#smallfposting

Post mostly cancelled he responded. The whiplash from it- I can’t understate just how much influence you have on me my star. Swapped from despair to “phew” with an asterisk really quick. There’s still something bothering me, but it’s mostly unrelated. That might not make much sense, it doesn’t have to unless you’re in the right mind to view it, if anyone sees this. But that’s for a different post though. I’m so relieved. I’m going to see if I can’t rest a bit more. I trust that’s a good sign. You’d promise that to me, wouldn’t you?

I’m going to see if I can’t draw today. If I draw myself again I’ll post it here. Expect an update to the pinned/new pinned too I’ve been informed it’s broken and want it to be more accessible. Sort of half-secret- only because I don’t talk about it much out of DMs/on main but I and the others in our system love Hog The Tenrec ( I may post the drawings here but it’s part of a magma board so I very much may wait till it’s done and reblog that- what I’m leaning to right now. If so you may find the drawings earlier on @ask-thebig3 and if you like exe things you may enjoy the blog in general too if you haven’t heard of it )

Sitting on a response on someone you’re worried about vs “no rush” because you know a rush would probably make it worse

I still think of you

It does very much feel like a good day, and that it will continue to be. I need to still find those eye drops and be ready though, especially if I want to try to sort the recycling here as planned