i sleep texted about 5 people last night, my boyfriend who im always with, my sister, my best friend, my other friend anna and some girl i havent talked to in literally AGES. i told them i would be rating them on a scale of dog to cat, I gave them "john offers." fucking john offers okay. from a guy named winnefry. woke up in the middle of the night texting my best friend because i DROPPED MY PHONE ON MY FACE. talked to them about a horror movie, went back to bed, woke up at 4:40, had a jumpscare, now i cant go back to sleep.

Well...I want to go with you. It's not a place to go, he said, it's a place to be. And he crawled back inside of my head.