#snekdude

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what actually happened was we were being intimate before hand and i just walked to my room to do something i very clearly communcated this to him, i came back to continue what we were Just Doing and i noticed he was doing what he normally did when he was triggered which was going nonverbal, he communicated with me at the beginning of outr relationship that he was not someone who could say "no" verbally because of his trauma (which in retrospect i should have seen as a red flag from the beginning) we had several discussions about sex an intimacy because we are both rape victims and never wanted to cross boundaries! I had to navigate a very difficult situation because I had to rely on his nonverbal communication, anyway when i noticed this i stopped and we just sat in the same room together for a little before i went to bed. that night i conciously decided from that moment that i didnt want to have sex with him anymore bc i didnt want to make him uncomfortable or contribute to anymore trauma he was going through that he couldn't communicate to me, we were obviously not that sexually compatable anymore, and it was after that that HE would ask me to have sex with him and HE would come into my room and grind on me randomly and coerce me into sex i very regularly talked about this abuse on twitter years ago when i still had my tweets protected. he would tell me that masturbating triggered him but his "testosterone made him horny" and that he needed someone to have sex with him, he would cry and guilt trip me and completely invade my space until i gave in.

i also find it incredibly disturbing that hes trying to claim that i copy him when literally all im doing is embracing what i couldn't when i lived with him, yep, when i lived with him if i wore green or (what he claims) presented masc he would treat me like shit and either ignore me or claim i was copying him so now im doing what i want babes, its incredibly self centered and immature of him to take credit for my pathway in art by claiming that i copied his art style. ive had my ocs hes claiming are copies of his for over 10 years, and they have always been the way they are. he also claims my ocs used to be rapist or something, but he and i both know very clearly that both of us were exposed to rape culture at an early age and grew out of that but im still absolutely taking accountablity for it and have rewritten the problematic parts out of my old ocs several times since like, YEARS before i even met him...i hope he will take accountablity too because he used to make comics about Vegeta from dbz raping his ocs when he was a teenager??

he is a completely manipulative prick and the fact that he is claiming that he didnt do any of this or "doesn't remember" hurting me is disgusting imo! anyway take what you want from his weird videos where he smokes weed and cries about my cat cosmo kneeding on pillows, whom he has ABUSED by chasing him and swatting at him hissing at him like an animal and tormenting the shit out of him my friend can also attest to this: