Aug 8, 2023
I imagine Eli did tell Zander his deadname at some point because Zander is one of the people he considers cool enough to know and not long afterwards heād be like āhey Zander, whatās my deadname?ā And Zander would just stare at him and Eli would think itās funny at first and then heād be like āAlright man itās not a fucking slur, you can say it, youāve already proved youāre a good ally and shit you donāt need to pretend you forgotā and Zander would just keep staring at him and Eli would realize oh he. Actually forgot it.
#stupid shit#Zander filed that under ānot importantā in his brain which sent it straight to the metaphorical shredder#trans eli#when I start thinking too much about my own name I also start thinking about Eliās attitude towards his name#sleep posting#that my new tag for when I schedule these to post when Iām asleep#sometimes I get self conscious that Iām posting too much dumb shit but also itās my blog and I have so many dumb thoughts I want to share#or I worry Iām being too self indulgent or fixating on one character or ship too much.#so I post them while I sleep so I donāt have to think about it till I wake up#sleep posting.
