Dec 14, 2017
I’m feeling a little down. I’m having one of those life moments where you don’t really feel like you have anyone truly and honestly on your side (even though they might say otherwise).
Where are you then? You don’t text me back. He can’t see clearly. I just want to be honest but sometimes it causes more trouble than it’s worth. So then I’m just stuck I guess. Half happy, half sad. I don’t want a half deal. It’s too late. Just too late.
Oh well. I’m trying to be okay with it. You’re not supposed to understand but who else can I tell?
Also, I secretly wish I could see Noelle again, but I just don’t have the time or money.
