Apr 18, 2022
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#honestly honestly honestly wishing i could get top surgery but also i feel guilty because my breasts fed my kids#and i feel guilty for thinking about discarding basically all tissue within them that made this possible#also they look amazing and it seems that everyone would be jealous about huge breasts#like huge huge#F cup#sometimes G#and i know i can't take it any more and I just want to finally be happy with my chest#but also they fed my kids#but i know that i would be so happy if they were gone#i just wanna go on a low dose of T until i have the body hair i want and have top surgery#I'd even be fine with living in public as my 'secret spy identity' as a cis woman with 'unfortunately' flat chest and very hairy#i know i could go to work like that i mean i already did#secret spy identity which has my birth name#that's fine#i just. i want my breasts gone. but i feel guilty because they fed my kids.#also lol i probably shouldn't personify parts of my body so much#but i feel like I'm doing them wronf#but also every time i read about top surgery and low dose T i want it more and more#arrrrgh#thinking about hitting up the local trans organisations and just talk in person about this#i just really want to go on T#and finally not have breasts anymore#they look good they are useful but i just. hate having them. so much. it's like my 'true chest' is buried beneath them#and i felt like this ever since they started growing when i was 8#they would be good on someone else why can't sex traits just be plug and play and we could trade aaah#anyway#trans stuff#soryuchan's personal issues#this has been weighting on my mind
