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Commission for my friend, solfi. <3 Thank you!

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I feel ya, man. Eddie's the fucking worst this season. I legit don't know if the writers WANT him to become less sympathetic or if he's just that badly written.
Iād like to think itās intentional ( why would they do that, tho?) but it is more likely just bad writing.
The writers probably aimed for ācomplexā and wanted to show Eddie āstruggleā but instead they ended up making him inconsistent, āunlikableā and possibly unfit to be a leader ( heās losing his mind and acting recklessly and he hasnāt even had a fraction of the weight and pressure heās going to sustain if he wants to lead ) in the eyes of those paying attention to character developement.Ā
But, if the comment section of the showās FB page is of any indication, it seems that the majority is A-OK with the way he is behaving so Jessica Goldberg&co. are probably patting themselves on the back for a job well done.
Karl: 2, 16; Renka: 3, 17, 24; Aben: 3, 19, 27!
First, I am SO SORRY for now replying for so long %D And now, letās get to it~
(warning, long post, not putting under the cut, cause it makes it inaccessible on mobile, sorry ā ^ ā)
Karl
2: If your OC wants to buy a firearm, what it might be for?After becoming a political leader he owns a concealed firearm as a self-defence means in case his bodyguards would fail during a potential dangerous situation.
16: Ā Is your OC good at giving others validation of their feelings and making them feel understood?(Since it changes as he gets older, Iāll describe him how heās like in the beginning, aka as a teen/tween, and as a private person dealing with his peers and friends.)Frankly, it depends who we ask.From his perspective, being judgemental, casually snarky or āconsctructivelyā critical comes far more natural than being positively supportive. He becomes extremely self-aware about that fact after he realises his words make more negative impact on his friends than it would on him, if he were the one listening to that sort of remarks (He himself was brought up in such a way his threshold of whatās harsh and whatās not is kinda warped). His approach to deal with is becoming a complete opposite, and act almost sickeningly reassuring and understanding. But in his opinion it doesnāt seem to work at all, since thereās no substance in this. Trying to find a middle ground on how to provide insinght without it sounding too harsh, proves to be difficult.In short, he feels heās terrible at it, and this convinction is a forefront of his mind even when he eventually gets better.As for hir peers, some would say heās good at validating their feelings, some wouldnāt. Iād say heās least able to appeal to those who think with their emotions, or arenāt as retrospective/prone to secondguessing.By my standards, if he were a real person I could speak to: yes, heād be pretty good, even though I would have some minor issues with his logic.
Renka
3: Does your OC behave differently around different people, if so with whom and how?She does! She is a the type of a cameleon-person, who seemingly plays by the rules and tries to blend in to sustain peace and comfort in her life, but shows her true colors around those she deems as trustworthy. She doesnāt go 180 personality-wise, of course, and sheās not the lying person - itās about to what extend sheās comfortable with expressing her mind. Sheās the type of introvert who will seek a compromise in situations that demand it, but will act more spontanious/extreme if she can. Whateverās more appropriate, and the priority is safety over self-expression. Obviously weāre speaking about the Reneall and the beginning of her journey.
17: Does your OC suffer from any mental health issues?Sheās paranoid, but I donāt think to the extend that would constitute for a mental illness.
24: How would your OC react if they got humiliated by someone in a group of people?Depends on a reason, kind & skope of humiliation, and who would be watching, depends on the overall context of the situation that lead to such incident, and why these people are gathered in her proximity. Some scenarios, like, for example, a presentation of an exhibition, public debate among people sheās either a patron of or shares similar career with (culturologist, museum worker/teacher) - usually involve attacks based on differences in ideology. And those cases require professionalism. So her reaction would be most likely a very polite, posibly tad lenghty response where she deconstructs her attackerās arguments, most likely glossing over any personal insults (mind you, sheād be pissed, and propably in need to vent afterwards, but in such circles itās better not to give in to the provocations. That would only hurt her reputation, so again - politeness and cleverness if usually a better strategy).However, there were situations, like one time during her first year of studying - her friends possession was purposefully destroyed by upperclassmen, and then she herself got insulted, all in front of other students on the corridor - she simply took her friendās broken thingy and started hitting the bully with it.All in all - it depends on how much she thinks she can get away with.
Aben
3: Does your OC behave differently around different people, if so with whom and how?In business, he tries to balance a well-mannered behaviour with assertiveness. He has a very specific philosophy, to which I will dig into in comic, but it can be boiled down to ābe charming but also dominant via appearing self-assuredā.
In relationships, he seems like a romantic and gentle type overall, but turns out to be a complete troll in bed. Because, apparently, nothingās funnier than pranking or grossing out a lover in the middle of sex. In his opinion, this stuff isnāt supposed to be dead-serious anyway.
Then there are situations, or certain people, which can bring the worst out of him. Itās a bit of a spoiler territory, so Iāll say, for all his confidence in business or public situations (which is frankly half-trained behaviour, half-instinct), and overall outgoing persona, he can act way too docile or passive-agressive in personal-life department.
19: What boosts your OCās confidence the most?When people show him how they appreciate his gifts or acts of kindness, especially if they didnāt ask for it. He likes to guess and suprise.The second thing would be the opposite - if someone correctly guesses his need, without him expressing this directly. He places a great value in people paying attention to each other, so being cared about is a great source of building up his self-esteem.
27: Does your OC practise any kind of escapism? If yes, what kind?Actually, this is a topic for one of his little arcs, so again, canāt talk too much about it, but he doesnāt do that - which his future wife deems as extremely unhealthy, and tries to find him some hobby that doesnāt require the involvement of other people.
⬠Renka + Aben!
From OC music meme: link
Thank you :D tbh it was a little challenging, cause I donāt have that many songs that remind me of them, and my memory is weak so it took a while for me to rememberā¦but here goes:
Carlos Viola āNew Lifeā link (instrumental)
Dido āDo you have a little timeā link
The Verve āBitter Sweet Symphonyā link - From Aās perspective
The Pillows āOne Lifeā link & link
Kult āGdy nie ma dzieciā Ā linkĀ - PL song. Lyrics are essentially about strict and very organised parents/teachers going 180 while their children/students are on vacation/schooltrips. They party hard and get absolutely shitfaced. Tbh you can throw in Karl into the picture too, he likes to party with them. Translation under the cut :D
solfi replied to your post āCotD - March 28, 2016ā
I'm so glad for you to have found this new path! Regardless of what you pursue, it's always amazing to see possibilities form when not too long before the world seems an all-encompassing black hole.
Yessss, this (also: itās SO GOOD to see replies back, although my main blog doesnāt seem to have them yet!). Whatās really heartening to me is the dawning realization that I donāt have to āgive upā anything I love in order to do something else; so much the better if art (for example), among the other things I care about doing, was partially folded into the work I plan to do anyway.
So many of my career problems lie in the ābut how do I choose this OR thisā dichotomy. I know people have hobbies outside of their jobs, but they can quickly fall by the wayside if you have a demanding career (or even just a very high-stress one), and making time and reserving energy to do the things I love, Iām discovering, is always going to have to be a priority for me; if I canāt do that, things get very bleak very quickly, and thatās just a reality of my life that I have to contend with. The āobviousā solution is to make a career out of one thing you love (and creative fields are very competitive, so you need to spend the vast majority of your time developing That One Thing), but doing that thing you love when itās unattached to demand or to commerce quickly becomes a chore when you do it for money on someone elseās schedule. If the work you do, on the other hand, isnāt contingent on any one part of your whole self working at optimal capacity on demand, but rather multiple parts of yourself working in tandem... thatās another thing entirely, one much more pleasant, and I wasnāt actually sure such a thing could possibly exist for me until fairly recently.

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āKey framesā from my previous postās (boop!) gif for @solfi... except those key frames are basically all frames used in that āanimationā XD (minus the editing). Welp, maybe itās not the smoothest of animations, but at least done with love! Poor Alice! Her expressions are sooooo out of character XD But she was still a pure joy to draw.
Again, happy birthday to you, solfi! <3 I hope you had a great day :D
Alice and Johan belong to her <3
omg the internet is so terrible today, I tried to upload it for several hours D8<
Donāt give up to temptation, Alice! Pray all those sinfull thoughts away!
Look at her, sheās so eager, she became a headbanging nun. I donāt think thatās a part of her faithās rituals though...
Poor Johan. You almost had it.
A little birthday gift for wonderfull and ever amazing @solfiā <3. Also, if my memory is correct, thereāll be another great event worth celebrating coming up in your life soon? Either way, thank you for being such a fantastic and supportive friend. Youāre an amazing person and great artist! I wish you all thatās best in all aspects of life <3 May you always have strenght and motivation to fullfill your dreams, may luck, happiness and health never leave your side, and may good and supportive people be always within your reach. I send you millions of hugs and kisses, my dear <3 (also hugs for your dearest for being there for you :D)
Hope youāll enjoy this little piece of derpiness as a expression of my friendship XāD
The upload limitations wonāt let me put a bigger gif, so Iāll send you the original later :D. (Iāll also upload some, hmm... notable frames in separate post ;p)
The idea is from this masterpiece: link. Bless this gif and everything it stands for.
Mimosa, rosemary
Mimosa: my lack of energy. Everythingās pretty tiring right now.
Rosemary: typical 90s kid stuff: Farthing Wood, Rugrats, Arthur, Recess, The Wild Thornberrys, Pokemon.