#solarkm

It had been ages since she had put her eyes on Yongsun. The mere sight of her was a satisfaction, especially when Marie saw her on tv. It felt lovely to see her perform. She had a crush for her voice -- and for all good voices, on that matter -- but Yongsun was more than simply a voice. She was a friend. And even though Marie wanted to cry out loud what had happened to her the past months, she wouldn’t. No. She couldn’t. It was way too much to worry the latter who was at the peek of her career. She smiled as she moved her slim arms around the girl’s shoulders, bringing her closer to her. It felt good to hug someone sometimes, even if it had been for something small. A hug felt good, comfortable and lovely. She smiled shortly as she felt a little better to have someone giving her comfort. Lately she had been feeling way too clingy, needing some caring and protection.

“It’s fine, it’s fine. You were working.” She patted her back reassuringly before shrugging a shoulder and leaning a bit backwards. “It’s been around five months I think. I think we last saw when you were on we got married. Not quite sure.” She laughed. She wasn’t at all mad with her friend because she’d always act as she always did, no matter what time got them apart. It wasn’t their fault. It was destiny and time working against them. And she would not judge the girl for such dumb reason. Especially Marie which, despite of not working in k-industry, she would still be very busy. So she would not judge her friend. Instead she wanted to appreciate every free time the both had.

you’ve piqued my interest and i want to see this obvious one from this certain photoshoot ㅋㅋㅋ

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It’s hard when you can see through things, right? It’s hard when you’re always a step ahead. I just really hope you’ll find a reason to smile in due time. A genuine one. You deserve it. 

Hang in there, my dear friend. You’ll find someone who can make you feel like you’re more beautiful than that of the flowers that bloom in May. And besides, you don’t need a man to be happy. I mean... I’m here. I’m not a happy virus for nothing! Heh. 

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🎂: Do you celebrate birthdays? Do you enjoy birthdays? How do you usually feel on your birthday?

“I do. I think they’re a good excuse to get hammered with those closest to you. It’s pretty hard for me not to enjoy something if I’m drunk.” He chuckled lightly and shook his head, “But really, as long as they’re happy, I’ll be enjoying myself. My own birthday, it’s not as much of a big deal to me. I treat myself like every day is my birthday anyway.”

🍯: Have you ever made a promise to someone or yourself that you couldn’t keep? How do you feel about it?

His brows knitted together in thought as he attempted to recall a time, if there was one, that this occurred. After a long pause with his lower lip caught between his teeth, he shook his head and released the plump tier. “I don’t usually say ‘I promise’ unless I know I’ll be able to keep it. As dumb as it sounds, I take my promises seriously – pinky promises included.”

🍏: What, in your opinion, is your worst quality? What do others say is your worst quality? Do you agree with them?

“My..worst quality–” Not often did he think about this, whether people brought it up or not. Finding it somewhat difficult, he managed to find something to comment on. “I get obsessive over things. Never people, just things. It ended up with me doing a significant amount of coke last year. I just like to indulge myself. Other people say my worst quality is I seem cold? Never really thought of myself as being that way, but I guess I can see it.”

🍉: Could you stay with the same person all your life? Do you feel comfortable with a commitment like that? Why or why not?

with the familiar jingle of an incoming message, somin once again raises her mobile; the illuminated screen is concealed by a curtain of hair — insurance that one of the boys, or even jiwoo, wouldn't sneak up from behind and begin to read her message. of course, if she was trying to be discrete, she was failing miserably. immediately after reading the text she bursts into a fit of unpredictable giggles. here she was claiming she was naive, when in reality it was yongsun who knew even less. in all her haste, the combination of rhythmic tapping of the onscreen keyboard and the assigned noise ( usually it's on vibrate because she cant stand the sounds ) is almost like a cheer for her to reply. god knows she's terrible at texting back.

Aesthetic Themed Ask List ✦ ✧ accepting

Q.  1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise? A. Answered here.

Q. matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?A. Not really, considering I would say that I am living my dream at this very moment (and yes, I am being quite cheesy ㅋㅋ ). 

Q. black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?A. Answered here.

AESTHETIC THEMED ASK LIST⤷ status : accepting ! 

FLOWER CROWN: when did you last sing to yourself?— honestly? only a couple of seconds ago… i’m glad no one heard though, i got a little too carried away. 

FAIRY LIGHTS: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?— i don’t know if i truly would want to know anything, not really. what if the truth is something that i’ll struggle with? what if it impacts my determination and i’m lulled into a false sense of security; after all, something which may be a truth today can become false tomorrow. still, if i had to choose, i’d want to know if i was heading down the right path or if the choices i’ve made so far have been the best possible ones.