I'm not a normal person. At least I don't think I am and I hope nobody else is either. It took me several years to get over the fact that I will always love you. And then about half a year to be cool with knowing I would never get what my heart wanted over all other things: You.
So it's good that I finally painfully learnt to develop the strength to turn the once-inversed, frighteningly powerful, super self-destructive love I had for you into a drive to leave a beautiful mark on the energy patterns that make up Our universe. Music is my chosen conduit. So in a way I can dress this as a yet another of the gifts you gave me. But of course... The truth is that any gift is a gift that we give we.
And although I have developed a temporary sanity away from you, you are still the brightest star in my sky.
Every note I ever record, every twitch I ever repress, every memory I treasure, is you, is for you, is because of you, and me.
