young barbara who is hurried, unlike the grown one who knows hurrying stuff up never got her anywhere meaningful. especially in school. young barbara who is awfully reminding me of gregory eddie. young barbara who still talks the way she does but it's less articulated. and she isn't as sure of her words as she is now. young barbara who is anxious not about her looks but about herself. young barbara who is also kind of anxious about her looks as well. young barbara who likes to listen to leonard cohen and roberta flack. young barbara who just wants to feel like she is good.



















