#soft soobin

It was the last weekend before college graduation, which meant you and your roommate had a ton of things to pack. To make it more fun, for every box you finished, you got to take a shot. This began innocently enough, with each of you having a drink or two over several hours, but by the afternoon it had devolved into chaos. Suddenly trinket boxes and shoe boxes counted and before you knew it, you were both drunk and giggly.

"Another shoe box is done," you called out. Soobin poured each of you a shot of rum, and you clinked glasses before downing them.

He set both glasses on the table and you smiled at them. They were the last things left in the kitchen.

"It's kind of sad," you pouted as you looked around at the empty cabinets. "Four years as roommates and suddenly...poof!" you sighed. It was so strange to see entire lives in boxes on the floor. You collapsed beside them, gazing upon their contents and trying to remember where they'd existed before finding their new home in cardboard.

Soobin dropped to the floor and crawled over to you. "You were the best roommate," he smiled sleepily while falling back against the hardwood to gaze up at the ceiling fan.

"You too," you admitted as you rolled into his stretched out arms, cuddling into his side where it was cozy and warm.

"I don't think I've ever been this drunk before," he chuckled, his chest rising and falling with every laugh and shaking your head along with it.

"Yes you have!" you giggled. "On Valentine's Day last year!"

"Oh god!" he gawked as he hid his face in his hands. He'd been such a mess that day that he'd had 9 drinks before even getting to the party.

"Remember when you danced for me?" you grinned as you recalled Soobin's silly rendition of It's Raining Men after which he promptly threw up from all of the spinning.

"I was trying to cheer you up," he explained.

"I know," you muttered, rubbing your hand along his chest and hugging him closer. You'd broken up with your boyfriend the night before, and all he'd wanted to do was to cheer you up. "It worked."

"Good," he hummed. His cheek pressed to the top of your head. Soobin had always been a cuddly drunk... it was one of your favorite things about partying and living with him. You'd leave parties together hand-in-hand, not caring what anyone else assumed your relationship to be, and would end the night in bed together. You'd never gone further than that, and often found yourself wondering why. Still, you enjoyed those fleeting moments of peace and connection with him.

"My mom thinks we're dating," you blurted out, unable to stop the words from falling from your lips.

"So does mine," he replied. "So do most of our friends, but I don't care. We know what we are even if they don't want to believe us."

"I am kinda curious..." you trailed off as your hand wandered over his chest to his neck, urging him to tilt his face towards you.

"About what?" he pondered, his brows furrowed in thought.

You could feel your heart pounding when he looked at you, your cheeks burning at the thought of touching his adorable pink lips with yours. "What if we tried it out?"

"Dating?"

"No," you laughed. "Sex."

"I mean...I wouldn't say no to sleeping with you. I've already seen you naked," he shrugged.

Sometimes after parties, you'd both end up vomiting and desperate for a shower. You cuddled naked countless times after bathing together.

"So...if we're going to do this, we should probably go to your room," you suggested as you sat up.

"Why my room?" he questioned.

"We packed my sheets already, remember?" you laughed. You'd been planning to stay in his bed for the week anyway, so it would be fun if the week could involve something extra.

"Oh yeah!" he smiled, still a little dazed from all of the drinks. He stumbled to stand and extended his hands to help you up, pulling with an exaggerated grunt until you were beside him. "I'm kinda nervous," he lied in a playful whisper. "I've never had a girl in my room before."

You rolled your eyes and pulled him toward his room. "I'm in here all the time, Soobie."

"When was the last time you..." he trailed off, but you knew what he was asking.

"A few months ago with Beomgyu. We were both bored. You?"

Soobin huffed a laugh and closed his door, "A few months ago with that slut Beomgyu. He didn't tell me he slept with you too."

You laughed and leaned back on Soobin's bed. "I wonder who he thought was better."

Soobin smirked and leaned over you, "Definitely me."

"Oh yeah? Then prove it," you challenged with a bite of your lip and tug of his waist to bring him between your legs. Soobin was already turned on, which made you curious to know if he'd wanted to fuck you for a while.

"I think..." he began before pulling back, "It would be more fun if we had our first kiss while naked."

Your eyes instantly lit up at the idea, and you tore off your clothes while Soobin undressed. He climbed into bed only once fully nude and pulled you against him as he often did. "You've always felt so soft," he murmured as his hands explored your sides and back.

"You too," you agreed. "Like my own personal human-sized teddy bear."

Soobin squeezed you tighter before tilting your chin towards him. He was so much taller, and it was so easy to lie against him and forget that his head was a foot above yours.

"You come here often?" he teased, eyes fixed on your lips.

"Yes," you breathed, transfixed by the charged air circulating between you. It had never felt like this with him before. You fluttered your lashes at him, cheeks suddenly pink and shy.

"Fuck, you look cute. How'd I ignore that all this time?" he muttered to himself before cupping your cheeks.

"You've always told me I'm cute," you smiled, letting your cheeks fill his hands as he looked at you as if seeing you for the very first time.

"I know, but...fuck I'm stupid," he smiled.

"How stupid?" you laughed just as he smashed his lips to yours with a needy moan.

You were shocked at first but responded quickly to catch up with his lips and tongue, just as desperate to be closer to him as he was to be nearer to you. You hooked your leg over his waist and wrapped your arms around his neck, moaning at the new contact of his cock against your slick.

Soobin let out a breathy gasp, his lips parting before looking down to watch you grind against him. You whimpered and drove your hips back and forth, drenching his cock while working yourself up.

Soobin rolled onto his back and guided you up his length, his eyes dazed as if he'd never seen anything better. "Fuck. You're so wet, baby. I bet you could slip it right in..." he gasped when you did just that.

You slid down his cock until he'd filled you, both of you whimpering in surprise at the feeling. When he bottomed out, you met his stare and laughed breathlessly. So did he.

"God you feel so good," he groaned as he bit his lip.

"Oh yeah?" you teased as you leaned forward, raising your waist as you kissed up his chest and neck.

"Mhm," he hummed. "So fucking good," he groaned again as he moved his large hands to settle on your ass. One of them spanked you, and you yelped in surprise as you dropped down onto his cock.

"Soobie, shit," you cursed when he began pulling you on and off his length, controlling the pace even from beneath you. Your thighs burned...but not as much as the ache inside you when he pressed his cock against your g-spot, hitting it with perfect aim.

"We're both so fucking stupid," he rasped, his voice hoarse and desperate against your neck where he began to suck and nibble. "Should've been doing this all along."

"Mhm," you agreed, mind dazed from the feeling of his lips leaving marks and his dick threatening to make you cum. "I thought about it before...during our first shower," you whined between kisses. His shoulder was now littered in hickies and nibbles.

"Of course you did, baby," he groaned at the thought. The nickname made your cunt pulse around him and Soobin became even louder. "I thought about it too, when we came back from our vacation early," he reminisced.

The heat had been cut off that week and you and Soobin had cuddled for warmth every night.

"Fuck Soobie," you whimpered when he twitched inside you, his orgasm closing in. You clutched his chest and rode him faster, slamming your waist against his.

"Fuck baby, just like that," he begged as his eyes darkened. He bit his lip so hard you saw blood, and you dug your nails into his skin, desperate to keep the pace that felt so good.

You were seconds away from coming when Soobin finished. His whines were high-pitched and breathy, and he pulled you down against his cock, sinking it as deep as he could to spill all of his warmth inside you.

You weren't done yet though, so you took his greedy hands and pinned them beside his head to roll your hips back and forth. Soobin was a mess beneath you, too overstimulated to speak, but he let you guide his hand to your clit, and he rubbed it back and forth through his pain until you finally squeezed around him and released everything you had.

With a cry you collapsed to his chest, clutching it as you shuddered. He wrapped his arms around you and held you there with kisses to your sweaty forehead until the trembling stopped and everything felt quiet.

"We should've done that sooner," he laughed as he stroked his gentle hands down your back.

You couldn't respond with anything but a contented yawn while looking up at him with adoringly satisfied sparkles in your eyes.

"So beautiful," he murmured again as he brushed his thumb across your cheek.