#somekindoffeeling

So what do you do when the only reason you go to work, is the reason you hate going to work. knowing you will be putting on a mask being what they want you to be, i mean what he wants me to be ? You get a new job 

I walked into my own hell 5 days a week. hiding behind smoke cloud underneath hidden trees and when we would leave i would see my daydream turn to dust and fantasies crumbled up, I would hear my love songs turn off. and then i would be reminded that we were just coworker who rolled up after work. 

the feeling became to much. i dated other guys to get my mind off you. but i would give them little pieces of my time but never of my mind, because my mind was always on you. nothing lasted long and Monday- Friday i still chocked on your hellos as my heart cried out to you  

like Great Gatsby i worked a long time to become the person I thought you could be with. My grind became everything becoming more stronger and more beautiful then ever.... I was becoming a QUEEN. And for one quick moment, not more then a second, I thought i was making you my king. but we all know that’s not how the great Gatsby ends 

Monday-Friday I choked on my feelings as we sat around joking about bad bitches, cause thats what the tomboy bestfriend does. Secretly wishing you saw me as a “bad bitch” ...... wait why cant I be one

what do you think happens when you put yourself in the friend zone. well all i can say is get comfortable you gonna be there a while 

I hid my feelings because nobody likes rejection, but it started to eat away at my heart. Two friends, two coworkers, two alone hearts. We were the same in every way, and different in every other way, but there was no way you would want me 

I need Someone who don’t want my panties. i need a friend and just like that i had two, me, him and mary jane shared jokes under hidden trees. friendship grew, feelings did too