Oct 6, 2014
Welp
I fucking hate when people ask me "...oh and how's your love life?" I never have anything to say, and it just forces me to reflect on that fact. It's honestly so exhausting watching certain romantic relationships flourish while you can't seem to experience anything. I'm always just left to wonder what I'm doing wrong or why I can't let myself take risks. I'm sick and tired of myself.
I'm usually capable of coping. It just gets difficult and lonely on certain nights such as tonight. Just want to be able to fall asleep without feeling like a sack of shit, you know?
