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Death isn’t the answer.
We need to give kids the tools to dealing with life, so they don’t have to deal with the tools of death. The Gun is the tool of choice for the teenager that feels like there is no other way to express themselves at the breaking point. We need to teach how to deal with a busy mind. Please get the help you need.
Suicide Hotline Call 1-800-273-8255 Available 24 hours everyday. Â
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#DoOvetDeposit: Praying for those who can't see the people who still smile when they see them coming through the tears in their eyes for the people who no longer can. For every family member who is finding it hard to cook a few servings less this year, for every spouse or partner that cries at the very thought of your your late spouse or partner's favorite dessert, or every child who is sad that a sibling won't be there to help them make the holidays special, for those sharing new moments and making new memories without certain special people that you know would be proudest of you right now, and especially those of you surviving the holidays without the ones that protected you from predators that others won't confront, for leaders, ceos, business owners, pastors who are at the end of your rope and just don't have the strength to go on, for your spouses who don't know how to reach you to help you, for all of you I'm praying that you will see some light, some help, some hope, that things can get better and will. You have a safe place to speak your heart. I would rather listen to your heart than to read your goodbye. Those who have my number, please use it. If you don't have my number I invite you to comment "Hear my heart" below or send it to me in a message. Sometimes all you need is to be heard and understood without judgement. I want you to know that you are important and you matter. You are not alone in how you feel. And you don't have to be alone in how you cope. #YouAreNotAlone #HolidayShoulder #SeekHelpUntilYouFindIt #SomebodyCares #YouMatter #YourLifeImpactsOthers #SomePeopleWillOnlyLiveIfYouStickAroundToSaveThem #DoOverAcademy https://www.instagram.com/p/CWqPrNALtiV/?utm_medium=tumblr
#DoOvetDeposit: Praying for those who can't see the people who still smile when they see them coming through the tears in their eyes for the people who no longer can. For every family member who is finding it hard to cook a few servings less this year, for every spouse or partner that cries at the very thought of your your late spouse or partner's favorite dessert, or every child who is sad that a sibling won't be there to help them make the holidays special, for those sharing new moments and making new memories without certain special people that you know would be proudest of you right now, and especially those of you surviving the holidays without the ones that protected you from predators that others won't confront, for leaders, ceos, business owners, pastors who are at the end of your rope and just don't have the strength to go on, for your spouses who don't know how to reach you to help you, for all of you I'm praying that you will see some light, some help, some hope, that things can get better and will. You have a safe place to speak your heart. I would rather listen to your heart than to read your goodbye. Those who have my number, please use it. If you don't have my number I invite you to comment "Hear my heart" below or send it to me in a message. Sometimes all you need is to be heard and understood without judgement. I want you to know that you are important and you matter. You are not alone in how you feel. And you don't have to be alone in how you cope. #YouAreNotAlone #HolidayShoulder #SeekHelpUntilYouFindIt #SomebodyCares #YouMatter #YourLifeImpactsOthers #SomePeopleWillOnlyLiveIfYouStickAroundToSaveThem #DoOverAcademy https://www.instagram.com/p/CWqPkE9LN4W/?utm_medium=tumblr
Tip Tuesday #2
Today we are going to talk about family. Some families are great. Everybody has their place and feel at home. Others cosist of two moms or two dads. Some don’t have parents, but grandparents or aunts or uncles.
Not everybody has a family. Some people lost their parents at a young age. Some people have outlasted their friends.
But at the end of the day, families are important. They’re an integral part of us. So, what do you do when your family no longer feels like family? That’s a tough question.
Some of us are able to carry on without issue. They have found their place in this world without their family and not having them isn’t a big detriment. For others though, not having your family feels like having your hands cut off.
I’m one of those people. From personal experience it is no easy task to move on. It sucks when your family suddenly checks out for whatever reason.
I made a stupid choice when living with my aunt and her sons. I did some stupid things and took things and got caught. I apologized and have tried to make amends. My stepmom (my aunt’s biological sister) has changed in how she’s treating me. Before I was her daughter. Nothing would change the way she treated me.
Now, though. I get ignored on Thanksgiving. I don’t get to hear from them about my brother’s wedding, which I had to miss. I don’t get to hear when my grandmother is in the hospital. And that royally sucks ass.Â
I have cried. Yelled. Cursed. Wished. Meditated. Everything and anything I could do to stop the question of why. I messed up. But the reason I did that stemmed from my aunt being so obsessive and controlling. I was an adult living with her, but I couldn’t leave the house without permission. I had to be in my 9 pm to watch HER kids even though they were all ready asleep and she was home. I put up with being called selfish, a bitch, whiny, ugrateful, lazy, and a multitude of other things. But I’m the one being punished because I got pushed to the edge.Â
It took a while but I found my solution. I said fuck it. I have my best friend and her family, and she’s told me time and time again they are my family. Her husband is like a brother to me, her kids are the best part of my day. I have a potential boyfriend. I have a few people across the US I interact with on social media. I found a new family. And I think they’re better than my original family.Â
I miss my dad. I miss my siblings. I miss my stepmom. I miss all of them so much every day. But they don’t miss me. And they don’t acknowledge my presence anymore. So I stopped acknowledging them. If they want to reach out to me that’s fine. I’ll respond. But, I don’t feel welcome there anymore. I don’t feel welcome around my own parents. I don’t feel welcome in their homes.Â
So I don’t go there anymore.
If your family has disowned you or treated you badly for mistakes you made or choices you made, fuck them. They’re not worth the pain and emotional turmoil that you will experience. If your family is toxic. If they make you feel as less than. If they don’t respect you as a person. They don’t deserve to be in your life. And you don’t have to let them be in your life. Nobody can make you feel inferior without your permission. The day I learned that was the day my life started getting better.
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