#someone's blog

0: Height: 5 foot I think..

1: Virgin? Yes

2: Shoe Size6 1/2 or 7 or 8, depends.

3: Do you Smoke? No

4: Do you Drink? No

5: Do you take drugs? No

6: Age you get mistaken for: 15

7: Have Tattoos? No

8: Want any tattoos? Yes.

9: Got any Piercings? Ears.

10: Want any Piercings? My nose and bottom lip.

11: Best friend? Allie <3

12: Relationship status? Single

13: Biggest turn ons: A sexy voice (preferably like Cry's...), awesome swoopy hair, bright-colored eyes, awesome sense of humor, piercings, tattoos, instrument playing.

14: Biggest turn offs: When someone chews like a effin' cow, looming over me while I'm on the computer, no sense of humor.

15: Favorite Movie: Avatar, The Sandlot (all), Harry Potter (all), anime movies..

16: I’ll love you if: I won't love you for specfically one thing. I love you for you.

17: Someone you miss: My best friend (she moved), my old Wizard101 friends, my friends in the Chat in Cry's Twitch channel.

18: Most traumatic experience: Guess not..

19: A fact about your personality: Extremely weird, I'd shout random crap at the most random times, shy (unless I know you), a smartass in my head but very polite in reality, I'm more mature than most of the older people on the internet, and I'm 13.

20: What I hate most about myself: Not being able to do certain things right or not being able to help someone because I wouldn't know what to do.

21: What I love most about myself: My weirdity.

22: What I want to be when I get older: A famous LPer if they're still popular by that time, and later on, a photographer.

23: My relationship with my sibling(s): It has its ups and downs.

24: My relationship with my parent(s): My mother and I are pretty close, but I feel strange talking to my father (I trust my best friend allot more, strangely).

25: My idea of a perfect date: Sneaking out a night to maybe a waterside lake or river, lying down on a blanket and looking at the stars and opening up to each other.

26: My biggest pet peeves: Loud chewing, when people rush me, looming over me at my computer, bullies, populars (unless you're nice), girls that do the duckface or show off their tits, wear a crap load of make up, girls that say they're ugly on a FB picture when all they want are compliments, swagfags, people that are like: "OMG DRAKE AND LIL WAYNE! SWAG SWAG YOLO!", people who say metal is Satanic.

27: A description of the girl/boy I like: Curly brown hair, braces, plays great guitar, funny, adorable. c: 

28: A description of the person I dislike the most: Blonde (sorry blondes), three piercings in each year, annoying lisp, dresses pretty effin' undecently, retarded, thinks she's cool.

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend: Nothing complicated, just when I don't hear them the first few times they say something.

30: What I hate the most about work/school: The dickheads that call out and interrupt the class instead of treating it like a house of learning, also the popular bitches and dickheads.

31: What my last text message says: I actually don't have a phone..

32: What words upset me the most: "Kill yourself." "You're ugly." You're stupid." "You can't do anything right." "You're worthless, just go die, it'd be easier for everyone." I want to punch anyone who says these words to ANYONE.

33: What words make me feel the best about myself: "Wow, that's a really good picture!" "Good job." "You look so pretty." "You're beautiful." "You are an amazing writer!" I don't take these compliments for granted.

34: What I find attractive in women: Their eyes, hair color/style, thin body or curves, face shape, cute features.

35: What I find attractive in men: Hair style/color, eyes, smile, laugh, sound of their voice when they talk,  slight muscles (I don't really find the really muscular dude attractive), a thin figure.

36: Where I would like to live: Australia, Japan, Greece, or Hawaii.

37: One of my insecurities: My looks or my skills.

38: My childhood career choice: A teacher (preferably kindergarten through third grade), because it seemed fun at the time.

39: My favorite ice cream flavor: Coffee chip.

40: Who I wish I could be: Those really pretty emo/scene girls.

41: Where I want to be right now: Somewhere alone with the guy I like.

42: The last thing I ate: Two chocolate covered donuts. :3

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately: Cry. Holy crap his voice.. and the way he reads.. I love how mysterious he is. And mysteriousness is sexy.

The Beginning Of The End (Feb.14, 2011)

This day It was the first time I gave flowers, chocolate and a stuff toy in a decorated placement. I was kinda nervous thinking that She will gonna ignore all the stuff I bought for her. 2:30PM I was in Dangwa, Manila to look for flowers. I have only 200 pesos for this Valentines Day. When I was exploring around I saw a beautiful white three-stem roses (meaning Pure Love)and that's only 100 pesos. Whahaha !! So cheap but nice. I bought it. Next is chocolate, I have already a chocolate in my bag wishing that it It shouldn't be melt. I want to eat it but I promised to myself that i will not gonna eat that chocolate instead I will give it to Jackie Back to Sta. Mesa nearly 3:30pm. I have to wait for more 3 hours because Jackie's class ends at 6:00pm. I have to wait for more hours. Instead of waiting I decided to go to Kiko's dorm Bryan and Joseph are with Kiko. Now We are four. I told Kiko that I wanna keep this white roses on his dorm until 6:00Pm. He agreed!! We spent the remaining hours in storytelling, sharing funny stories and pranking each other. 6:00Pm! at last! . We went to the exit gate of PUP to wait for jackie. 6:30Pm (WALA PA SI SIYA) suddenly, she came out. I gave the roses to her in very shy expression. She tolds us to went along with her friends. She introduced me to her beautiful friends, then in my side I introduced Kiko, Bryan and Joseph to them. Droplets of rain suddenly appear. Thank God "May Payong Si Jackie, Ako Wala). She had a pink umbrella with Hello Kitty printed on it. Bryan says "paborito yan ni Stef eh" Kenji and Co. laughs. Along our way to the exit Jackie told me that she saw a piece of paper in 5th floor facing the chapel. "I miss you Kenji Apiado" was written on it. I confused asking myself "Who wrote it?" Jackie didn't know also who wrote that but I have one person in my mind. He is maybe responsible on posting that in public. He was Rhen, A freshman tourism student with a deep love on Kenji Apiado. i didn't gave attention on that paper but still I wanna see it. While walking at the Teresa st. I saw a stuff toy inside a decorated placement. I bought it. then I gave it to her. I decided to escort her into his house with Bryan and Joseph. Kiko went to his dorm. At V. Mapa Station, Joseph was the one to say goodbye to us then bryan. Me (kenji), Jackie and his friends remaining. I didn't talk a lot because i feel so O.P (Out of Place) that's why I decided to keep silent. Bayan, Marikina at the clock tower, Our trip ends. We escort one of Jackie's friend (nakalimutan ko pangalan eh basta yung biyaheng Pasig). We bought ice cream(buti may pera pa ako) then another trip straight to Jackie's house and her friend (Hinde ko rin alam pangalan) Naunang bumaba yung friend ni Jackie( At last! Na. S.O.L.O ko din Siya). We arrived at Jackie's house nearly 9:00pm(Buti pa siya makakauwi na). That's the time I gave the chocolate to Jackie. (Medyo tunaw na pero okay lang yan ^^.) I feel extreme loneliness when she say "Goodbye Kenji, Ingat, Thank you ulit). I didn't respond at all. I wanna hug her but I can't (umuwi kasi agad yan tuloy ....)I walked along the streets shoulder-down. I wait for a ride to LRT Katipunan To C.M Recto station with silence along the way. I don't want to talk then one hour trip o Jeepney. I arrived at my house nearly 11:00PM. a few text to her then sleep... QUESTIONS:*May nangyari ba sa panliligaw ni Kenji?=WALA *Sino ang nagsulat ng "I Miss Kenji Apiado"? =Tama ang hula ko, Si Rhen nga ..Posted by Kenji at 12:48 AM   

-- Nakita ko sa bookmarks ko yang blogsite ng X ko. Tapos na click ko, nabasa ko a tuloy yan. Lol. Ninakaw ko sa blog niya. Di naman niya malalaman yan, besides ako naman tinutukoy niya diyan eh. Di yun magagalit kung sasabihin kong gusto ko lang ng kopya. Hahaha. 

In a article I stumbled onto via Twitter today, I read some truly inspiring words in a shockingly unlikely format.  I mean, honestly, this kind of brash talk is not exactly the sort of thing I generally read, but Chuck clearly had something to say that was worth reading.  I am so grateful he wrote this post, and so glad I got to read it.  It was a great reminder of why so many of us do what we do.