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RO VC : Then he’s getting a REALLY good show.

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@solastaes replied to your post: @solastaes replied to your post: ...
nimia vc : *THE MAKER IS WATCHING*
RO VC : Then he’s getting a REALLY good show.

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" THE CALLING, does it.. does it bother you greatly? "
@solastaes asked for childhood memories !! @sheharrowed asked for family meta !!
hawke, as of inquisition, has naught left of the family she begun with. family has always been her grounding point, a salvation and reassuring shoulder to a girl so often pulled in too many directions. before his death, hawke adored malcolm hawke, if disagreed with his sheltering of bethany. before her death, leandra was a calm and adoring shoulder to cry on. carver was, for all his brash nature, was her greatest competition, and in being so, was her greatest confidante. and bethany was her chosen object to protect ( until, that is, that object decided to protect itself ).
when much of her family is either dead or far away, hawke finds family --- her friends turned into a surrogate kinship that she desperately needs. Hawke needs to be grounded, needs an anchor to her wily need to help. So when her blood is gone, her found family is of utmost importance ( and it is, as always, her nature to lose them too )
as for favorite childhood memories, hawke has many, but when looking back at them with older eyes, they feel almost empty in comparison to the happiness she found in kirkwall ( putting all of her suffering aside ). every one of hawke’s treasured memories belongs to her siblings, to play fights with carver, to allowing bethany, in her sheltered life, to display and show off the magic she so dearly coveted. hawke adores her siblings, the only grounding objects in the life a young woman drawn so horribly to steel and war, to the smell of ostagar, to king cailan’s army --- who lost herself often in daydreams of running away. hawke, when asked, will always answer that her greatest memory of her childhood was very simple ; just being with her siblings. something she can no longer do.
@solastaes said: ❝ I’d expect more from a man who can’t stop talking about how clever he is. ❞ ( nimia & astoria shit talking Some Man is everything i never knew i needed until now )
DAI PARTY BANTER ( ACCEPTING AS STARTERS )
"He is rather – underwhelming, isn’t he? I certainly expected that he’d have a greater presence, at the very least, but he seems impotent at best.”
The mask Astoria wears is beautifully crafted, carefully designed to hide her expressions, but she’s sure that Nimia can tell – from the sparkle in her eyes, the twist of her lips, the tone of her voice – that she’s almost amused. ( And who could have imagined, she thinks, that they’d get along now, that the Inquisition would be what they’d needed to be real friends? ) All around them is the scent of rich foods and flowers, the sound of chattering and laughter, and the Inquisitor and her advisor have managed a few moments of peace amidst the carefully controlled chaos of the Orlesian court.
“Gaspard has been like this as long as I remember – but most politicians are. The question is whether or not he’ll be of more service to the Inquisition than Celene would be. My instinct says yes – if only because Celene is abhorrent, and endorsing her after what she’s done will alienate too many people. But Gaspard’s hardly friendlier to elves. If we were to force an alliance with Briala, then it’s a matter of determining whether or not she’s trustworthy.” She pauses, only long enough to trail a finger idly along the rim of her wine glass, and the crystal rings quietly at her touch. “What do you think?"
( Nimia is not so used to politics as Astoria – though she is plenty aware and active. But it’s a relief, not to have to think this through on her own, and to get a perspective that differs from hers, and it’s a relief to have an old friend here. )
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❝ i’d go NO FURTHER if i were you. ❞
solastaes replied to your post: odin: you were my son, i wanted only to protect...
why……….. are so many mainstream media people afraid of Letting The Parents Be Shitty
from what i’ve seen it’s a lot of extremes of Both Sides, of thinking odin is a Completely trash parent on all accounts, or thinking he’s a Good Parent bc he tells his sons he loves him when he’s dying and loki gets that look but like
i think it can be both?? loki can love his father and also hate him, appreciate him and never forgive him, having learned a great deal from him and also having been scarred for the rest of his life from him
i think it’s limiting to have one or the other when it’s deeper (and more painful) and realistic to have both
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" OH, UM.. congratulations! on nothing.. in particular but.. but i see irving is quite - at least he seems to be - quite pleased with your progress.”