#sm0l

sm0L ralsei in the salt shaker s e ri e s midnight doodle

oh woops forgot to post this

sm0l belated bornday pressie for @channydraws of their azzie~

im sure u have ur own reasons to be mad, but please please please for ur god's sake or my universe's sake, please, note that all of that was just distorted reality we created and escalated in our splits

i hate u so much and i love u to death forever and always

and unfortunately u will never know how much

i would allow you in, u know? im that sick, yeah, but since im that sick, allowing u back is not an option, its forbidden.

i can only hope for both of us to get better, to fight of our addiction firstly before we meet

cuz u and i cannot sustain the heaviness we bear.

we might think that we can, but we both know the truth

im not good for u, nor for myself

so i will dream of u and hope ure okay until we meet in another lifetime perhaps

u dumb bitch, dumbest

i hate u

i love u

But if you send for me, you know I'll come

And if you call for me, you know I'll run

I'll run to you, I'll run to you

I'll run, run, run

I'll come to you, I'll come to you

I'll come, come, come

and i still get trashed honey,

sometimes I feel dizzy

by the slices in her hands