smartification forcemasc..? healthy forcemasc? some shut-in femcel girl uses chatgpt or something to look up tips on how to get more fit (thanks to a couple of online folk telling her to go outside because god knows she needs to get off the internet) , quirks her brow at the mention of.. "testosterone"? weird name but she ignores it, she picks up everything she can get and even looks up directions on how to take T, neverminding the amount of posts mentioning trans guys and whatnot (shes a girl, just trying to get a little bit more buff over the summer). few weeks pass and she notices a lot of improvement in 'her' workout sessions but also notices ... "other" changes to 'her' body. man she shouldve researched this "testosterone" junk more, right? but its not like she minds it too much, she can easily pluck off the few odd strands of hair off her face. 'she' again asks chatgpt the side effects of T and it gives her the usual "deepening of voice","increase in body hair growth",ect ect. weirdly it doesn't explain the odd warmth in 'her' groin area that appeared a few days ago. 'she' ignores it. a few months later 'she' decides to up her dose just a tiny bit for better results and panics when 'she' notices more odd hairs cropping up on 'her' chest and stomach and chin area, not to mention the increasing warmth that had been building up in her groin area. 'she' once again consults the ai for help as it was becoming strange how more masculine 'she' became, it gave 'her' pretty vauge results on what the effects were though this time it listed off a couple of essays and books on the effects of testosterone. 'she' was never a book worm but it wouldnt hurt to list through a few pages. unfortunately there were no online PDFS for most of the reccomendations that 'she' could read from so 'she' decided to head on down to her local library, growing more confused at how many people called 'her' sir. usually 'she' would correct them but it somehow felt, natural? after picking up a few books she headed back home and listed through a few pages, pleasantly surprised on how well written they were, though she couldnt stop seeing the mention of "transgender men" and the like. 'she' wasnt a man. 'she was not a man.' 'she' repeated to herself the more she read, almost like a prayer. she came to the conclusion that this 'testosterone' stuff was making her body more man-like. thats ... fine? 'she' was somehow calm with that realisation. 'she' wasnt a man but 'she' decided to continiue taking T until 'she' emptied the vials 'she' bought. 'she's not even sure that T is returnable. plus, all the effects are reversable so its not like 'she'll be like this way forever. another few weeks pass and the effects somehow strenghtened, 'her' voice dropped by a pitch or two and 'her' muscles were more defined and noticable, not to mention the little stubble that settled on 'her' face. she bought some shaving razors and cream a few days ago but never got around to using them. 'she' also started to read much more than she did a few months ago, frequenting the library on a bi-monthly basis. 'she' started to trust chatgpt less aswell, noticing how... wrong it was. after 'she' mentioned that 'she' was on T for a good handful of months now it started to refer to 'her' with more masculine pronouns and even recommended a new, more masculine name for 'her' to use. it was frankly annoying. 'she' was not a man. he was not a man. he was.. he was not a man. he is not a man. no matter how hollow that statement made him feel. he cant be a man. he is just a simpleminded girl. he is not a man.
well.
maybe he is a man?
he disabled the AI app, out of frustration. he wont have a rotten computer convince him that he is something he's not. here, he'll go on a couple of online forums and have another like-minded individual agree with him. he will be told that he is not a man and that he's the girl he's always been.
except that doesent happen, a few people tell him that maybe it would save his sanity if he simply accepted it. he doesent have to choose a whole new name and identity, or start to refer to himself with masculine terms. he just has to live with that fact for a while, maybe he'll like it. to which he protests before being muted by a chat admin.
so he does. he continues his life for a while. frequents the library and gym, befriends a couple of locals, even chooses a new name because his older one sounded a little too feminine for someone as man-like as him. one day he realises he stopped having that mindset that was plaguing him just a few months ago. it feels like, relief? he's not a girl. and he's alright with that?
he's a guy, and a happier yet confused guy at that.
this sucks so bad what am i even doing
it doesnt at all suck!!! i love it so much
i love the turn on himbofication we love a smart academic and smartification is a thing too!!! you see it a lot on nerdification but theres no reason himbofication and nerdification cant make hot nasty gay sex who says a nerd cant be beefed!!!
in trying to understand himself better and in broadening his horizons upon finally accepting himself he really digs into a wide range of literature some he had already been reading and some he never would have let himself even look at before when he was in denial and when its all done hes actually learned so much about endocrinology and gender studies that he wants to pursue it further he studies hard and gets his GED and then he even finds himself getting a grant for college to continue his studies granted based on the brilliant essay he wrote about the effects of testosterone on the pituitary glanc he joins the collegiate competitive weight lifting team he never really felt inspired to take part in school activities before he quit high school he just never really saw the point in it nor did he see the point in studying why would he when he could just use chat gpt after all but now given a new life in a new body hes gained an entirely different outlook on it all and its so much clearer how incorrect llms tend to be at higher academic levels and participating in collegiate activities is so fun as a man as himself feeling comfortable in his body surrounded by friends several of the folks from the forums even go to the same college and they encourage him to join the lgbt group that meets of campus and becomes much more involved in queer tights and theory and activism his bros joke hes the full package an absolutely ripped gym bro whose politically engaged and academically curious and with any luck in the future as an endocrinologist he will be able to help so many other chat bot brained in denial lost young "women" find their way in life
