him. “I’d rather not take my chances at herpes.” He responded quick, leaving you to gasp and shut your legs as he laughed and patted your back before leaving.
A pout emerged onto your face as you continued to eat your oh so cold pizza. “Y/N!” you heard under the loud music. “Y/N~” You heard again, a bit louder this time “Bunny?” You called back, recognizing the slurred voice. “There you areee~” Soobin giggled as he stumbled out the house and over to you.
“Just eating pizza.” You smiled as he wrapped his arm around your shoulder and crouched down. “Yummy- Ahhhhhh” He opened his mouth wide, wanting a bite, this is why you guys were so perfect for each other. You put the pizza in his mouth and pulled when he bit down, breaking the piece off.
Soobin hummed and stood up, planting a kiss on your forehead before letting you know he was heading inside to use the bathroom. You simply nodded and let him leave. Soobin left you with the crust of the pizza which was way to hard to bite so you just threw the rest away.
You took yourself back inside and began asking around for your boyfriend, but the moment you made it towards the steps upstairs you got a text from him telling you to come to the bathroom near the guest room. With a sigh you trudged up the steps and down the hall.
Once you were in front of the door you knocked, not bothering to pay attention to the moans on the other side of the door because it just sound like it was coming from one of the neighboring rooms. When you walked in, really knocking to announce your presence, you were stunned, slamming the door behind you and leaning on it as Soobin leaned on the sink jerking off with muffled moans.
“Fuck, bunny.” You sighed at his unbothered state, jerking off faster now that you were here. “H-help-“ He panted, thrusting into his hand while you just stared. “Y/N!” He whined and you broke out of whatever trance his cock put you in. “Can I?” You asked him with big eyes, contrasting his lust hazed hooded ones. Soobin just nodded, letting go after a few more pumps before you took him into your hands.
His cock was bigger than you thought, his hand made it seem like an average thickness but the moment you touched it you knew, your fingers couldn’t even close around it. “You’re so big, Bunny.” You comment, jerking him off. You both were drunk, not even realizing you were in Yeonjuns guest bathroom or that you were at a party. Not to mention this was your first time being intimate together.
The whine that Soobin let out made you squirm, jerking off the red tip of his cock. “Oh- Fuck- Just like that please- Make me cum please.” He whined and babbled, hips thrusting into your fists.
Your thighs rubbed together and a whimper left your throat. “You like that, Bunny?” You asked, jerking him off faster and planting a kiss to the base of his cock while looking up at him. Sweat sheened on his forehead and neck and his head fell back, “yes-yes, so good-“ Soobin panted, trying hard to whisper.
You couldn’t help but kiss up his shaft and squeezing your fist around the tip of his cock as a response, giggling at his whiny voice. “So cute, Bunny, you’re so loud.” You tease as he loses all control over his voice, the tightness around his cock making his eyes roll back. “Fuck- fuck being quiet- ngh- so good-“ Soobin whimpered, “Cumming- oh fuck im cumming-“ the taller warned with a loud long groan before cum spewed out into your tight fist, throbbing and pulsating hard.
“My god- Binnie~” You gasp as cum dripped down your forearm, you let go of his cock and more cum flung out at the release of pressure, making you yelp when it hit your chest and chin. “Holy shit!” You giggle before standing up and licking the cum of your chin like frosting. “You’re so hot.” Soobin slurred with half open eyes.
“You’re hotter, Bunny.” You slurred back before turning on the sink behind Soobin and running the water over your arms. Soobin moved away from the sink and pulled up his pants. “Thank you, honey.” He mumbled, now tired from one of the best handjob orgasms he’s ever gotten. “For the compliment and the handjob.” He rambled out before jumping hard, feeling his heart jump out of his chest at the loud knock on the bathroom door.
“YOU GUYS BETTER NOT BE FUCKING IN MY BATHROOM.” Yeonjuns voice blared from the other side of the door. “fuck.” You both whispered at the door.
thinking of hard dom! soobin who gets so fed up with your constant whining during your punishment, so he decides putting you in a head lock while he drills into you is the perfect solution to shut your pretty little mouth up. just be quiet and take his cock, stop giving by him such a hard time
soobin can't keep his hands off of you when you're together, but not in a crude way. he often brings his palm to the small of your back, rubbing gently, the feeling sending pleasant butterflies up and down your spine.
when you hold hands, his fingers have a grip of steel around yours as if he's locking part of you away with him. as tightly as he holds on, you feel safe, knowing that he'd never squeeze too tightly to the point of hurting you.
when soobin hugs you, it feels like being home- his heart beating against your ear, his arms pulling you closer into him, his gentle kisses to the top of your head.
⋆·˚ ༘ * After a missed anniversary and weeks spent out of sync, Soobin just wants to be close to you again—really close. No rush, no performance. Just you, him, and the quiet reminder that you still belong to each other.
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The apartment is quiet when you finally come home.
Way too quiet.
The kind of quiet that makes your chest feel heavier than your bag slung over your shoulder, heavier than the late hour blinking back at you on the microwave clock.
Stepping inside, you make sure to lock the door behind you. You take off your shoes, drop your keys into the bowl, and glance toward the couch.
He’s sitting there, asleep—just barely. Half curled into the throw blanket, one arm slung over the back of the couch like he was waiting for you but gave up halfway through.
You stand there longer than you intend to, just wanting to watch him for a moment. He stirs before you can say anything, lashes fluttering, voice groggy.
"You're late again..." Soobin grumbles. It wasn't accusatory, just worn thin.
You give him a small apologetic smile. "I know, I'm sorry. I didn't even get a lunch break today."
Soobin nods and tries to smile back, but it doesn’t quite reach his eyes. He looks toward the TV, and the silence stretches on longer than you'd like. With Soobin's recent comeback promotions and your new late-night shifts at the office, quality time together was few and far between.
Even when you managed to spend time together, it was never just the two of you. There were always friends around, always the other members. Never a moment that felt truly yours—never a chance to just be alone with Soobin.
And still, he loved you with a quiet kind of devotion. Soobin would wait up long past midnight just for the quiet privilege of walking you to bed. Even the smallest moment alone with you was worth losing sleep over.
You were so used to running—meeting quotas, ticking boxes, always being on—that you hadn’t noticed how little of yourself you’d given him lately. Not your stories, not your softness. Not your time.
And apparently not even your memory for important days, like today.
You realize it the moment your eyes flick toward the calendar on the fridge. The date. Your heart sinks.
"Shit," you breathe. "Our anniversary..."
Soobin doesn’t even flinch. He just watches you quietly, eyes soft but ridden with exhaustion.
Your own eyes shift down to the uneaten container of food and unopened bottle of wine on the kitchen table—he waited to eat.
"You didn't have to wait."
He responds quickly. "I wanted to." Soobin doesn't say for you, but it's written all over his face. He'd do anything to savor a moment with you.
"I am so sorry, Binnie," you're barely able to get out. "I care about you so much. I would never..."
You feel a twist of guilt settle in your stomach, but he doesn’t pile on. Nor does he guilt you. That’s not who Soobin is.
“You didn’t forget because you don’t care,” he says softly. “I know you. You just… never forget things like that. I know how overwhelmed you've been.”
Soobin doesn’t say more. He just lifts the blanket, a wordless invitation smoothed between the wrinkles in the couch cushions. When you lie down beside him, it’s quiet again. The kind that’s warm this time—full of unspoken things and shared breath. His arms curl around you instinctively. He presses his face into your neck like he’s been holding in the need to feel you all week.
"I hate this," he breathes out, almost like he's embarrassed to say it. "Hate only seeing you like this."
You swallow hard, because you feel it too. You've never been good at this. Never been good at showing Soobin just how close you want—no, need—to be near him.
You try to apologize. To say something, anything about work. About your stupid boss, the lack of breaks, the lack of appreciation, the unpaid overtime.
And he lets you ramble on. Because this is his favorite thing in the entire world—hearing your sweet voice talking about your day, getting to hold you while you do it. His eyes are sparkling and trained on your face, attention undivided as you vent. Soobin's heart thunders beneath his rib cage.
You’re halfway through telling him all the messy details—words spilling too fast, casual but unfocused, like you’re trying to outrun your own exhaustion. There’s a thin sheen of energy in your voice, but it’s cracked at the edges. You yawn mid-sentence, barely stifling it behind the back of your hand.
Soobin notices the way you press on like you aren't seconds from collapsing. He always does.
You brush it off like you usually do, reaching for a water bottle on the coffee table, already moving on to the next thought. But before you can, Soobin gently lays his hand over yours.
“You’re tired.”
You blink at him. “I’m fine.”
“You come home and talk like you haven’t breathed in hours," he chuckles through a sigh. There’s no judgment in his voice, just a quiet hurt.
That makes you stop. Not because you disagree, but because he said it like he’s been holding it in for too long. You never really knew how to be present with him. Even in times like this, when you knew he needed it most.
He sits up straight, shifting his body to face you fully. His hand doesn’t leave yours.
“I know you don’t like stopping. I know being tired makes you feel like you’re falling behind. But I promise it's okay to slow down once in a while.”
"Binnie..." Your voice trails off.
“You didn’t forget on purpose,” he says again, because he needs you to believe it. “But I still need you. I still want today to matter. Even if it’s just here, like this.”
His voice dips, eyes searching yours. "I know we've both been working a lot. But to be honest, this has been really killing me. Can't we just take our time tonight?"
And then he’s pulling you in—slowly, gently—his arms around you. The kind of embrace that doesn’t demand anything, only offers.
You don’t fight it, don't say anything. You just let yourself sink into his chest, right into the warmth of him. It’s the only place where you don’t have to be composed or efficient or fine. You just needed to be his.
His hand slides up your back. “Just… be here,” he murmurs into your hair. “For a little while.”
And for once, you let yourself stay still. His lips brush the crown of your head, barely there.
You feel the slow rise and fall of his chest against your cheek, the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath your palm. He doesn’t rush you. But when you tilt your head up to look at him, his eyes are already on you. Warm and desperate. It’s not lust, not at first. It’s pure longing.
He cups your cheek, his thumb brushing beneath your eye like he’s trying to memorize you. You can’t help but lean into his angelic touch. Then his mouth is on yours. A slow and needy kiss that says I’ve missed you, stay forever.
You can feel the tension in his body, the way he holds back even as his fingers slip under your shirt, testing you, as if he’s asking for permission with every touch.
You give it with ease.
When you shift into his lap, straddling him, wrapping your arms around his neck, the ache of it all hits him.
Soobin holds you like he’s scared you’ll disappear again. His tongue is pressed between your lips, scaling every inch of your mouth that it can reach. An exasperated moan leaves you in a low sigh, and he swallows it down greedily. You unravel against one another, piece by piece.
The growing tightness in Soobin's pants presses firmly against you. You were beginning to throb for him and his attention alone. No distractions or distance, just this—focused and intentional.
Even though your lips moved unhurriedly, you have to pull away for air. But he doesn't let you escape so easily, keeping his forehead pressed firm against your own.
Soobin wants your attention on nothing but him tonight, that’s a promise he kept for himself. Before your mind can race, he's rubbing circles with his thumb over your leggings, stealing your mind away from stress and thoughts of work, locking them away where they’d be forced to put Soobin at the forefront.
Your leggings, usually an inconvenient barrier, were completely soaked through to the skin. It left Soobin no problem in rubbing every sensitive spot you yearned for him to reach.
A shaky breath leaves your lips. "Fuck, been needing you so bad. Been so stressed out." His eyes are trained on the outline of your folds, your cunt basically sucking in the soaked fabric and begging for his finger to follow suit. He wondered just how well you would suck his cock in if you were dripping and swelling like this already.
He groans loudly without remiss, throaty and strained, head dropping against your shoulder in self-control.
He continues to rub you lovingly, tearing his gaze from between your thighs to your face, smiling at the blush blooming across your nose and cheeks. His eyes flood with warmth when he speaks. "I want to do something."
“I’ll do anything,” you answer to him like you always have. Your time, your mind, your soul—he’s always had access to all of it, whenever he wanted.
Soobin’s smile spreads wide across his face, unable to contain it. His hands grip your hips before slipping beneath your shirt, slowly lifting it over your head with care.
Your breath catches. He looks almost shy when he speaks again.
“Can I just… stay inside you tonight?” His voice is hushed and reverent. “I don’t want to rush. I just—want to be close.”
A nod is all you need to deliver him. His hands are gripping just beneath your ass, standing up from the couch as he holds you. Your legs lock around his waist, keeping him close amidst the trek to your shared bedroom.
You noticed how deliberate Soobin was tonight—every step he took toward the bed felt endless. And when he finally lays you down against the soft cotton sheets, it’s like the world exhales. For the first time in a long time, you feel breathtakingly alive.
His movements flow into each other, rewriting time just to make this moment last longer. The only moment he disconnects himself from you his to peel off his own t-shirt. Your clothes are stripped from your body as well, more carefully than ever. Tender fingers work at the hem of your leggings, dragging them down your goose-bump ridden skin.
Soobin's lips are the only things moving quickly, wanting to feel your warm skin against them. He's kissing a trail across your chest, down your stomach, breath sucking in at the laced panties staring back at him.
The black material is sticky, soaked, and completely lost between your folds. Your head rested gently against a pillow slightly cocked to the side, peering down at him through hooded eyelids. He was so beautiful. All the time in the world belonged to you two.
"Mm, fuck baby," you're already whining out. Fuck these new schedules. Fuck your late nights. This is what you've both been denied for too long.
Large hands splayed across the curvature of your hips, gripping the flesh and securing you in place. Between your legs, he helped himself to one long, and slow drag of his tongue up your cunt. He breathed you in, fabric and all, with greed. It felt like a reward for the time he'd spent patiently craving for your presence.
Tender teeth got hold of your panties, dragging them halfway down your legs. A chill shoots up through you, his teeth grazing your inner thigh just enough. Soobin's fingers took over, sliding the material the rest of the way off.
One more lewd kiss against your cunt, this one hard and claiming, and he's up on his knees removing his sweatpants and underwear just as painfully slow. You'd never felt so prepared for Soobin in your entire relationship. Thighs and sheets stained with splotches of your sweet arousal, out of control.
Now fully undressed and erect against his toned stomach, Soobin takes his place next to you on the bed. He's propped up, back against the headboard, looking at you expectantly.
"Come here," his voice is so careful as he pats his lap. His voice holds the kind of care reserved for precious things.
You swing a leg over his waist with his help, straddling him where he sits. Soobin is silent, but his face says everything. His chin pressed to his chest as he looks between your legs, lips drawn rough between his teeth.
He keeps his hands at your waistline, lifting his hips just enough to align himself with your sopping entrance. You both hiss softly as the head of his cock slides against your folds, hot and thick. But he doesn’t push in just yet. He’s waiting for you again, asking for permission.
“Can I?” he whispers, even though you’ve already said yes in every way that counts.
You nod and sink down slowly, inch by inch, until he’s fully inside you. Neither of you moves. You just sit there, wrapped around him, buried in each other.
Your walls clench instinctively, and he emits a broken groan. But he doesn’t move, he doesn't fuck up into you—just presses his face into the crook of your neck and breathes.
This isn’t about sex for either of you. It’s about connection. Closeness. The ache to feel like you still belong to each other. Skin on skin, hearts syncing with every breath, you melt together until you’re not sure where he ends and you begin.
Soobin stays nestled inside your warmth for so long that you begin to lose track of time. His hands draw lazy circles over your back, his lips brushing your shoulder in silent worship. Your arms hang around his neck, holding him close. Every now and then, your walls flutter around him, and he exhales a quiet curse into your skin.
Every moment spent inside you is marked by a kiss—some soft and delicate, others deep and bruising, left like claims on your neck. Soobin's voice is hushed, whispering over and over how much he adores you. His hands roam your body like he's rediscovering it all over again, tracing every dip, outlining the shape of you with his touch. He’s etching you into him.
Eventually, the stillness turns to tension. You shift your hips just slightly and feel him twitch inside you. His breath hitches, and you notice.
“Don’t do that,” Soobin murmurs, voice taught with restraint.
Your faces are pressed close, cheek to cheek. He can feel the graze of your hardened nipples against his chest, your shaky, uneven moans fanning hot against his ear. And suddenly, he’s entirely too aware of you—of how impossibly tight and perfect your body feels around him, like you were made to fit just like this.
"Sorry, Binne." You don’t mean for it to come out as a whimper, but it slips, drenched in need. “I’m just so full…”
You try to remain still, but your eyes are already glassy with want. And when your lips find his again, more desperate this time, he gives in.
He starts to move, gently at first. Rolling his hips into yours like it’s the first time all over again. You can tell he's afraid to shatter the moment, but can’t help needing you more.
Soobin's hand finds your hair, gripping firmly—not to dominate, but to really see you. He pulls back just enough to watch your face, to pass every wave of pleasure back and forth between your eyes. He makes love to you like he’s savoring it, dragging his cock in and out at the perfect angle, hitting your g-spot again and again with a patience that feels more like devotion than control.
But it’s not enough, not with how he feels inside you. How his cock stretches you open just right, how his eyes celebrate every inch of you like you’re the only thing that’s ever mattered.
So you shift again—this time intentionally—lifting your hips just slightly before sinking back down. The friction makes your mouth fall open, a soft moan filling the air.
Soobin groans, his hands flying to your waist. “Baby…”
But you’re already moving again. A slow, teasing roll of your hips that pulls breathless curses from his lips. Your hands brace against his chest as you rise onto your knees and start to bounce—gently, at first, letting yourself adjust, letting the stretch fill you again and again. His cock drags along your walls in the most maddening way, kissing your sweet spot again and again.
His fingers dig into your sides, but he doesn’t stop you. He wouldn't dare. Instead, Soobin just watches you with his lips parted, chest rising and falling with every bounce. The expression on his face is pure awe. He can’t believe this is real. Spending time with you has never felt this heavenly. You're the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.
“You feel so good,” you whisper, voice trembling as your thighs work to keep the pace. “So big…”
He sits up more to meet you halfway, arms wrapping around your waist as his mouth finds your chest—kissing, sucking, biting gently at your sensitive skin. Every time you sink down, his cock hits deeper, and the pleasure tightens in your belly like a fuse burning too close to the edge
“Just like that,” he breathes, kissing up your throat. “You ride me so well, baby. So fucking good for me…”
Your movements grow faster, more desperate, chasing the high together. Each bounce has you both gasping, moaning, gripping onto each other like you’ll fall apart if you let go.
His hands slide up your back, anchoring you to him, and when your forehead presses to his, his voice is barely audible.
“Don’t stop. Don’t ever stop.” Soobin’s thumb finds your clit, rubbing slow circles that have you squeezing tight around him. The sudden surge of pleasure makes your entire body jolt—your thighs trembling, your rhythm faltering.
“F–fuck!” he cries, his voice cracking as his core tightens beneath you. One hand claws at your back, desperate to ground himself, while the other keeps working your clit, coaxing you closer to the edge with each drawn-out stroke.
Your body trembles in his lap, chest heaving as you ride the crest of sensation. His name leaves your lips in a gasp, hips stuttering as you start to unravel for him. But Soobin doesn’t let up—he leans in, kissing you fervently. His voice is gravelly in your ear.
“That’s it, baby… you’re doing so good. Let go for me. I’ve got you.”
And you do—your whole body shaking as pleasure rips through you, fluttering tight around him, squeezing him so perfectly he groans through gritted teeth. Your forehead drops against his shoulder, breath caught somewhere between a sob and a moan. Soobin holds you through it, murmuring praise into your hair, letting you ride the waves until your hips finally still.
But he’s still hard, still tucked deep inside you. You blink, dazed, and meet his eyes.
“Soobin—”
“Not done,” he breathes, cupping your cheek. “Let me love you a little longer.”
He shifts, lifting you slightly before guiding you down onto your back, never slipping out. His body settles over yours, and he kisses you so slowly you forget how to breathe. It’s not rushed, none of this was. He wants to remember every expression and sound you make beneath him.
Soobin starts to move again, hips rolling deep, cock gliding into you with a drag that has your toes curling. Each thrust is slow yet hard, filling you to the brim. He's making sure you'll feel him for days.
“Still so wet,” he whispers, voice shaking from restraint. “You were made for me, weren’t you?”
You nod with teary eyes, hands gripping his shoulders as he begins to fuck you just a little harder—still slow and sensual, but with the kind of focused passion that makes your whole body scream.
His lips find your neck again, then your jaw, then your mouth, speaking softly with his mouth pressed on yours. “Want you to feel everything, baby. Want you to remember this whenever our schedules are busy.”
“Don’t say that,” you whisper, clutching at him.
“I won’t go anywhere,” he promises instantly, fucking into you with a little more urgency. “I’m right here. You’re mine.”
You moan his name again as he rocks into you, shifting his angle just slightly to hit your g-spot head-on. The overstimulation begins to take you over. Your back arches off the bed, and he catches you with one arm wrapped beneath you, pressing your bodies flush together, like even air between you would be too much distance.
“You’re so beautiful like this,” he murmurs, watching your face. “So good for me.”
You barely manage to choke out a response. You’re too full, too overwhelmed, and too wrapped up in the heat of his body and the impulse in his gaze.
He slows again as he nears the edge, you for a second time that night. Thrusts going deeper, heavier, until you’re clutching his hair, pulling him closer, whispering into his ear, “I want you to cum inside.”
Soobin groans deep in his chest at your admission and presses his forehead to yours, breathing unevenly.
“You sure?”
“Yes. Please.”
It only takes a few more slow, grinding thrusts before he’s burying himself to the hilt and pulsing inside you, arms shaking as he holds you close. His lips tremble against yours, his moans drawn out and desperate as he fills you. The inappropriate sounds quickly have your own, blinding orgasm flowing from you with ease.
He still doesn’t pull out.
Instead, he kisses you again, even sweeter, before shifting both of you onto your sides, tangled together, still joined.
You’re panting, but your heart is calm. You feel full in every way, wrapped in his warmth, your body and soul entirely his. Soobin strokes your hair, nose brushing your cheek.
“Stay just like this,” he whispers. “Let me keep you.”
You nod, one leg hiked over his hip, arms tucked against his chest. “Don’t let go.”
“Never,” he murmurs, breath hitching when your walls flutter again. “Fuck. You’re still gripping me so tight…”
You press your face into his neck, smiling softly. “That’s ‘cause I want you to stay.”
He chuckles, fingers tracing your spine. “Then I will. All night, baby. However long you’ll have me.”
You both fall quiet, still connected, warmth shared between flesh. The room feels sacred, filled with love, comfort, and the kind of silence that means everything. You make a mental note to call out of work the next morning.
Soobin stays inside you until you’re both asleep—bodies tangled, time slowed, nothing left to say but everything left to feel.
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you’re dating beomgyu and he’s so sweet and caring then you find out he’s serial killer and he has hidden body parts in his house but instead of being mortified you’re intrigued so you help him with his next victim then you fuck cause why not…. could also be good with soobin or taehyun
you know what? hell yeah!
tw, gore, soobin is literally a murderer, decapitating, dead bodies, hm they're equally freaky, penetrative sex, bloody sex.
soobin was a weird guy. socially awkward, shy and never fitting in larger crowds. your friends had all told you from the start that there was something off about him... something uncanny. you never believed them, soobin was so sweet, like a big friendly giant.
but you can't deny that the late nights spent alone in bed, followed up the petty excuses about working late he'd make had started to get to you. ― he was hiding something from you, that much was clear.
what you hadn't expected for it to be was the decapitated head you found in his freezer one Friday night.
"Binnie.." your voice is shaky as you call for him, your eyes glued to the dull eyes of the stranger that currently stared back at you. your boyfriend hums from downstairs, the sound of his heavy footsteps thumping in your ears as he emerges from the basement.
when he enters the kitchen he stops in his tracks, his gaze immediately landing on your find. immediately he springs into action, slamming the freezer door shut in your face as he steps between it and you. ― "it's not what it looks like" "I can explain" "please just give me a chance to.."
you cut him off with a finger to his lips. "did you...did you do that yourself?" you peer up at him with questioning eyes and soobin swallow as he slowly nods, mumbling out a quiet, "yes."
your lips part, a small breath passing them as reality sinks in. your soobin he... he... you blink, tilting your head to the side as you study him closely. ― "can I watch next time?"
it starts like that. with you sitting on a chair in the corner of the basement, watching as soobin works. his sleeves are rolled up, exposing his veiny forearms. they're covered in a thick layer of dark blood, his face is too, it had splattered all over him.
methodically sawing the limbs of his victim apart one by one. he's silent, save for the occasional grunt as he rips an arm off. ― with big and fascinated eyes you watch him, taking note of his every move.
it's not long until you join him, your own sleeves rolled up as he stands behind you, guiding your movement on the saw as you slice the body before you. ― it turned out to be a lot heavier than you'd expected, but it was quickly something you grew to like.
his large and bloody hands make you tingle as he slides them along your arms. once you've gotten the hang of it he lets you have a go at it yourself, busying himself with feeling you up. ― you try to ignore the way his fingers brush against the hem of your jeans, how they mindlessly fiddle with the button as you focus on decapitating the leg of the body before you.
but when his hand slips inside your pants, long fingers gliding between your already soaked folds, and when you feel the outline of his hard cock against your ass, it becomes impossible to ignore.
the body is long forgotten about when soobin shoves you against the basement wall. his cock throbs deep inside your cunt as his bloody hands tear your shirt open. ― you're both a mess, the smell of death mixing with your arousal as the sounds of pleasure fill the dim basement.
"you're a natural", soobin groans as he feels you clench around him. your heart swells at the compliment and you lean in to kiss him. ― "I happen to have a good teacher", you hum, fingers tangling in his dark hair, giving it a harsh tug.
soobin curses under his breath as his hips snap against yours. ― "fuck I can't wait to see you behead your first body."
For advent; you and soobin getting snowed in on Christmas Day, getting freaky in front of a warm fireplace.
𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐄'𝐒; 𝓐𝓓𝓥𝓔𝓝𝓣 𝓒𝓐𝓛𝓔𝓝𝓓𝓐𝓡
NUMBER 15 ; ❝𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐦 𝐁𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬❞
Soobin groans when your impatient hands tug at his shirt, pulling him between your legs as you wrap them around his waist. “More”, you breathe, parting from him for only a second as you catch your breath. Your face feels warm, your skin tingling as every touch of his left goosebumps in their wake.
pairings — soobin x fem!reader
warnings — unprotected sex, floor sex, making out, kind of fingering (idk he plays with her pussy lol)
#serene adds ✎.. man, idk if I like this or not, I had to cut it off in the end cause it went over 1k >_<
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“I don’t think it’s going to let up anytime soon”, Soobin murmurs, his gaze flickering across the heavy snow that continues to fall, coating your cabin in a thick layer. Biting the inside of your cheek, you huddle closer to the warm fire, watching as the flames dance in front of your face. — “Do you reckon the car will take us anywhere?” You ask, a small glimmer of hope in your voice. Soobin shakes his head, sighing as he shuffles over to you on the couch.
“We’re stuck here for a while”, he states in somewhat of a deflated tone. You hum, quietly nodding as the daunting reality of your situation sets in. “We don’t have much firewood left”, you comment, nodding toward the decreasing pile next to the crackling fireplace. The power had gone out over an hour ago, leaving you to shiver inside the cold and lonesome cabinet.
Soobin’s brows tug together in a frown as he follows your line of sight, his jaw twitching slightly when he realizes you’re right. He remains silent for a moment, then you feel him shift next to you on the sofa. “There are other ways to keep warm..” He suggests and you nearly flinch when his hand brushes up against your shoulder. — “Really?” You scoff, trying to play the subtle move off with a smirk.
But Soobin remains persistent as he shuffles closer. “I’m serious”, he says, his voice dropping to a low hum and your stomach flutters at the thought of him initiating something like that. Your mouth hangs open, though no words come out and you squirm on the spot, pulling the blanket around yourself tighter.
“It’s not like we don’t have time to kill”, he then adds, his warm breath fanning across your face. You hadn’t even noticed him moving this close, not until his hand found its way to the back of your neck, his dark eyes dropping to your parted lips. — “C’mon, what do you say?” He sounds almost teasing, a small grin stretching across his lips. There’s no way you could turn him down.
The kiss is sweet at first, and Soobin keeps you close as his free arm snakes around your waist. He hums into your mouth, tongue sliding against yours all the while his fingers creep up into your hair, tugging your head back as he guides you against the armrest of the couch. — The warm blanket soon drops from your shoulders, but neither of you seem to register it, too caught up in each other to notice anything happening around you.
Soobin groans when your impatient hands tug at his shirt, pulling him between your legs as you wrap them around his waist. “More”, you breathe, parting from him for only a second as you catch your breath. Your face feels warm, your skin tingling as every touch of his left goosebumps in their wake.
His once soft kisses turn into hungry and almost greedy ones as his hands blindly reach for the zipper of your jeans, undoing it clumsily before shoving a hand down your pants. Your moan bounces off the log walls of the cabin as his thumb rubs over your clit, middle and index finger probing at your fluttering hole insistently.
“More?” He asks, the question being met by your whine as you fervently nod. Soobin grunts, the heel of his palm pressed firm against your wet cunt. Your nails dig into his shoulders, pulling him so close that you were unable to feel anything but his body against yours. You barely have time to register what’s happening before he’s pulling you from the soft cushion, and only once your back hits the fur of the rug do you realize that you’re on the floor.
Tilting your head to the side, you come face to face with the blazing fire, its warmth only adding to the heat pooling in your stomach and soaring through you. You allow him to slide your jeans down your thighs, leaving them on to keep as much of the cold out. — Dazed, you glance up at him as he sits back, quickly working his belt through its hoops before pulling it off in one swift motion.
You prop yourself up on one elbow, reaching out to help him undo the zipper of his jeans, as your hand pulls his throbbing cock out. Soobin shudders as the cool air hits his sensitive skin, biting his lip to stifle a moan when your thumb flicks over his tip. — Unable to hold back for much longer, he swats your eager hand away as he moves to hover above you, making your back press firm against the carpet as he aligns himself with your cunt.
Dragging the head of his cock between your soaked folds, he groans when your hips arch up to meet him halfway, encouraging him to do more. He lets out a shaky exhale, “F-Fuck”, before sinking deep inside your warmth, eyes screwing shut at the way you immediately clenched around him. The air gets knocked out of your lungs as you lay back with parted lips, soft pants escaping them.
Soobin remains still and unmoving at first, giving you a moment to adjust but it’s not long before you claw at his chest, begging him to move, to take the cold away and replace it with a burning fire. — His thrusts are quick, harsh, his hips slamming against yours, and the lewd sounds of skins connecting fills the small log cabin.
“You’re so warm”, he grunts, his chest pressed as close to yours as he possibly could, bracing himself on his elbows either side of your face. You can all but happily smile up at him, a drowsy expression masking your features as your hands slip beneath the fabric of his shirt, making him shiver.
“You are too”, you hum, legs wrapping around his waist once more as you let his thick cock bury even deeper inside you, pulling a strained groan from Soobin. — The fire was slowly dying out a mere feet away from you, but it didn’t matter, you had someone to keep you warm.
hiii for the advent calendar, i was thinking of reader and soobin (i miss him rn) baking cookies together and while cleaning up, they made more of a mess🫣
-🎬 anon
𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐄'𝐒; 𝓐𝓓𝓥𝓔𝓝𝓣 𝓒𝓐𝓛𝓔𝓝𝓓𝓐𝓡
NUMBER 8 ; ❝𝐓𝐞𝐧 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬❞
“Continue”, he says, and you bite back a sound of protest when he grinds his hard cock against your ass. “I told you it was going to take ten minutes, tops!” You frown, twisting in his grasp to little avail. — Soobin hums, placing a kiss behind your ear as his hands move down your sides, sliding up the dress you wore. “So will this.”
pairings — soobin x fem!reader
warnings — kitchen sex, unprotected, creampie, manhandling, tiny meandom!soobin (not a lot), clit stimulation, tiny tiny nipple stimulation, implied oral (f. rec) toward the end !
#serene adds ✎.. eeek, all of Soobin's have been so nasty thus far, I'll make something cute for him soon !! 🎬 nonnie, I love your big brain :3
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Wiping the sweat from your forehead, you bite the inside of your cheek as you focus on cutting out the shapes for the last batch of gingerbread cookies. Carefully moving the little gingerbread men and the few hearts you made onto the oven tray, you hardly notice your boyfriend as he sneaks up behind you.
Soobin’s large hands on your hips make you yelp and you nearly slice a cookie in half. He chuckles, fingers digging into the skin of your waist as he leans down to place a kiss to your exposed shoulder. — “Binnie”, you whine, muttering complaints under your breath as you grab the tray and maneuver past him.
Your boyfriend huffs, but doesn’t comment on it as you fling the oven door open, the warm air immediately hitting your face. Only when you bend forward to shove the still raw gingerbread cookies inside, do you feel his hands on the curve of your ass, gently groping the flesh there. “Soobin, I’m serious.” — “We still have to clean all of this up”, you gesture toward the mess of flour and cookie cutters.
“Let’s just do it later”, he proposes, scoffing when you shake your head as you intently move back to the counter. — “It’ll take ten minutes”, you say, already grabbing a handful of molds as you gather them in your arms. Upon reaching for the last one, you somehow manage to drop them all as Soobin cages you against the marbled table. With a small shriek, you turn to him, only to be stopped by his hand on your shoulder as he steers you back toward the counter.
“Continue”, he says, and you bite back a sound of protest when he grinds his hard cock against your ass. “I told you it was going to take ten minutes, tops!” You frown, twisting in his grasp to little avail. — Soobin hums, placing a kiss behind your ear as his hands move down your sides, sliding up the dress you wore. “So will this.”
Unbelievable.
Yet you didn’t stop him from pushing your panties to the side, long fingers sliding between your folds before prodding against your clit. Biting back a small whine, you reach for the discarded cookie cutters once more, grasping them in your hands tightly. — Soobin continues to litter kisses along the juncture of your neck, sucking loving marks onto your skin, teeth occasionally grazing over a sensitive spot, making you shiver.
It was nearly impossible to focus like this, with his hand between your legs and his throbbing erection pressing against your lower back. You push the molds to the side, reaching for a damp rag as you begin wiping down the marble. — Your actions are quickly interrupted by two of his long fingers as Soobin pushes them as far as they would go up your cunt, curling them to make your thighs quiver.
With trembling hands you swallow, returning to the task at hand as you with heavy arms try to erase the mess you’d made while baking. Somewhere behind you, Soobin groans, and you feel him shuffling about as his free hand battles with the zipper of his jeans. — He doesn’t say anything when he shoves your dress up above your hips, lining the tip of his cock against your already embarrassingly soaked cunt.
With one quick thrust he buries himself inside of you and you quickly give up on trying to clean, your hands flat against the countertop in order to steady yourself. “S-Soobin”, you whine, but there’s no actual resistance to your words as you allow him to maneuver you as he pleases. And he does. Large hand creeping up your spine, settling on the nape of your neck as he snaps his hips against yours, making you jerk forward with a squeal.
“S-Seriously I..” Your words are cut short by his thumb on your clit, rubbing you teasingly as his teeth graze your shoulder. “Shut up”, he grunts, clearly not in the mood for any of your lectures as his other arm wraps around your chest, fingers splayed across your perfect tits as he pinches your nipple through the light fabric of your dress.
Tears well up in the corner of your eyes, quickly screwing them shut at the immense shockwaves of pleasure that sparked through you. — You barely register when he pushes your head against the cool surface of the counter, your cheek getting dusted in a layer of flour as he does.
Your thighs tremble and you whine when he nearly pulls all the way out, only to slam himself back inside without hesitation mere moments later. — “Fuck”, he groans, his once quick and harsh pace growing jagged and uncoordinated. His chest presses against your back, caging you against the marbled countertop as he finishes in your throbbing cunt. He stays like that until he feels you squirm uncomfortably, still chasing your own high.
Yelping when he withdraws, your eyes snap open as he flips you onto your back, hoisting you up onto the counter as he pushes the discarded cookie cutters aside. “But I- Soobin-” Your incoherent murmur is immediately silenced as he sinks to his knees in front of you, the palm of his hands spreading your thighs as his gaze trains to the way his cum dripped from your pretty cunt and onto the marble.
“Don’t worry”, he sighs, pressing a kiss to your knee, “This will only take ten minutes.”