#snappysnapo

they're all in my top 5 favorite characters so ahh hell yeah I ship it haha. 🙈 I've read some with em, written one with em (still one of my favorites), but I find myself loving the art more for some reason? idk, i can imagine my own things with the art while writing paints a vivid picture in my head. my view of them is one that I don't think many within this ship community would care for? you know me, bottom shigaraki all the way, so it just squicks me to be reading and then there's untagged he's topping; I'll just leave kudos (bc I read that far and most likely loved it until then) and move on, but yeah. that's why I'm conflicted. i have a v specific image of them and why i read/write/love the artwork is also v specific, so 😭 if shigs is left out at all or lesser, the "other," ugh, i just honestly cannot. it makes me cry in a bad way lol; same with hanahaki. unrequited love for my otp/favorite character is soul wrenching. happy ending clearly there maaaaaybe but only if i wanna die a little that day haha, so... idk, I find myself avoiding the ao3 tag for that reason and it makes me feel hella guilty. i don't wanna risk making myself feel like shit. i know myself so i stick to what i can confidently love, y'know? it's the same with any 'cule or love triangle tbh. just can't handle it. 😭

ugh man i feel shitty for it being so negative, but that's my honest thoughts. i love them v much and love those snapshots of them i get through art, a few fics, and my own imagination 🙈 gah that feels so bitchyakdjglkajak I'm just trying to curate I swear I love them and everyone that works so hard to add glorious content to the ship 😫😭💜💜💜

thank you again!!! and apologies for the mighty long ramble there 💀